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Time skip after a few months when she stays with her grandparent. With lots of fun and love from grandpa and grandma, she slowly starts to heal from the loss of her parents. Their constant support and understanding help her navigate through her grief and adjust to her new life. She begins to find comfort in their presence and cherishes the special moments spent with them, knowing that she is not alone in this journey. (God save me.) Her first school and new life: when Tara entered with her big smile to school, she had a really bad feeling that this may not be the right place for her. Her teacher was being rude to Tara, and it made her feel even more uncertain about her new school. She was only 5 years old. And when the teacher treated her like an outsider, she couldn't bear it. She couldn't wait to go back home. Tara's heart sank as she struggled to hold back tears in front of her classmates because her classmate bullied her. She longed for the familiar comfort of her grandparents' arms and the safety of her own home. The thought of enduring a whole school year in this hostile environment seemed unbearable. Despite her young age, Tara could already sense the weight of loneliness and isolation creeping in. She wondered if she would ever find her place in this new world or if she would forever be an outsider looking in or feel loved and accepted by them again. She always wonders where her family is and if they are coming back?. Tara accidentally fell down so many times, and she feels like nobody is there and miserable and alone. At that age, Tara started to overthink everything and doubt her self-worth. When Tara entered her house, she saw her parent on the couch. She was immediately upset that her family was back after a long time. Tara's heart raced as she approached her parents, unsure of how to react. Now that they were back, she wasn't sure whether she could forgive them so readily because she had felt lost and abandoned without them for so long. After all, she had a void in her heart that was difficult to fill because of their absence. She realized that mending was achievable with patience and understanding, but forgiveness would require time and work. When Mom informed Tara that she was growing up to be a big sister, she came to tell me that but never asked how Tara was doing. It seems her mother forgot her daughter.She will focus on her second daughter, and little me will be left behind, feeling neglected and unimportant. When Grandfather says focus on Tara, also, she is your daughter. Mom looks at me. And she offered a hug after a long time. Tara's heart ached at the thought of being pushed aside as her mother shifted her attention to her new sister. It felt like a piece of her was being taken away, leaving her feeling lost and unsure of her place in the family. Despite the hug from her mother, Tara couldn't shake the feeling of being forgotten and unimportant. She knew that mending their relationship would take time and effort, but she was determined to make her mother see that she was still her daughter too.

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