Chapter 1

*The childhood of Sky* at elementary 1st grade, "Do you know who that is?? She's pretty Why is she not playing with us??" a transferee student name Jiang asking her seatmate called Hannah and pointed at Sky. Hannah replied "her name is Sky Shin, Yes she's pretty but she's always like that they said that she's a bad person, and ", "really?? No wonder she doesn't have friends" says Jiang, "let's just forget about her and play" Hannah says. All those words, they thought I couldn't hear it but I still become like this.

Elementary 2nd grade, I'm not bad but I'm a cold person that's why they hate me, I'm not smart that's why they make fun of me, I'm pretty that's why people judge me. I always lie to my parents saying "I'm ok", "I have lots of friends", "They are good to me", "I enjoy playing with them" I can't tell them the reason because I'm scared.

Elementary 3rd grade, then suddenly someone makes friends with me. It was the 7th of July a transferee student make friends with me. It says that he is Japanese but born in the USA he only has a father who has work here in Japan so he came to Japan with his father. I don't remember his name but I know he's a good person. I always seek the reason why I wanted to stay in this world but because of him, I found a reason why I wanted to stay in this world. He made me realize that there is someone who appreciates me, he always plays with me, always help me with all the lessons I don't understand that's why my grades become higher and higher.

I become 2nd in our class and he was always 1st in our class I was kinda happy, and we made promises together.

"You won't leave me right?? pls make a promise that u won't leave me, I don't want to be alone again," I said and he replied, "of course I won't go back on my words promise is a promise!!".

Then suddenly he disappears I keep asking the teacher where's that boy but they always said "he already transferred to a different school" I thought were in the same country but a different school so I waited but I didn't know that he already went to the USA. When I was in 4th grade that was the time I realize he already goes back to his country soo after that I become alone again.

When I was 10 yrs old when my Sister (Named Night Star Shin, My older sister who is 8 years older than me) was going back home here in Japan from the USA, She and a guy (I don't know what their relationship but they seemed to close) got into a car accident in the USA so I and my parents hurriedly fly to the USA.

I cried and cried while holding my sister's hand before going to the surgery then sister says something to me "Sky our band the "Night Sky"... I will leave it to you, I am sorry I couldn't sing together with you and This... hold this key chain... Sky... give this... that guy in the picture..." I replied "Sister we will continue our band together you will make it sister"

My parents, sister, and the boy back then was the only one who loved me truly but mom and dad are always busy, the boy back then disappeared. The only sister accompany me, she always teaches me how to play Electric Guitar and we sang together, I don't know what to do without her.

Then there was a boy who is the same age as me crying too while waiting outside the surgery room he seemed to be related to the boy who got into a car accident with my sister. I gave him a handkerchief "Here for you", he responded "Thank you... Are you related to the girl who got an accident with my brother? sob..."

I replied, "yes, she was supposed to go back home but someone called us that my sister got into a car accident and.... and..... Sob... Sob..".

He comforted me even though he was also sad saying "it's ok they are gonna be ok, they have to be o... Ok... Sobbing"

Then the doctors come out it said that "I'm sorry.... We have done our best both patients didn't make it", all of us there crying and crying, I can't believe that was the last time I will see my sister.

At my 11th birthday my mom gave me my older sisters electric guitar that was given by my mom and I cried and my dad gave me his drum (My mom and dad is a musician but my dad is also a soldier because my grandpa wanted my dad to be a soldier so he wears a mask every time he performs in their band to hide his identity) on my birthday and it was the first time I celebrated my birthday without sister even when she was in the USA she always comes home just to celebrate my birthday I miss her.

When I started playing instruments mother keep recording me even though I didn't want to but mom said she will not post it so I let my mom record me while I was playing.

In High School, when I went to school I was confused about why my classmates keep looking at me when I enter the classroom, and then the class started. Our first subject was Music and my Music teacher said "Sky I didn't know you play instruments, now our lesson for today is about the instrument I bought an Electric guitar so that Sky can give us some example" I was shocked and I remember mom recorded me so I checked my phone and saw my mom's post. I was so nervous I walked towards my teacher and started playing, everyone was amazed and someone even says that "Wow!! You played beautifully!!".

After that, I gain and gain a lot of friends. I continue to sing in the band that my sister makes for us. Sister never reveals her face when she performs. She always wears a mask, no one knows about her sister's death except me and my family, that's why I also wear masks every time II performs.

But the happiness didn't last long, When I was going to the bathroom I heard my friends talking about me, the girl said "Sky is so annoying if she was not smart I wouldn't have made friends with her"

The other girl said "yeah, just because she is good at the music she is already popular"

My other friend replied " I know right, my brother even fall for her just because of her face"

"Because of her pretty face, she keeps flirting and flirting yuck" saying it with a disgusted face. I was hurt by what I heard but I didn't want to be alone again so I keep continuing being friends with them, even they plot so many things against me and I keep pretending to be ok that is what I call a "mask"

TO BE CONTINUED❣️

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