Cheating and divorce

Allina POV

I always thought marrying Richard will be the best decision I made, but I was wrong.

At first, he was sweet always taking care of me and I love every moment of it.

He's always there for me, comforting me doting on me and always bring me gifts, it was the happiest moment in my life.

I think this will never change, he lovesd me hell never change that's what I always say in my thoughts.

Until she appeared Cristal she's Richard's childhood friend she's the kindest and sweetest and when I meet her she alway call me big sister and acts coquettish, I found her adorable, so i treat her like my younger siblings since I didn't have one.

But overtime I notice how my marriage slowly turns cold, no matter how I cling to Richard he always seems busy I just thought it must be because of work.

But one night one of Richard friend called me and ask me to come a bar I was confused but do what he said and when I got there my heart shattered into a million pieces I saw Richard kissing Cristal, tears fall down my cheeks, I opened my mom to speak but no voice come out only I choked sound.

I run away from that place without thinking, I come back home and lock myself in my room crying all night.

The next morning Richard came home and handed me a divorce paper "**sign it**" he said commandingly not giving me a choice

If divorce can give me a piece I'll willingly do it, I sign the divorce paper and leave the house.

I feel like every steps I take was a stab in my heart but I don't care anymore, I'm tired of this why does everyone leave me, what's wrong with me, am I unlikable.

Why am I so pathetic I hate myself for always running away from my problem, I'm always like this a coward, would rather choose death that to face my pain.

I boarded a bus and went to my hometown, I wish this could help me have some peace, and it's also the only place I can be truly alone , no one can disturb me even if I cry my heart out.

I enter the house looking at the surroundings and bring back painful memories I buried deep inside me I broke down crying, I can't help it I'm not strong like *you*, it's so easy to make me cry and I'm emotionally broken.

I cry all night pouring my heart out until I fall asleep, it was raining heavily as if the rain was sympathizing with me and every thunder bring me a strangely comfort, I had always love the rain because no one can hear me cry because of it every strong thunder represent my resentment but just like how the thunder was loud but doesn't strike I'm also like that, I had a strong resentment but I'm too much of a coward to fight back I hate myself, why am I this pathetic?.

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