New life

Nic sat in his new room, his knees tucked into his chest as he watched the news, he was trying his best to get comfortable with Matthew but it was hard with that growing anxiety and fear. He lets out a deep sigh hearing the door open. "Hello, darling..." Matthew said, his voice an almost mocking tone seeing Nicolas vulnerable and stressed. "Are you sad?... do you need something?.." he said, Nic's eyes slowly opened hesitantly as he spoke, "not really... why are you here?" He asked. "Why? Well I'm here for you darling... you don't want your husband next to you?" He mocked, Nicolas shivered at that thought, being married? His husband?? They weren't even there yet!

"N-Not really... w-we're not there yet..." he said, he was trying his best to keep his voice calm and collected but Matthew made it impossible with how he was closing into him, his hands gradually sliding from the bed to Nic's thigh. "Stop... he begged, his hands on Matthew's chest as he tried to push him away, his body shaking as Matt was on top of him, straddling his waist. "Come on... you don't seem to hate it..." he said, his other hand going onto Nic's hips tightly to try and stop Nic from squirming and stuggling too much.

Nicolas managed to quickly push Matthew off of him and ran to the bathroom, he sat in the bathroom quietly, his heart racing from their interac-tion, "He's supposed to be a damn priest!” He said to himself, his body sweating coldly as he leaned against the door, he hated that tightness all over his body but also that feeling of need for contact, he needed contact but he didn’t know if this mess he had gotten himself into was good, or is this arrangement was really worth it or if it was actualy better to stay cursed.

His hand slowly slid down to his thigh, he felt guilt for being needy but he couldn't help it. Years of avoiding physical contact caused this unnatural and unsatisfied feeling of need and lust. “God damnit…” he said, his hips slowly humping and grinding against his hand, he covered his mouth to avoid Mattew hearing his helpless and needy whimpers but Matt knew all too well what he was doing hearing the slight sound of his whimpers through the door. 

“Such a pathetic and needy pup…” he said to himself, his smirk widening hearing Nic moan. Nicolas was trembling on the floor, his right hand shaking from what he had just done, “why am i jerking off to him…” he whispered to himself, not knowing Matt was listening to him and his little activities. Nicolas stared at his messy hand, which was all wet and slippery from , he paused as he heard a small knock on the door, his heart raced as he heard a familiar voice. “I could help you… love”

(I am trying my absolute best to not get banned or reported guys, pleaseeeeeeeee)

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