Lovely flowers

It has been three weeks since the day Timothy and Kimberly had passed.. Everyone was clearly shakened about the death of Kimberly, since then. They won't touch the acid used to murder her or any acid in particular, even brave-face bitch Ridley was shaken by the news.. 

But I did it for good.. They deserved it. I wouldn't change a thing, even if I wanted to, because it was all for my little kitty, Henrietta. 

Therefore I'm not entirely bad.. Because they deserve it, to rot in hell.. With the two people who gave birth to me and my sister, nasty people.. Buffoons.. Henrietta tapped my shoulder, her fingers felt really warm.. And soft, I liked it. It makes me wish my sister Dolly was here too.. I remember having to hide her because father can't keep his pants on.. Perverted thing, I'm glad I killed him.. “Uhm..” A soft  voice interrupted my thoughts, I looked back to see Henrietta “I tapped you once.. And you didn't answer..”

“Why should I? It's your fault” 

“How????”

I tried to think of an excuse, until a light bulb flickered inside my mind. 

“Well, I couldn't feel it. I didn't feel a thing”

Henrietta looks down, like a sorry excuse of a person 

“Sorry”

I smiled at her, reassuringly

“How about you go get me some water? Hmm?”

She obliged, and scurried off to get me a wonderful cold glass of water.. She's so easy to boss around, if I tell her something, she'll do it. If I tell her to get water, she'll do it. If I tell her to go away, she's going to do so, albeit hesitantly. If I tell her to come back, she'll do so in a heartbeat. It's almost flattering that she obeys my every will. I noticed she stopped stuttering, maybe she's comfortable with me, good. Is this what it feels like? To love someone?

I read stuff like this in novels, movies, and everyone says so, love is like this.. But why do I feel like I'm loving a pet, not a girl? Well, this is love I guess? I sat down uncomfortably on the chair.. I swear my butt is aching from sitting on this.. Why is that the spoiled brat Ridley is allowed to sit on the couch? Look at her, stupid pigtails, stupid blonde hair, if she was a trope, it would be the dumb blonde, she's pretty, rich, and a doctor's pet, but I'm just being too humble.. 

I groaned in annoyance, my patience level is getting lower and lower, inside the Asylum is so humid, the fact that they cover the smell of the cigarettes inside the vents by using ceramic to cover the vents holes (which are the important part of its use) instead of cleaning it makes my blood boil! Idiots, bitches, buffoons, asshats, jackals, morons, assholes, bastards, fuckers, whores, sponge headed mania—“Freddie.. Here, I got there early so I got the bigger glass and colder juice” I hastily took the cup from Henrietta, and chugged it down my throat. 

I finally took a chance to breathe and looked at my pretty kitty and muttered “Thanks..” Henrietta smiled at me, it was the smile that I can describe as something that released all my serotonin. In short, she's fucking CUTE, I'm so glad I killed Kimberly! I could feel my heart raise, and it wants to vomit (in a good way of course) . That's when I heard a voice calling her name.. A yes, it's Lovely, no that's actually her name, Lovely. She is very chipper and often gets along with people, she's very happy and bright all the time, she's very open and compassionate, till this day, I still wonder how and why the fuck she's in here?? She's the most normal out of all of us, Henrietta has 

Schizophrenia, Ridley has delusional disorder, and I have what the nurses say ‘sociopathic tendencies ’ I used to have psychosis.. But I was treated with therapy by now dead Timothy, but I know I won't be getting out soon just yet, Lovely is more normal and I don't really care about her enough to wanna know her better, is a ginger head, with perfectly placed fucking freckles and a fucking lower ponytail, her hair is unbrushed and her bangs too long, she has green eyes and a signature green ribbon for her hair.. 

“Hello guys, wanna play?” Henrietta nods.. I chimed in of course “I wanna join too!” Lovely smiled and laughed like a chipper mouse “Sorry, no boys allowed.” Henrietta looked worried “Wh… W

Wh.. Wha.. Why??” Lovely looked at her and said “He's a Jinx, A psycho.. He'll ruin our game” Henrietta gasps as Lovely grabbed her wrists and ran, all Henrietta could do was say goodbye and she'll see me later, she's submissive after all, but still.. I wanted her to fight and stay.. Stupid Lovely.. Always gets her way.. Calling me Jinx hurts less now, even if the woman who gave birth to me said it a lot to me.. What hurts more is that.. 

My kitty was taken away, like how I was taken away from my sister, Dolly.. That's it.. I'm getting rid of Cassie Lovely.. But how? This bitch is always surrounded by dozens of people.. And she doesn't even like me enough to trust me.. Even if I managed to lure her in.. I'll become a suspect again, like last time in Timothy's murder. I was lucky enough to get away with it because of my acting skills.. If someone was murdered again and I'm the last person who saw them it'll raise their eyebrows and I'll be fucked, I just have to be sneaky with it.. Just like with Kimberly. 

No. I won't use acid, I did that before.. I can't push her off the rooftop without witnesses.. Maybe I'll just stab her?? No, too basic.. I'll just have to spy on her.. I scurry off to find her, and sure enough she is with her, Henrietta and Lovely playing together.. Lovely said 

“Hey Henrietta, catch!” 

