I always be in lonely mostly as I'm born middle child from outside I may be there with everyone around me but inside ik I'm the only one with me throughout the life because my elder sibling for busy with the life when I needed a company in childhood and my younger sibling is little so I need to take care of him rather than playing my parents became busy after I was born I'm just 6months old they need to get back to work so I was under the care of granny who loved me wholeheartedly but she left me when I turn 3yrs so my parents immediately joined me in kindergarten in holidays I used play by myself as my cousins bigger than me later while I'm growing up my younger sibling and cousins are too young so I took care of them throughout the time I barely managed to do anything let alone some friends they are some people who can consider as friends but barely talked with them as my personality is ambivert mostly introvert and while taking care of someone I became extrovert so I forgot what I do or feel when I am lonely I just grab some time to watch news or watch the sky either night or sunny
2025-05-01
2
suma🌺✨💙
the thing that helps me is music...just put my phone on airplane mode and listen to music and do simple things i forgot to do like wash clothes, clean the room. i do it to distract my mind which craves for someone's presence or company. no matter how many times I told myself that I can be alone and better off alone, i can't help but wish that someone is there for me
2025-05-01
2
◕ lov✿u◝🖤◕like lov song bby✿
simple.. i come to you to disturb you or share about it.... or ..
i don't do nothing not even talk to my parents just lay on bed and sleep .. . 🤔
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Vincent
I always be in lonely mostly as I'm born middle child from outside I may be there with everyone around me but inside ik I'm the only one with me throughout the life because my elder sibling for busy with the life when I needed a company in childhood and my younger sibling is little so I need to take care of him rather than playing my parents became busy after I was born I'm just 6months old they need to get back to work so I was under the care of granny who loved me wholeheartedly but she left me when I turn 3yrs so my parents immediately joined me in kindergarten in holidays I used play by myself as my cousins bigger than me later while I'm growing up my younger sibling and cousins are too young so I took care of them throughout the time I barely managed to do anything let alone some friends they are some people who can consider as friends but barely talked with them as my personality is ambivert mostly introvert and while taking care of someone I became extrovert so I forgot what I do or feel when I am lonely I just grab some time to watch news or watch the sky either night or sunny
2025-05-01
2
suma🌺✨💙
the thing that helps me is music...just put my phone on airplane mode and listen to music and do simple things i forgot to do like wash clothes, clean the room. i do it to distract my mind which craves for someone's presence or company. no matter how many times I told myself that I can be alone and better off alone, i can't help but wish that someone is there for me
2025-05-01
2
◕ lov✿u◝🖤◕like lov song bby✿
simple.. i come to you to disturb you or share about it.... or ..
i don't do nothing not even talk to my parents just lay on bed and sleep .. .
🤔
2025-05-01
1