The weeks following their industry showcase were a blur of studio sessions, late-night rehearsals, and media interviews. The momentum was exhilarating, but the pressure was beginning to wear on Alexandra. Vanessa’s feedback was constantly pushing them to refine their sound, and while it was exhilarating, it was also exhausting. Alexandra felt like she was walking a tightrope—one misstep and she feared everything might come crashing down.
One afternoon, after a particularly grueling recording session, Alexandra found herself slumped on the couch in the studio lounge, her head spinning. Elise sat across from her, fiddling with the strings of her guitar, a quiet hum escaping her lips as she tried out a new riff.
The room was warm, the air thick with the remnants of their music. Alexandra glanced at Elise, her gaze lingering for a moment longer than it should have. Elise’s fingers moved effortlessly over the strings, the melody flowing from her guitar like water from a stream. Alexandra couldn’t help but admire the way Elise seemed to lose herself in the music, the way she surrendered to it completely.
She quickly looked away, feeling her heart thud in her chest.
"Are you okay?" Elise’s voice cut through her thoughts, soft and concerned.
Alexandra blinked, pulling herself back to the present. "Yeah, just… tired," she murmured, offering a small smile.
Elise raised an eyebrow, clearly not convinced, but didn’t press. Instead, she shifted her attention back to her guitar, strumming a few chords absently. The tension between them, which had been slowly building over the past few weeks, seemed to hang in the air like a thick fog. They hadn’t talked about what had happened on the balcony that night after their studio session, and yet, it lingered in the quiet spaces between them.
Alexandra could feel it, like an electric current that ran just beneath the surface. Whenever their eyes met, there was a flicker of something she couldn’t name—something that made her heart race, her pulse quicken, but also left her with a sense of unease. She didn’t know what to do with it, how to interpret it, or even how to act around Elise anymore.
"Do you ever feel like… things are changing?" Alexandra asked, her voice quiet, almost hesitant.
Elise looked up, her fingers pausing on the strings of her guitar. She seemed to be choosing her words carefully, as if she too was navigating the shifting terrain between them. "Yeah," she said slowly, her gaze not quite meeting Alexandra’s. "I think about it a lot."
Alexandra felt her heart skip. "What do you think it is?" she asked, though part of her wasn’t sure she wanted to know the answer. The question hung in the air, more loaded than she intended.
Elise gave a small shrug, her expression unreadable. "I think we’ve both changed since we started all this. The music, the success, it’s… a lot." She looked up then, her eyes meeting Alexandra’s for the first time in what felt like ages. "And I think we’re both a little scared of it."
A little scared. Alexandra couldn’t argue with that. She was scared of the way the music was consuming them, of the way their lives were becoming increasingly intertwined. But more than anything, she was scared of the tension that had been building between them—a tension she didn’t know how to deal with.
Elise broke the silence with a small laugh, though it was tinged with something wistful. "I don’t know. It’s weird, isn’t it? It feels like we’re standing on the edge of something, but neither of us wants to take the first step."
Alexandra’s breath hitched at the honesty in Elise’s words. It was exactly what she had been feeling, though she wasn’t sure if she was ready to admit it out loud. She swallowed, her throat dry. "Yeah. Weird."
Another long pause followed, the only sound the soft strumming of Elise’s guitar. Alexandra couldn’t help but glance at her again, her eyes drawn to the way Elise’s fingers danced across the strings, the way her lips were pressed together in concentration. Her chest tightened, and she quickly looked away, her face flushing with heat. Why did it feel like there was something in the air that she couldn’t quite breathe in?
Without thinking, she shifted on the couch, crossing her arms over her chest as if to shield herself from the feelings swirling inside her. "We should probably finish up the new track," she said, her voice a little too brisk.
Elise nodded, setting her guitar aside and reaching for her notebook. "Yeah, good idea."
They worked in relative silence for the next hour, the music flowing between them like it always did. But something was different now. Alexandra couldn’t shake the feeling that they were tiptoeing around something—something neither of them was ready to acknowledge. Their movements, once fluid and instinctual, now felt a little more self-conscious. The stolen glances were becoming harder to ignore, and the tension between them was palpable, thick and heavy.
As they wrapped up for the day, Alexandra stood, stretching her arms over her head with a groan. Elise was already packing up her things, her guitar case resting at her feet.
"I’ll walk you out," Alexandra offered, her voice almost too casual.
Elise glanced up, meeting her eyes for a brief moment before she nodded. "Thanks."
The walk to the door was uneventful, but the air between them felt charged. Alexandra couldn’t help but notice how close Elise was standing, the subtle brush of their arms when they turned down the hallway, the way her breath seemed to catch whenever their eyes met.
At the door, Alexandra stopped, her hand resting on the handle. "I guess I’ll see you tomorrow," she said, though the words felt strange on her tongue.
"Yeah, same time," Elise replied, offering a small smile that didn’t quite reach her eyes. She hesitated, as if she was about to say something more, but then she just nodded and stepped outside.
Alexandra watched her walk down the hallway, her heart pounding in her chest. She wasn’t sure what was happening between them, or why her body reacted so strongly whenever Elise was near. But she knew one thing for sure: things were changing, and neither of them was ready to admit why their hearts were pounding like this.
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