BRIDGET
One of the worst things about having a round-the-clock
bodyguard was living with them. It hadn’t been an issue with
Booth because we’d gotten along so well, but living in close
quarters with Rhys put on me on edge.
Suddenly, my house seemed too small, and everywhere I
looked, Rhys was there.
Drinking coffee in the kitchen. Stepping out of the
shower. Working out in the backyard, his muscles flexing
and his skin gleaming with sweat.
It all felt strangely domestic in a way it hadn’t felt with
Booth, and I didn’t like it one bit.
“Aren’t you hot in those clothes?” I asked one
unseasonably warm day as I watched Rhys do push-ups.
Even though it was fall, the temperature hovered in the
high seventies, and a bead of sweat trickled down my neck
despite my light cotton dress and the ice-cold lemonade in
my hands.
Rhys must be roasting in his black shirt and workout
shorts.
“Trying to get me to take my shirt off?” He continued his
pushups, not sounding the least bit winded.
Warmth that had nothing to do with the weather spread
across my cheeks. “You wish.” It wasn’t the most inspired
answer, but it was all I could think of.
Honestly, I was curious about seeing Rhys shirtless. Not
because I wanted to sneak a peek at his abs—which I
grudgingly admitted had to be fantastic if the rest of his
body was anything to go by—but because he seemed so
determined not to be shirtless. Even when he left the
bathroom after a shower, he was fully dressed.
Maybe he was uncomfortable getting half-naked in front
of a client, but I had a feeling not much discomfited Rhys
Larsen. It had to be something else. An embarrassing tattoo,
maybe, or a strange skin condition that only affected his
torso.
Rhys finished his pushups and moved on to the pull-up
bar. “You gonna keep ogling me, or you got something I can
help you with, princess?”
The warmth intensified. “I wasn’t ogling you. I was
secretly praying for you to get heatstroke. If you do, I’m not
helping you. I have…a book to read.”
Dear Lord, what am I saying? I didn’t make sense even to
myself.
After our moment of solidarity at The Crypt two weeks
ago, Rhys and I had settled right back into our familiar
pattern of snark and sarcasm, which I hated, because I
wasn’t a typically snarky and sarcastic person.
A shadow of a smirk filled the corners of Rhys’s mouth,
but it disappeared before it blossomed into something real.
“Good to know.”
By now, I was sure I was beet red, but I lifted my chin and
reentered the house with as much dignity as I could muster.
Let Rhys bake in the sun. I hoped he did get heatstroke.
Maybe then, he wouldn’t have enough energy to be such an
ass.
Sadly, he didn’t, and he had plenty of energy left to be an
ass.
“How’s the book?” he drawled later, when he’d finished
his workout and I’d grabbed the closest book I could find
before he entered the living room.
“Riveting.” I tried to focus on the page instead of the way
Rhys’s sweat-dampened shirt clung to his torso.
Six-pack abs for sure. Maybe even an eight-pack. Not that
I was counting.
“Sure seems that way.” Rhys’s face remained impassive,
but I could hear the mocking bent in his voice. He walked to
the bathroom, and without looking back, he added,
“By the
way, princess, the book is upside down.”
I slammed the hardcover shut, my skin blazing with
embarrassment.
God, he was insufferable. A gentleman wouldn’t point
something like that out, but Rhys Larsen was no gentleman.
He was the bane of my existence.
Unfortunately, I was the only person who thought so.
Everyone else found his grumpiness charming, including my
friends and the people at the shelter, so I couldn’t even
commiserate with them over his bane-of-my-existenceness.
“What’s the deal with your new bodyguard?” Wendy, one
of the other long-term volunteers at Wags & Whiskers,
whispered. She snuck a peek at where Rhys sat in the corner
like a rigid statue of muscles and tattoos. “He’s got that
whole strong, silent thing going on. It’s hot.”
“You say that, but you’re not the one who has to live with
him.”
It was two days after the upside-down book debacle, and
Rhys and I hadn’t exchanged any words since except good
morning and good night.
I didn’t mind. It made it easier to pretend he didn’t exist.
Wendy laughed. “I’ll gladly change places with you. My
roommate keeps microwaving fish and stinking up the
kitchen, and she looks nothing like your bodyguard.” She
tightened her ponytail and stood. “Speaking of changing
places, I have to head out for study group. Do you have
everything you need?”
I nodded. I’d taken over Wendy’s shift enough times by
now to have the routine down pat.
