Allina life

Allina POV

I was born in a broken family, my father who loves me so much had an accident and died, I watch my mom cry every night after my dad dies.

I was just a simpler minded kid back then, I watch my mom fall into depression as I grow up, I bow to make my mom happy I did everything from having a high grade to working just to buy mom everything she likes, but why is it never enough.

Why are you looking at me like that mom as if you had nothing to live, I just want to see mom smile again why is it so hard, but it's better than living alone right?.

That's what I thought but when I was 17 years old after walking back home after buying a cake for myself, it's my birthday I want to spend it with mom I like hearing him say happy birthday to me, because it's the only day I will ever hear him speak to me.

Even if it's just a simple greeting I have always liked, it's enough as long as I hear mom's voice I'm already content.

After returning home I immediately search for mom around the house eager to hear him greeting me happy birthday but what I saw in her room had made my life scramble.

Why just why? I did everything to just made my mom happy, I don't care even if she doesn't talk to me, even if she doesn't leave the house or do anything just having her presence was enough why would God doesn't even allow that, just what sin did I committed that even my mom was taken from me, I just want to hear her voice today am I too greedy? What's wrong with me? Am I too unlikable why would everyone want to leave me, what should I do with my life now, my parents leave me, it's all my fault?

I cry all night the birthday cake forgotten as I hug my mother's dead body all day.

Since that day I had no will to live I even thought to just end it all but during my attempt to jump off the building someone saved me, I felt a warm arm embrace me.

Looking at her worried expression makes my heart beat, why is he worried, I'm just a misfortune, he should stay away from me, that's what my thoughts but since then I have always found myself looking at Richard, admiring her or just simply looking at her.

I found a will to live maybe it was love at first sight but I don't care I want to be better to be someone deserving of her, so I study harder acing every exam and finally landed a full scholarship on a prestigious college he was also attending.

And after a year of pursuing him he finally liked me back and immediately suggested a marriage I was happy I felt like the luckiest woman in the world without hesitation I agreed, I can finally experience being Love!

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