Henrietta got hit by the ball, Lovely ran towards her. I could feel my blood boil even harder than before, that bitch, how is she so stupid! She shouldn't not throw the ball at MY kitty when she's not focused. It took a lot of mental restraint for me to not kill her here and now.. I hate that Kitty forgave her so easily.. She's so easy to manipulate, poor thing, I'll get rid of that heathen! 

“Henrietta, let's play with our dolls”

Henrietta nodded at her excitedly and scurried off with the girl, I followed behind them as well, until someone grabbed my shoulder. I looked behind me to see Ridley, and I just wanna die right now 

“What is it???”

“I just wanna… Talk.” She said to me.. Her voice more gentler and meek than usual 

“Shut up, asshat”

“No, Fred. You shut up and listen.. I… I…” Her face turned red, her eyes looked away from me.. Oh no.. No.. Dear God please don't tell me

“I… I.. Like you” When she said that.. I felt.. I never felt dumb before until recently. This bitch, who bullied me and tried to stab me a certain amount of times.. The girl who nearly killed me until Henrietta interrupted her

“Is this a joke???” I asked her that simple question, and she looked like a lost sad little whining dog

“No.. Listen, I know we're not on good terms, but if you hear me out.”

“I'll give you twenty seconds”

Ridley blushed

“I like you, ever since you.. You beat me in that science quiz”

I raised my brow at this dumb bitch

“I thought it was the reason you started treating me like shit” to be honest, shit was an understatement. She treated me way worse, beyond shit. 

“I didn't know what else to do.. And.. And..”

“You could've been nicer.. But no, you did not. I'm sorry, It's a no”

Her eyes narrowed, her face went from shy and flustered, to predatory and threatening, her fists clenched as her anger boiled over. 

“I know you killed Kimberly and Timothy.. And I know that Lovely is next.” I was screaming on the inside, but I managed to restrain myself from killing her now. 

“Pfft, Me? Why would I kill them? They helped me heal and—”

She then flashed pictures of me, grabbing the acid from the garden, stealing a clown mask, and closing the vents. She even had photos of me spying on Lovely and Henrietta.. I could feel my composure melt like ice in lava my right eye twitched and all I could see was red

“If you date me, I won't tell anyone..” She smirked, that bitch thinks she had the upper hand? All I could do was chuckle. 

“Don't make me laugh Ridley Green” she laughed back “Well, at least I'm not the joke in the conversation. ” At that point my patience snapped. I grabbed a nearby stick sitting on the ground and thrust it down her throat impaling her, her cries muffled and blood immediately started pouring out of her mouth like a waterfall as I went deeper. Just like the rat, she was still alive and well even though I could feel the wooden stick hit her organs, I had to adjust it, and more muffled cries came out.. She only stopped crying when the stick came out of her uterus… It's almost like the rat from weeks ago.. But the pencil is replaced by a wooden stick and her mouth comes first not the ass.. I dragged her to the pond.. Another place with no cameras, how would I know? Because I went there all the time.. 

To feed my favorite animals.. Crocodiles, Coco the Crocodile usually eat underwater. It's weird and unusual but useful, she also buries the bones for me. Deep underwater… I guess it's her way of keeping her jewelry. Unfortunately I'm covered in blood, fortunately. Only my hands are, my patient's gown and anything else isn't. Doesn't make sense but hooray! Coco munched down the body, and disappeared underwater with Ridley. I washed my hands and left. 

Because of that bitch. I don't know where Lovely and my Kitty are. This is awful. It's already dinner, and I saw Lovely and Henrietta conversing. Lovely seems so eager to take her away from me. That whore. I couldn't stop my glare, even if I wanted to. I hate that she's taking away the only good thing in this world from me. Unfair. It's already nighttime, as I was about to sleep, I saw a shadow outside the window, it was Lovely. When I try to open the window it's locked, of course, I'm so dumb. Every time it's evening, the windows and doors are on lock mode. At least there's the asthmatic induced ventilation system. 

I'm so glad this Asylum is so incompetent, the last 123th times I snuck out was because they never turned the CCTV on. I snuck inside the vents, and opened the vent a bit to check. I was right, the CCTV was off, and the guard was asleep.. I closed it quietly, the night shift staff were the most incompetent creatures I've ever seen, it's almost terrifying that they're the ones taking care of us at night. I held my breath to not breathe in the smoky smell of leftover cigarettes.. It's so dusty and humid here.. My journey was terribly long, until I reached outdoors, and retraced Lovely’s steps. 

I found her in the garden.. She seems to be taking care of a rabbit

I took my chance, and grabbed the rope nearby and tied it up against her neck, she was choking, her eyes pleading and terrified, her hands tried to remove the rope but I made it tighter and tighter, and then she dragged herself to the wall, I tried to control her but managed to hit and pin me against the wall as I choked her, I saw a pile of acid dropping down the shelves, and I used all my strength to flip over and dodged the acid, Lovely’s face was hit by the acid and her face melted. I continued to choke her, she was looking at me, with fear. She didn't want to die.. So I ended her misery, by using the rope to snap her neck.. I could hear it crack. 

Then. I looked over her unconscious body, it'll be too risky to go to the pond, because that's where most of the incompetent night shift nurses and doctors are. So.. I buried her deep down the garden along with the rope.. I covered the buried area with flowers. And I fled from the scene. 

The whole evening.. I sewed my sleeves, it was only small cuts, but still.. I felt really nice. I laid down in bed, thinking about the wild day I had, but I'm looking forward to making Henrietta mine. 

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