The wreck Pt1

Nicolad sat at his hotel’s lunch room quietly, his mind wandering off to Matthew’s words and actions that had happened the night before, his face flushed with shame knowing he did something wrong but he couldn’t help but like the messy little wreck Matthew turned him into last night.

He quietly sat alone as he ate his lunch, his body silently yearning for Matthew’s touch, he hated that he yearned for something that was wrong. “Keep it together Nicolas! It is all for the deal… it is all for the deal…” he said to himself quietly, his heart pounding in denial as he saw the clock tick, soon ending his break.

He continued to work around the hotel, his body shivering from how cold he felt. “What the hell is this? Withdrawal?!” He said with frustration, he lowered his face seeing some of his co-workers turn to him hearing his shouting. He hated that need growing in his body but he can’t help it anymore, he covered hisbface with his palms as he tried to focus on his tasks.

“That smirk… that damn smirk…” he murmured to himself, the memory of Matthew’s smirk annoyed him but also made him around to no end, it made him feel things he knew he shouldn’t be feeling for their cold arrangement yet he was feeling.

As he sat at the corner, he felt a touch on his shoulder, his body jumping up as he turned around to only see his co-worker Nathan. He let out a deep sigh as he spoke. “Don’t scare me like that!” He shouted, Nathan simply letting out a small sigh and chuckle hearing his co-worker’s frustration. “I just wanted to check up on you. You’re tense again… want to talk about it?” He said, his body closing into Nic’s. Nicolas couldn’t help but shiver as he felt Nathan’s breath on his neck.

“N-no…” He said with a deep sigh, he kept his head up to try and calm down but Nathan’s hands slid to his throat, holding his chin as he stood behind him. Nicolas’ body stiffened as he felt Nathan’s chest against his back. “You know… I heard that that priest you are with  isn’t as holy as you think…” Nathan said, his voice lowering to a whisper. “You clearly don’t know my circumstances…” Nic protested. Nathan simply let out a deep chuckle as he spoke, “Oh I know… a man born to be alone, the curse that can kill… you kill those you love but… i can handle that” he said, reaching out to Nicolas as he closed his eyes. 

“What offer?…” he said, his voice shaking a little, his eyes staring down at Nathan’s hand as he spoke. I’ll take away your curse, i’ll make it disappear, in return, you will be my boy” he said, his grin never disappearing from his face as he saw the reflection on Nicolas’ face. It was clearly a hard decision because he felt like it was wrong to betray Matt but he also was tempted since he didn’t want to be emotionally attached to someone anymore.

“I’ll consider it soon… for now, I need time…”

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