Chapter 1

One more year passed by

Still stuck on the same pace

Fighting against myself.

Now it feels like being comfortable with it

Want to out from it. But don't know how....to do it.

Feels like being choked from thoughts

Deep down inside dead..

Darkness of my room feels like heaven but outside sunshine feels like burning in the fire of the hell.

Fingers pointing towards me like a knife with the same sharpe smile..

Feels like next moment is the last one

Goodbyes never meant to be good and bye

Sometimes want to runaway from whomm..to myself or to my thoughts..

Failed once again from the past to the present but not with the future in hope for a better smile..

Wanted to end things but stuck with the same pace and same smile....

How i feel today no idea its just want to cry loud but no one can hear it. Want to blame but don't know who to maybe mee.. Right now just want to runaway. From everybody to their where no one know about me. Want to live but don't know how to. Cause am a bloody loser who still don't know how to leave a place where you feel like your trapping in a place called... Still want to be loved still want to be happy. Seeing no hope for tomorrow but hoping everything will be ohk one day..

Wasting everyday by doing nothing just like am eating a candy.. But whats the worst part of it no one values you. Respect that word comes with lots of money when you earn it the people around you give it. But i don't even have that.

I can't even say that am stuck in a situation like 6 years not a joke nh but nothing is happening good. Everything becoming even worst just like their word for me like should i just die that will gonna be a good option.. For everybody but i can't even do that cause i don't want to end this. I want to live....and be happy and want to be loved just like how other do.. Can't i have those simple things... Idon't even know how to write and how to say am just worst at everything just like they say not even good at anything..I've seen everyone family friends everyone no one knows..

They just

Right now i want to say lots of things but don't even know how to..but this is all i can say .....

Hello everyone

This is Yuni.. you can also called me amateur in this writing journey. Who started writing today with lots of thoughts and imagination.

I hope i meet your expectations a little bit

If I don't then please don't get mad but suggest me what should i need to improve in it.

With my broken english i'll try my best to put my words to your heart..

Thankyou for your precious time..

So see you soon.

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