After she left, silence descended, so thick it draped
around me like a cloak.
Rhys didn’t move from his corner spot. We were alone,
but his eyes roved around the playroom like he expected an
assassin to pop out from behind the cat condo at any minute.
“Does it get exhausting?” I scratched Meadow, the
shelter’s newest cat, behind the ears.
“What?”
“Being on all the time.” Constantly alert, searching for
danger. It was his job, but I’d never seen Rhys relax, not
even when it was just the two of us at home.
“No.”
“You know you can give more than one-word answers,
right?”
“Yes.”
He was impossible.
“Thank God I have you, sweetie,
” I said to Meadow. “At
least you can carry on a decent conversation.”
She meowed in agreement, and I smiled. I swore cats were
smarter than humans sometimes.
There was another long stretch of silence before Rhys
surprised me by asking,
“Why do you volunteer at an animal
shelter?”
I was so startled by the fact he’d initiated a non-securityrelated conversation I froze mid-pet. Meadow meowed
again, this time in protest.
I resumed my petting and debated how much to tell Rhys
before settling on the simple answer. “I like animals. Hence,
animal shelter.”
“Hmm.”
My spine stiffened at the skepticism in his voice. “Why do
you ask?”
Rhys shrugged. “Just doesn’t seem like the kinda thing
you’d like to do in your free time.”
I didn’t have to ask to know what types of things he
thought I liked doing in my free time. Most people looked at
me and made assumptions based on my appearance and
background, and yes, some of them were true. I enjoyed
shopping and parties as much as the next girl, but that
didn’t mean I didn’t care about other things too.
“It’s amazing how much insight you have into my
personality after knowing me for only a month,
” I said
coolly.
“I do my research, princess.” It was the only way Rhys
addressed me. He refused to call me by my first name or Your
Highness. In turn, I refused to call him anything except Mr.
Larsen. I wasn’t sure if it accomplished anything, since he
gave no indication it bothered him, but it satisfied the petty
part of me. “I know more about you than you think.”
“But not why I volunteer at an animal shelter. So, clearly,
you need to brush up on your research skills.”
He flicked those steely gray eyes in my direction, and I
thought I spotted a hint of amusement before the walls
crashed down again. “Touché.” He hesitated, then added
reluctantly,
“You’re different from what I expected.”
“Why? Because I’m not a superficial airhead?” My voice
chilled another degree as I tried to cover up the unexpected
sting of his words.
“I never said you were a superficial airhead.”
“You implied it.”
Rhys grimaced. “You’re not the first royal I’ve guarded,
”
he said. “You’re not even the third or fourth. They all acted
similarly, and I expected you to do the same. But you’re
not…”
I arched an eyebrow. “I’m not…?”
A small smile ghosted across his face so fast I almost
missed it. “A superficial airhead.”
I couldn’t help it. I laughed.
Me, laughing at something Rhys Larsen said. Hell must’ve
iced over.
“My mom was a huge animal lover,
” I said, surprising
myself. I hadn’t planned on talking about my mother with
Rhys, but I felt compelled to take advantage of the lull in our
normally antagonistic relationship. “I got the gene from her.
But the palace didn’t allow pets, and the only way I could
regularly interact with animals was by volunteering at
shelters.”
I held out my hand and smiled when Meadow pawed at it
like she was giving me a low five. “I enjoy it, but I also do it
because…” I searched for the right words. “It makes me feel
closer to my mom. The love for animals is something only
we shared. The rest of my family likes them fine, but not in
the same way we do. Or did.”
I didn’t know what prompted my admission. Was it
because I wanted to prove I wasn’t volunteering as a PR
stunt? Why did I care what Rhys thought of me, anyway?
Or maybe it was because I needed to talk about my mom
to someone who hadn’t known her. In Athenberg, I couldn’t
mention her without people shooting me pitying looks, but
Rhys was as calm and unruffled as ever.
“I understand,
” he said.
Two simple words, yet they crawled inside me and
soothed a part of me I hadn’t known needed soothing.
Our eyes met, and the air developed another layer of
thickness.
Dark, mysterious, piercing. Rhys had the kind of eyes that
saw straight into a person’s soul, stripping past layers of
elaborate lies to reach the ugly truths underneath.
How many of my truths could he see? Could he see the
girl beneath the mask, the one who’d carried a decades-long
burden she was terrified to share, the one who’d killed—
“Master! Spank me, Master!” Leather chose that moment
to let loose one of his notoriously inappropriate outbursts.
