Let's start with me!!

...I was quite startled when I saw a forest behind my house I had a lot of questions that I want answers. So I decided to go and have an adventure in the forest. But will it be safe? Well I just can't sit here and do nothing even though I am a lazy person. But first I will give you an introduction about myself. I am girl named "Bonix" I live in a small town of India my age is 16, and I am a lazy girl. But I was not like this, my whole life I have been useless to everyone. My family always tells me all the time that how great is my sister and always scolds me and I have some friends, but some of them are fake they just know how to use me I was quite a naive type and caring and kind I have never fought with anyone I always minded my own business never interfered with some else's, but I guess I was also that type of person that lets other use them. Years past I became a shutdown I didn't like to go out, I didn't like to talk with anyone neither my parents. I was devastated because I got a sense that told me that I should stop people from using me. Well I did and my friends who loved to use me tells me that I have changed I was so good back then I was kind, I was so sweet, I was.............etc. They told me a lot, and they said that I have became rude, quite, and I don't help them when they need me the most. I was kind of sad that time, but I didn't say a thing to them. I let them talk about me. Well after some days they left me told me that I don't deserve to be their friend anymore. Well at that time I said "fine". This is the only word that came out from my mouth. Well I was not sad because I have always been the left out, so I didn't care, but they sometimes tried to use me again, and I didn't let them they understood that they can't control me anymore, so they left me alone, and I felt relive. And they sure did leave me alone but they....... spread rumors and all of them were lies, but people believed them and started to hate me well I tried to tell them the truth but no one believed me. I was so mad that I couldn't hold back anymore, and I confront my fake friends and asked them to stop spreading fake lies but one of them said "Do we know you?" When I heard that sentence I saw them grin and then something inside me snapped, and I lost myself and I punched a girl who claimed to be the leader of the group, and she directly fell on the ground and her nose was bleeding all the girls just stood there because they know I was the only strong girl from all of them in the group. I looked at them with my ragging eyes, and they were shaking, and I felt great, but happiness didn't last long. I was called to the principles office, and my parents were also called that girl's parents were also called. So a few minutes later when they arrived and saw us they knew what had happened there. Principal asked me why did I create a chaos I told her every single thing, but suddenly that girl shouted I was telling a lie and you know what everyone thought I was lying no one believed me and I looked up to my parents I knew they don't believe me either why everyone hates me so much. All of a sudden I felt a sharp pain in my chest it almost felt like I had a heart attack I just wanted to cry so badly but I stopped myself thinking I shouldn't waste my tears I was heartbroken. Principle suspended me for a month and today is the first weekend of the month and here I am watching a giant forest grow behind my house. I am just tired I guess I will go there tomorrow. *sigh*😧 How was I so energetic in my past? I guess I just used all my energy in my past nonsense. So I don't have any energy now. Well I guess I will go there tomorrow. ...

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