Abandoned bride

✦ FAITH'S POV ✦

I sat on the floor and burried my face between my knees and cried uncontrollably . I don't know what sin I have done to suffer this pain . I can't explain what I'm feeling ... My heart just broke into million pieces ..

I sat there I don't know how long . There was knock on my door .. first Emily came and then Noah came .. but I didn't reply any of them .. I wasn't abel to act any more . I was tired .. i just want to cry right now .. I just want to feel the pain I just received from my soon to be husband ... No wrong this marriage isn't happening anyway he is going to break this marriage once he got the ...

And more tears rolled down from my eyes .

God !! Why just can't my life be normal like others ..

Next morning 

Next morning I woke up and found myself lying on the floor hugging my knees with my chest .

" Agh.. " i felt a sharp pain near my neck ..it caused from lying in the same position for the whole night ..

I rubbed my eyes .. and sat straight . The memory of last night ran in my head and again hot liquid started flowing from my eyes ..  I wiped them instantly . No I'm not going to cry anymore .

I lazily stand up and walked inside the bathroom . I saw myself in the mirror and smiled bitterly . My eyes were swollen so much from the crying and my make up was all over  . I was  looking like a total mess.

" Good Morning Faith ! " I greeted myself sarcastically .. 

I brushed my teeth and then stripped into the shower . The cold water relaxed my muscles a little bit and it felt good . I just closed my eyes and stand under the shower . There was a heavy pain in my chest .

After taking the shower I came downstairs in the dining table . Everyone was already there having breakfast. They asked me why I left the party so early and how all of them came to knock on the door and my swollen eyes they didn't help..they gained so many unwanted questions and I just gave them some weird excuses .  Luckily everyone believed or actually it didn't bothered to care about me except granny .

After break fast She came to me and asked me what happened and I replied truthfully that I cried and the reason I said .. I was missing my mom . Well it's not a full lie ... I always miss my mom . I wish she was here for me.. with me . I always wonder if my mom was here what my life would look like .. I could share my true feelings to someone without any hesitation . Though granny always tries to know about my feelings but I don't want to bother her and that's why I just keep things to myself.

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The next weeks went in a blink and tomorrow is my wedding day .

After that engagement party I never meet Ewan neither he tried to talk to me ... Well what am I even expecting .

He should be with his lover .. my heart ached with that thought . Last week whenever uncle aunty came to visit us I was expecting them to say ' sorry Ewan broke the wedding .. he doesn't want to marry Faith . ' but it never happened .

Now I'm a little nervous .. when is he gonna break the wedding ? Our wedding is next day and there was no topic against this marriage from him ..

Is he planning to leave me at the alter .. my heart broke  with that thought and a bitter smile formed in my face . Let him .. let him leave me at the alter .. best Wedding gift from the person you love ..

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" Wow Faith you're looking absolutely gorgeous oh my God " Emily hugged me instantly . Yes today is our wedding and in just few hours our wedding will start .

" Thank you .. " I whispered softly.

I was wearing a beautiful laced off shoulder wedding dress which was hugging my body perfectly . My hair was done with a beautiful low bun . And few curly strands of my hair were falling both sides .. my makeup was done natural and classy .

Well I am perfectly ready to be left at the alter by my would be husband  .. isn't it funny ? I tried to laugh at my own joke but guess what I couldn't .

" In just few minutes you will be Faith Ewan  Carter from Faith Wilson . " Emily said and smiled ..

" Who knows ..no one saw the future .. " I said and walked towards my purse .

" What do you mean ? " She followed me and stopped behind me ..

" Nothing Emi.. " I shrugged .

I opened my purse and take out the picture of my mom . it's always in my purse . I looked at her smiling face and smiled . I love you Mom and I miss you every single day ..

unwanted tears rolled down from my eyes .

Emily saw me and hugged me from behind .

" Aunty is watching you from heaven love .. don't cry .. " she whispered slowly and rubbed my back in a soothing manner . I didn't hold back my tears anymore . At least now I can blame my tears on my mom ..

I was busy looking at my mom's picture when the door opened and granny walked in . When she saw me crying she asked me why I'm crying ....

" Oh my baby why are you crying ..? "

She asked me with concerned voice ..

" I.. I'm just missing mom granny .. I wish she was here " I hugged her .

" She is watching you ..and her love and blessings are always with you my little Faith " she rubbed her hands on my back ...

" In just few hours you're going to start a new life of yours .. you're going to marry the person you always wanted to marry .. " she said and I looked at her instantly " I know you don't only have crush on Ewan .. you love him too . I know my Faith more than she knows herself .." she chuckled . I gave her my bitter smile ..

If only she knew what is going to happen . In just few hours I'll be called as a bride who was left at the alter ....

" Now smile .. and let's go .. it's the time . " She told me wiping my tears . I gave her a nod . Sigh .. it's the time .

I went out from my makeup room and headed towards the wedding venue . I saw dad standing at the front of the gate waiting for me . I always dreamed about walking down the aisle holding my dad's hand .. but when it's actually happening I'm not happy ... I'm broken . Though I'm walking for the man I always wanted to marry , I'm not happy because the man doesn't love me back . He loves someone else and I know when I'll look at the end of the aisle ... The groom's spot will be empty and I'll be left alone . Everyone will be gossiping .

But let it be .. let others gossip about me .. let me be called as a  abandoned bride .

I was busy in my thoughts when I realized my dad hold my hand . Now I was standing in front the aisle and in a second I'll walk down there . My face was covered with a long veil .

My heart was numb not at all excited for the upcoming disaster .. I clutched dad's hand tightly and walked down the aisle ..  

My head was low because I didn't want to see that empty spot .. a single tear rolled down my eyes . I could hear everyone whispering words about my dress ... My  long veil or how beautiful the decorations was . I was waiting for them to whisper about the groom or where he was .. why isn't anyone asking about it ??  Aren't they curious why the groom isn't at the wedding yet.

Soon we covered the path . And I realized it when both of us stopped walking . My head was low .. I was waiting for them to say something .  Why isn't anyone saying anything I was expecting .

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