Chapter 19

As he heard her words, he felt an ache in his heart. "Yue. Do you want me to find someone else who I will like?" He asked.

"Mr. Song, I do not have the right to answer that." She said firmly.

He frowned. "Yue, tell me honestly."

Yue frowned too. "I... I don't, Mr. Song. You... you said you belong to me so that means no one else can have you, but me... but I don't.. I don't have the right to stop you if you changed your mind."

He held her hands and gently stroked them with his fingertips as he looked at them. He looked at her then, his eyes full of affection.

"Yue, I do not want anyone else. I only want you. I only like you. I only want to **** **** with you. I only want to make babies with you. Even if I met new people, I know I will never find someone like you."

He smiled bitterly. "I am scared too, you know. You are beautiful. You are kind. You are good at taking care of people. You may find someone who is more handsome, more kind and more powerful than me."

He paused for a while. "I don't want you to leave me."

She trembled slightly. She pounced at him and embraced him. "Mr. Song, I will never leave you. I promise. I promise." Her embrace got tighter.

He hugged her back and rested his head on her shoulder. He was relieved, truly relieved. She was the first woman who made him feel like this. He finally found the person he wanted to spend the rest of his life with! He will never let anyone take her away from him!

"I will never leave you, Yue. I will never let other people take you away from me. I will kill them. I will kill them."

"Yes, Mr. Song." She said as she stroked his soft hair.

Both never knew that right now, they were madly in love with each other already and in the future, will join in marriage!

They thought they can finally sleep, but this deep conversation between them inflamed their passion for each other. They were intertwined on the bed once more kissing and touching each other.

"Yue." He whispered.

"Yes, Mr. Song?" She asked breathlessly.

"Call me Jin." He ordered.

"J... J... Jin." She called reluctantly.

He kissed her lips once more. "Hmm. From now on, call me Jin."

"Yes, Mr.. Yes, Jin.. Jin..." She answered.

They kissed passionately. Jin also began rubbing her ****** that made her moan. This also made her wet.

"Yue, I'll show you something." He stopped kissing her, reached for his drawer to get something.

Qiuyue just looked at it. It was her first time seeing it.

"Yue, this is called a 'condom'." He explained even though he was embarrassed. He felt like a teacher teaching someone about sex education. The only difference was that there was no illustration, but demonstration!

"Condom? What is it for, Mr... Jin?" She was still not used to calling him by his name. Jin was happy though because she was committed to do whatever he wanted her to do.

"When I told you that I can feel good by inserting this thing (pointing at his little brother) to that part of yours (eyeing her flower)... we can do it without making a baby."

"Oh. How?" She asked.

"I will use this condom." He tore it open and show it to her. "I will put this on my ***** and when I enter you, even if I released my 'warm' inside you, you will not be pregnant. This is for your protection too."

"Oh. I understand. Can we try it, Jin?" She asked, her face full of seriousness as she looked at him.

Jin was crying inside. 'You don't know how much I wanted to do it! I waited for 28 years, Yue! 28 years!'

He cleared his throat. He patted her head. "I want to but we need to take it slow. Yue, you are a ******. I... I am a ****** too. When we do our 'first time', I want us both to be prepared when our bodies become one."

Qiuyue smiled tenderly. "Okay, Jin. I will wait. I am glad that you are a ****** too."

His lips twitched. Should he feel happy about it? She sounded like she was mocking him! Making fun of him! Belittling him!

He patted her head and smiled awkwardly. "Yue, you can be savage at times, you know that... but I like that part of you too."

"I do not know what savage means but if Jin liked it then I will continue to be one." She said seriously.

'No! No! To others is fine but not to me! My heart can't take it, my Yue!'

He threw the condom on the floor. They kissed passionately once more.

"Yue, let's sleep now. We can continue tomorrow." He said before kissing her forehead.

"Okay."

They lied down the bed. Jin covered themselves with the blanket. They were facing each other, cuddling each other. Both felt satisfied as each wore a faint smile. They finally closed their eyes.

The next day, Jin woke up first. He looked at her immediately and smiled tenderly. She was still sleeping soundly. Her face was peaceful and there was a faint smile on it. She was also still hugging him. He was actually thankful she did not have another nightmare.

He kissed her hair. He stroked her cheeks softly.

She furrowed her brows. "Hmm" She hugged him more tightly. She even put her leg on him. He chuckled softly. He was planning to get up but decided not to after seeing her actions.

He recalled what they talked about last night and felt happier. He realised that her honesty and seriousness were on a different level and it was no wonder, she can be savage.

Now that things were going smoothly, he had the urge to do it with her as soon as possible. He really didn't like using a condom but if he felt too good and shot it inside her without protection, she may slash at him. He really believed that his Yue was capable of killing him if she wanted to!

But there were days when it was safe to do it even without the condom. 'I need to know her menstrual cycle.' He chuckled again. 'If I can coax her into doing it without a condom, it will feel way, way better! And I will feel that our bodies have truly become one.'

While he was busy daydreaming, Qiuyue woke up. She looked up at him who had been watching her. She smiled. "Good morning, Jin."

Jin fell into a daze. She was too dazzling with her puffy eyes and gentle smile. O, how he felt like a winner for finding her first!

She rubbed her eyes and quickly sat up. He also sat up and immediately kissed her lips. He stared at her body, at her scars actually. He pushed her down gently while supporting her head. She was a little surprised.

Jin began kissing her lips. After which he started kissing her scars on her abdomen, arm, thigh. He also turned her around and gently kissed the scar on her back. When she realised what he did, she felt more grateful and relieved. He turned her around once more and kissed her lips. He sat her up.

"Thank you, Jin." She said gratefully.

"Hm. Come, let's take a shower." He said as he got out the bed butt *****. He extended his hand to her and she took it right away. She too was completely ***** but she didn't mind. She did not mind at all that Jin saw her like that. After all, they already do those things together and they already promised to stay with each other forever. Also, Jin loved her scars that she was so proud of!

While Qiuyue was feeling totally relaxed, Jin was feeling restless inside. Seeing her ***** body made him feel horny. His little brother was starting to get long and hard too.

They entered the shower room. When she noticed it protruding, she was a little surprise. "Jin, that thing." She even pointed at it. "It is getting longer." She said seriously.

Jin felt embarrassed. "My Yue, I feel excited when I see your ***** body so that thing is feeling happy and good."

"Is it going to release the 'warm' again?" She asked.

Jin turned on the shower and let themselves completely drenched before turning it off. "It is but also it isn't. I can control it."

Deep inside, Jin wanted to release it. Qiuyue, seeing his weird expression, knew that something was not right!

"Jin, do you want me rub it? Will you be able to release it if I did it?" She asked.

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