ch 1

..maybe the doctor is wrong, maybe I will be able to see the sunrise tomorrow and day after tomorrow...

something fell right next to my hand where the word maybe was written on my diary I quickly wiped the blood but more drop of blood started falling ...my eyes become watery because I knew what it means i covered my nose with my left hand to stop the blood from flowing down and quickly turn the page and starts writing .. maybe my last words when I was writing my heads started feeling dizzy but I however managed to write the words I wanted to write . the pen fell down from my hand and a huge amount of blood split from my mouth both my hands and my diary are covered with blood .....I wanted to call the nurses for help but am unable to utter even a word my head is blacking out ...luckily a nurse was rounding the wards she saw me and called the doctor.....and I blank out .......

when I opened my eye I saw the doctor instructing the nurses ..they all look tense ....are they worried about me? but no they are just worried about me as am patient not because am there something ...Haha I really wanna laugh at myself ,my life ,my fate and my love for him because even in such a state alone I don't blame him..... hahaha what a joke I am ..my eyes are heavy now and i know it's my end ,and of a foolish women's life , end of a lonely heart girl ,end of a woman who loved him and only him .....my eyes are blurry and its really hard to keep it open the hope to live on died a long ago . ...my eyes are closing someone rushed at my ward and I know him .he is the one person because of whom am not a loveless woman..thanks brother Peter ......and good bye ....my eyes closed and the only figure that appeared on my mind is of him the person I love the most .......good bye ... and with this my mind also went blank ....

Peter POV

I went to his address and ring the bell .as it was his office time he was the one who opened the door .

Peter- sir a parcel for you .

Ryan- thank you .*signing the paper * aunt Mary please..

Peter- a woman asked me to deliver it ( I know after hearing me you ll check it by yourself) have a good day.

I left him with the parcel.am sorry little bunny but it's the only way to make him regret ,to make him felt guilty and to punished him for his doing and for it am ready to break my promises. am sorry

memorised of our childhood flash into my mind where she was playing happily at the park ...tears started flowing down from my eyes ...I really wish to go back in time ,so that I can stop her from falling for a man like RYAN ....

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