it's you who couldn't keep myself

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Hey guys ! I'm so sorry for late update. My exams are going on and I was literally so busy . So I really couldn't give you guys the update. Tomorrow is my last exam and then I'll be a little free 🤧 .

Thank you so much for being patient with me .

Here is the update I hope you guys enjoy 🤗

And I'm so.. sorry " what ?

" Sorry for last night ..I was drunk " he said without any emotions ..and then went to bathroom.  Leaving me alone to curse him .

Jerk !

✦ 𝐄𝐖𝐀𝐍'𝐒 𝐏𝐎𝐕 ✦

I can't believe last night I was about to force myself on her .. How could I lost my self control and bounded by lust . and Lust ? really for that Faith ?

I never saw her in any other way than my cousin. yes I always saw her as my cousin. She and Emma, my sister are both same for me . And that's why when dad told me that he arranged my wedding with Faith and moreover Faith is ready for it because she always liked me ..made me sick to my stomach .

Have she ever seen herself in the mirror?? She is nothing like the women I prefer . she is nothing like them . she is so ..... boring . No sense of dressing fashionable clothes neither she knows how to carry herself gracefully .

I instantly denied the married . I Told my dad that I would never marry her ... I can't marry her . But when my dad black mailed me saying he won't let me be the CEO of our company if I don't marry her . it made me hate her . Yes hate her !

So Jackline suggest me to fake the marriage drama until I get the company in my name . At first I thought I wouldn't do that .. but then I agreed to her deal . Everything was going well I was ready to break my marriage at the alter but few hours before our wedding something happened and that changed my all plans . I found out Jackline was cheating behind me .

I can't believe she was sleeping behind my back with every producers she worked with . It makes me hate myself .. how I couldn't see her real self . How ??

And when I confronted her she easily said it was my fault. I couldn't keep her . " Ewan how could you even expect me to stay with someone who can't even make his own company on his own name. don't blame me .. it's you who couldn't keep myself " she screamed on my face infront of that bust.ard.

And all this happened because of that FAITH !

why TF she even came here and I don't know why my dad made this decision .

During the wedding with all the vows I vowed myself to make her life a living hell . I also planed to insult her by rejecting her during our first kiss but when I saw her waking down the aisle with that wedding dress which curved her body so perfectly i couldn't help but desired to hold her by waist .

and when I opened her veil and saw her teary red eyes and fluffy lips .. I lost myself in them and the moment she bite that I couldn't control and crashed my lips on them . But I didn't lost control fully .. the kiss was not soft or gentle it was rough and hard .. just what she deserves .

and at night when I saw her in that revealing dress .. I lost all over again . But when I saw her tearful eyes I came back to my senses . How could I force myself on her .. this is not you Ewan ! you don't force women .

Last night I thought she wore that dress to seduce me but today morning Ana told me that there was another luggage in the car and when I opened it there was all her dresses . So she left her luggage in the car . That made me more guilty.

Right now I'm getting ready for office but before I had to drop her to my parent's house . They called us for lunch .

After what happened last night I decided to apolized to her but I couldn't say anything extra but sorry .

Last night the way she was crying it made me sympathetic towards her. Am I being soft ? Ewan ! don't forget why you didn't break the marriage .

We left for my parents' house . During the car ride she was silent and though I was grateful for that but I was also wanted her to say something . she didn't even replied anything to my sorry. Didn't she forgive me ? I rolled my eyes . So what she wants ? me to kneel down in front of her ? she should be grateful that I asked sorry ! at least !

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