Phase 3

1

I find you different.

Unique, as you might say.

I paid more attention and that’s how you start.

2

I’m obsessed.

I’m jealous.

I’m hurt.

Then I realise it’s been too long since I say I’m in love.

And I wanna say it once again to you.

3

I can promise them forever.

I can promise them my whole heart.

But no one know what the future holds.

Perhaps one day my forever with them stop and I have a new heart to give.

Just like when you stop my forever with the one before you.

4

I thought I met the one.

I thought I’ll never love another.

But what’s meant to be will be.

And that’s how you come.

5

Between pain of stubbornly hang on to love, and pain of the beginning of another heartbreak, I’ll always choose the latter.

6

You came slowly.

Knocked down my wall.

Took my hand and pulled me out.

You did all that before I realise I’d move on.

And I hold your hand so tight.

7

I’m a stubborn person.

Yet you manage to change my mind.

Without really doing anything.

Just you being you.

That’s what I adore so much of you.

8

I thought loving is everything.

That’s just my ego talking.

But you don’t listen to my bullshit.

Thankfully.

9

I give love up and choose to be loved.

I just think I deserve to be happy.

That’s the thing I won’t get with just loving on my own.

You teach me that.

10

You teach me what it feels like to be loved.

The happiness and the strength of being loved.

Most of all, you make me have a glimpse of the fulfilled life of being loved.

And that’s wonderful.

11

I was confused between you and him.

I wonder who I love more.

But you show me something other than love.

That life and happiness are more than just love.

12

I dreamt of growing old with him.

I’d do anything to make it comes true.

Then you show me the possibilities of being loved.

Someone who makes me happy by my side.

And I need it more that I thought.

13

I learn how to love by being loved.

I realise it thanks to you.

14

I should thank you.

You’re sent to open my eyes, so I could break away from the chains of obsession.

For that, you’ll always have a special place in my heart.

15

Your way of love is your own.

It inspires me to find my own.

My special way of love.

16

I find myself getting selfish more each day.

I’m greedy of your love and being loved.

That’s not fair for you.

17

I try to follow their way to love before I find mine.

Perhaps that’s why I can’t love you for real as well.

18

You are a new chapter of my life.

Just a new short chapter, without a need of ending.

But it’s a chapter where my turning point starts.

19

I thought he’s the missing piece.

Then you show me he’s not.

Unfortunately, you’re also not.

20

Loving you is a start of a wonderful journey.

I keep seeing the wonders of the world.

Leaving behind the hell I was stuck with.

But you’re just not my destination.

21

I want to escape my lonely life.

I run to him for the answer.

I run to you for the answer.

Until I know no one has the answer.

No one except me.

22

You are the one who give me the answer

that you’re not my missing piece.

I’m already complete.

23

I met him, then you… then me.

I meet myself for the first time

because of you.

And I want to know me more.

24

You appear like a comet in a night sky.

You pass by my life so fast but the lingering feeling will last.

You’re forever special.

25

I don’t need to love you

to give a special place in my heart.

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