Phase 4 Part 1

1

One taught me the courage to love and dream big.

One taught me of being loved and the importance of happiness.

They led me to you.

To love you and make you happy.

2

I keep feeling empty so I keep on searching.

And with every broken hearts, I find myself closer to you.

3

I loved.

And I missed.

Yet I never appreciated you.

I’m sorry.

4

Loving you is supposed to be the easiest.

No complications.

Yet I found it hard.

Much harder than loving them.

That’s why I ran.

5

I keep holding on to someone who’s never been mine.

While neglecting you who’s mine since the first breath I took.

6

Cherish the one you love, and I cherish them.

Their happiness above mine.

Then who’ll cherish me?

Now I know it’s you.

7

My love story is an uphill battle.

And at the peak, I find that you’re all I have.

8

I found myself believing them when I should believe in you.

Now I’m asking for a second chance.

Even when I’m faced against the world, I must believe in you

9

It’s never too late or too soon to love you.

And it’s my time.

10

Just like I don’t know how and when I love them, I don’t know how and when I start to love you.

But this time is different.

You are different.

11

You’re mine and I took it for granted.

I didn’t love you enough, I didn’t know how.

Now, let me start by figuring out why I love you, then how.

12

Loving them is easy like 1, 2, 3.

Loving you is easy like coding.

Now you get the difference.

13

I’ll learn to love from zero.

So I can find my love.

Find the way of my love so I can love right.

So I can love you right.

14

No matter how much I love them, I can’t control their hearts.

But actually, I’m in control of yours.

15

I’ll take baby steps to love you.

But I promise to love you till my last breath.

Cause you deserve it.

16

I didn’t know how to love you, so I learn by loving them.

Yet I still don’t know how to love you.

Though I can promise this, I will love you the most from now on.

17

I wanna love you properly.

You deserve it more than you think.

So wait for me.

I’ll find a way to love you properly.

18

It’s not easy to love you.

It’s easier to love them.

But you’re the one I need to love most.

And here I am.

Wanting to love you most.

19

I’m searching for love for a long long time.

It’s like a long long dream waiting for my time to wake up.

Then I see the love I’m searching for, it’s always there inside.

20

Perhaps it’s not that you’re not loved.

You just don’t know how to be loved.

I’ll show you how.

21

I can’t exactly teach you love.

I’m still learning.

So let’s learn together.

Just us two.

22

You’re all I have.

You’re all I need.

And they’re the bonuses.

I should never forget that again.

23

You are beautiful.

How could I never see it before.

I must have been blinded.

24

How could I ever think to love them, when I could barely even love you?

25

Your flaws.

Your secrets.

I’ll learn it all.

I’ll accept it all.

Because I love you.

26

I also dream of true love.

But you’re all I really have, so I can’t lose you in the face of true love.

27

True love is one in a millions.

Self love is for millions.

But true love is not more important

than the blossoming self love.

28

Whenever I realise that I love you, that’s the most wonderful feeling

I have in my heart.

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