“Please spank me!”
The spell shattered as quickly as it had been cast.
Rhys flicked his gaze away, and I looked down, my breath
gusting out in a mixture of relief and disappointment.
“Mas—” Leather quieted when Rhys leveled it with a
glare. The bird ruffled its feathers and hopped around its
cage before settling into a nervous silence.
“Congratulations,
” I said, trying to shake off the
unsettling electricity from a moment ago. “You might be the
first person who’s ever gotten Leather to stop mid-sentence.
You should adopt him.”
“Fuck no. I don’t do foul-mouthed animals.”
We stared at each other for a second before a small giggle
slipped from my mouth and the iron curtain shielding his
eyes lifted enough for me to spot another glimmer of humor.
We didn’t talk again for the rest of my shift, but the mood
between us had lightened enough that I’d convinced myself
Rhys and I could have a functional working relationship.
I wasn’t sure if it was optimism or delusion, but my brain
always latched onto the smallest evidence things weren’t so
bad to cope with discomfort.
The wind nipped at the bare skin on my face and neck as
we walked home after my shift. Rhys and I had fought over
whether to walk or drive, but in the end, even he had to
admit it would be silly to drive somewhere so close.
“Are you excited to visit Eldorra?” I asked. We were
leaving for Athenberg in a few days for winter break, and
Rhys had mentioned it would be his first time in the country.
I’d hoped to build on our earlier flash of camaraderie, but
I’d misjudged because Rhys’s face shut down faster than a
house party raided by cops.
“I’m not going there for vacation, princess.” He said there
like I was forcing him to go to a prison camp, not a place
Travel + Leisure had named the ninth-best city in the world to
visit.
“I know you’re not going for vacation.” I tried and failed
to keep the annoyance out of my voice. “But you’ll have free
ti—”
The high-pitched squeal of tires ripped through the air.
My brain didn’t have time to process the sound before Rhys
pushed me into a nearby alleyway and pressed me tight
against the wall with his gun drawn and his body covering
mine.
My pulse kicked into high gear, both at the sudden spike
of adrenaline and the proximity to him. He radiated heat and
tension from every inch of his big, muscled frame, and it
wrapped around me like a cocoon as a car sped past blasting
music and leaking laughter out of its half-open windows.
Rhys’s heartbeat thumped against my shoulder blades,
and we stayed frozen in the alleyway long after the music
faded and the only sound left was our heavy breathing.
“Mr. Larsen,
” I said quietly. “I think we’re okay.”
He didn’t move. I was trapped between him and the brick,
two immovable walls shielding me from the world. He’d
braced one hand protectively against the wall next to my
head, and he stood so close I could feel every sculpted ridge
and contour of his body against mine.
Another long beat passed before Rhys re-holstered his
gun and turned his head to look at me.
“You sure you’re okay?” His voice was deep and gruff,
and his eyes searched me for injuries even though nothing
had happened to me.
“Yes. The car took a turn too fast. That’s all.” I let out a
nervous laugh, my skin too hot for comfort beneath his
fierce perusal. “I was more startled by you throwing me into
the alley.”
“That’s why we should’ve driven.” He stepped back,
taking his heat with him, and cool air rushed to fill the void.
I shivered, wishing I’d worn a thicker sweater. It was
suddenly too cold. “You’re too open and unprotected walking
around like this. That could’ve been a drive-by.”
I almost laughed at the thought. “I don’t think so. Cats
will fly before there’s a drive-by in Hazelburg.” It was one of
the safest towns in the country, and most of the students
didn’t even own cars.
Rhys didn’t look impressed by my analogy. “How many
times do I have to tell you? It only takes once. No more
walking to and from the shelter from now on.”
“It was literally nothing. You’re overreacting,
” I said, my
annoyance returning full force.
His expression turned to granite. “It is my job to think of
everything that could go wrong. If you don’t like it, fire me.
Until then, do what I say, when I say it, like I told you on the
first day.”
Any trace of our semi-truce from the shelter vanished. I
wished I could fire him, but I didn’t have a say over staffing
decisions and no good reason to fire Rhys other than we
didn’t get along.
I’d been so sure our shelter interaction marked the
beginning of a new phase in our relationship, but Rhys and I
had taken one step forward and two steps back.
I pictured us flying to Athenberg with nothing except our
familiar icy silence keeping us company for hours and
grimaced.
It was going to be a long Christmas break.
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