the absence

After the Convo between us.. I was so curious to get to know him hehe.. And yes the second I reached home.. I took out my phone and started to look for his instagram and guess what I actually found it!! And I send him a message *hey bro I am ____ , can u follow me*

And after few hours he followed me. that's where it all started..

We talked to each other every day.. One day he got drunk.. And I was texting him.. He was crying.. He was talking.. He was sad.. He said to me that... "He got no one and no one will like me but why are u always here with me.. I hate it" he said.. And out of consciousness I replied to him that *I LIKE YOU*. even the drunk got sober... I was embarrassed.. Wait even I was not sure.. That I LIKE HIM...

And He showed up to class.. The Next day.. I avoided him.. So did he... Dumboo.. After school, on my way to home.. He asked me to explain.... I got nervous cause his one hand is holding my hand.. I shaked my hand.. He let go of my hand . I didn't answer for a while... i was standing leaning on the wall nearby the bus stop.. And he came next to me keeping one hand on the one side of the wall and looked at my eyes.. I saw the eyes... That's something special I felt and I started to blush his friend asked me why are u so red?? Nothing I said but there was something that no one knew that is I was so in love with him!!!

Like that few days passed.. I found out that he lied to me about his new relationship... I hated that but still I love him.... But I don't... I remained silent for everything that had happened to me.. And all of a sudden... He has disappeared for months.. Even though I was worried about it.. I acted like I have no worries and later his friend and I became close and I asked his frnd about him and he replied that he got his arms broken.. hearing it made me feel sad .. And at that evening after I reached home I called him and guess what.. the talk was only for 5 min..

That made me realise that I would never love a man again... And few days later he messaged me.. Saying sorry for lying and I am sorry for hurting ur feeling u are a good friend of mine let's remain as friends hope you understand he said and he added some sentences in it..

And WE BROKE UP ME AND HER... SHE GOT ANOTHER GUY...

that thing made him feel bad meanwhile I got some hope but didn't wanna be in relationship.. I am good.. I said to myself.. But foolish me having hope on it... No way.. I am not going to be in relationship.. The double mind of mine made me so confused..

that's it for todayy!!!!

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