So this is love.

Yes!yes!yes!, finally. I could no longer feel anxious just as before. If you would have asked me if I have ever went on date with a dude ,, definitely I would have told you NO!!.Like I know it would have sounded embarrassing but either way ,that was the truth.

I would never allow myself to get embarrassed,There was no room for that.Like hell no!!

That day, I was grinning from ear to ear all night because of how much fan I had.I can say it was a perfect date for me.I was feeling like a million bucks right then. Can u guess what conspired that night.It was the beginning of something new,something exclusive,something that I had never tried before. Of course he did ask me out to be his girlfriend.Guys it was love at first sight so definitely there was no way I would have said no.That was the only chance I had to say yes.And yes ,it's the same night I got my first kiss.It's crazy right? Yeah, I know. I was desperate for love.I needed to explore something new.

The next day ,I was so exhausted,and every time I remembered what happened last night I got goosebumps,I could find myself smiling.I could remember all the small details of him.Like his birthday day,his favourite song,musicians and so many things.Days,weeks,months went by and I was still in love like yesterday. I remember there was a time I lied to my my parents that I was going to church for a youth program from morning until evening,only to end up at his place and spent the whole day there. My parents never had no clue. They only knew I was in church. Not only that, there was a time I lied to my big sister that I was going out with my girlfriends only to end up at his place again. I was now becoming a lier.Did I feel guilty?no!!guys I was in love back then,truly love is blind.At this point ,for me to go out, I had to lie.i was starting to get out more often compared to the previous days I would go even for a week without stepping outside. The funny part was ,we leaved in the same estate,only a few blocks away from our cottage. In addition to that , I started making new friends within our estate.My sister saw all this, but she just played it cool. She would even cover up for me in case my parents asked for my whereabouts. Wasn't that sister code? At this point, nobody could tell me anything. As time went by, I would buy him gifts randomly .Anything that I could see online and it could probably make him happy or he would like ,I definitely bought it. I know you are probably wondering where I got all that my money from.Those were my savings.Did I get anything in return?...

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