Still I love you...

Next day, Ethan ignored me as I walked past him.....he didn't give the chance to tell a good morning.. how am I ever going to make him fall in love with me if it goes on like this!! Though I got ignored all the other girls got his attention... I never knew confessing was such a big sin..

"Hi, kara! How do you feel today?"Eva called over to me as I looked out of place." I was fine, now I feel depressed... " a said with a sigh. Eva had flames in her eyes, no matter how beautiful she was this look of hers would always scare away all the boys who get close to her...what a waste!

"Did that idiot say something to you again...I'm going to kill that bastard today."

I tried to calm her and said,"He didn't say anything to me, I was fine if he did say something. " Eva looked at me for a sec and said, "Not gone quit ,are you?". " Never ever!!" I tried to look really strong and cool, but the next second we both burst out laughing...she really knows how to cheer me up.

During class I kept staring at Ethan even though I tried not to..I think Ethan also felt awkward to be stared at him like that. During lunch, during gym class , even when he was just talking with his friends I kept staring at him... I was just seriously pissed by the fact that everything around him was normal except for me.

After awhile, when he got really annoyed by my action , he came to at interval and said"What's your problem dumb face , why do you keep staring at me." What did he just call me now, dumb face, doesn't he always just flirts with me??! Now I got really pissed.

"What did you call me, dumb face, huh?" He took advantage of my reaction and started to irritate me, its one of the things that give him pleasure.... "Yeah, dumb face, dumb face , Kara is a dumb face....no one could beat Kara, the dumb face.." Once I heard that I started hitting on Ethan's chest not in a way that would hurt him seriously... Ethan started laughing really hard patting my head and said "Sorry, sorry I just felt like teasing you....really now you really have that kind of face". Like that we ever back to normal in no time but I got embarrassed and kept on hitting him, only then I got to know what kind of situation I was in then . All the girls who admired Ethan glared at me ....I got hold of the situation and went towards where Eva was sitting....

Later after the school was over, I said Eva that I wanted to make what I wanted to tell Ethan clear..." Go for it, Kara.." is what she said. So I kept walking behind Ethan without letting him notice me. When he look around, I just hide behind a wall....I myself didn't knew what I was doing...After that when I looked for him , I didn't find him. Did I get separated? , oh my what a turn of events....it was my first time coming to this street, and every house looked the same down the block.

A felt a sudden chill down my back...I really got lost and I had a really bad feeling about it. Suddenly someone just screamed into my ear. I just froze over there . Then Ethan came in front of me to get a look at my face. And my, wasn't he satisfied, he just grinned silently at me...."Why were you stalking me you stalker?? " I was really angry but I lost it the moment I saw him smiling..... no wonder he's called the Prince charming of high school.

"I ..i just wanted to talk with you", I said. " Huh , you were missing me that much, my beloved...I am always here for u, now come to me"....this jerk he started to flirt again.

"Why did you ignore me this morning??" I asked straight forward.... He looked gloomy for a moment and said "I just didn't knew how to face you. After I rejected you I thought you might never want to talk with me again.. so I ....that's why" ....he is really bad at expressing his feelings....but that part of him is surely cute.

"Well now that we are back to normal, you can now look for your really destined one after all the time you wasted on me." he said trying to look cheerful....hearing him say that I understood that now it is the extend of what I had to say.

"Ethan, Let me make one thing clear to you...I don't know why you rejected me or is it because you are disgusted by me, but even so I want to continue to love you and help you out with all that pain that you carry. It doesn't matter if you like it or not, but I will continue to love you...and even if you would hate me for that , still ,still I'll love you again with all my heart.. cause this is not a feeling that would go away so fast......so no matter what I will love love you forever" after I screamed all of my feelings out warm tears ran down my eyes....

Ethan looked at me shocked and also a bit sad......

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