What kind of mindset i have.
No Idea!!
You were thinking why i am saying all these things. Actually i don't have any one to talk. So i started talking to myself. Isn't good nhh.
Rather than asking them for their attention its better not to have anyone.
When people around you consider you as an option in their life its better not to have them....
Probably this kind of lifestyle am having..
In this world full of expectations somewhere happiness buried under the point where money is the only way you can survive.
Just for saying.. belongs from the good family where each and everyone have stable jobs.
I'm the only one has nothing.
Not a place not power.
Just like puppet for them to use it and throw it.
My family includes 4 members. Mother
(Doctor), Father (Businessman), Brother(Doctor).
And there is me with nothing..who don't even know what going to be happen in the next moment..
Leaving everything for now lets move on to the next phase of my life...............
I started living alone two months ago for my inners peace.
...Well don't get confused..I just want to ...
live alone.. Because i just can't eat for free..just kidding..(not always)
The moment i moved out from the family every things cutoff.
Well ofcourse nobody was happy from this decision but how can i let them control my life till i decided to end it.
...How can i just end it without seeing my self happy....
I just want to be happy and this is the only wise i want to complete. But now it seems like fading from me.
You were guessing why i didn't say a single thing about my love. I mean love life..
Well i just don't have anyone or you can say not interested in it..
But my family thinks I'm wh**e i don't know from whom they heard of but no matter how i explain them or try to do it they never believe.
The truth is i was only once in a relationship it was i long distance relationship.
Where things never started with i like you but ended. So basically it was in start secret ends in secret.
I don't even understand myself why i agreed on it.
Let's just move on........
Today is my first day at the part-time job..in the bakery..
Feeling excited and nervous about it.
Because i have to talk to people which i don't really like.. Why...
I don't know also...you were thinking that i'm an introvert person.
...Nope...
I'm an extrovert person who enjoys to be with someone i know not with everyone..
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