Sara's POV:
After the conversation with ammi I came to my room and sat at my favourite place..my mind is still stuffed there..I am still thinking about that conversation that i had with my ammi in the morning..I know whatever my parents are gonna do for me for my own good and i also know they will never force me for anything..if i will say yes for this..then only they will continue this.. otherwise there is no way they're gonna do
anything.
I looked at the sky again...as now it's turning orange slightly.. as it's time for sunset..a sigh left my lips as i picked up my phone to do my own research about someone. I am wondering who he is and what's so special about him..how the hell he managed to impress my parents..it's the hardest part.
I unlocked my phone and googled his name...it's obvious I can get information about him from Google.. because his family is also a royal even though..he doesn't like to get recognised as prince..no one can change the fact he is one. So the first thing i searched for who is shaik Omar.. and here I got some pictures of him with his information...
Shaik Omar is the youngest son of shaik family, he is 25 years old..he is the youngest prince of *** kingdom but as per the sources he doesn't like to be called as one..now he is working as an employee on Aurora business and technology..he have already got promoted for two times within 2 years..due to his hardwork and talent everyone in his office admire him. And lately his family is trying to find a suitable bride for him.
I sigh when I didn't get much information about him from Google..i didn't look at his photos as i don't like to look at someone who isn't my mehram.
I got up from the couch and went towards the bed laid there.. thinking about how i wanted my partner to be..I always wanted to have a partner who will be an introvert with social anxiety..I wanted someone who will hate social gatherings just like me.. someone who doesn't speak much..so that we both can stay at our home..and enjoy the silence. But after hearing from ammi I can tell that man doesn't even know the meaning of social anxiety.. he is someone who will love to go outside and explore.. he loves to talk but I would love to hear him..I never like when someone talks too much..it's so confusing..at somewhere my heart is giving signs that this man is gonna be the one for me..and I don't know why..it's making me restless just by thinking about the huge difference we have between us.
No i won't think about this anymore..yeah i will just go to sleep that's the best solution,with that i covered myself with the blanket properly and tried to fall asleep and eventually I fell asleep.
At night,
"Princess get up.. queen is asking for you??" The maid said slowly not wanting to disturb the peaceful sleep of the princess as she is looking really beautiful and peaceful and sleeping just like a child without having any care of the world.
I woke up slowly, stretching my arms as it's stiffened with the position i slept, i nodded my head looking at her . She left as soon as I stood up from bed..I walked towards the washroom and freshened up myself and went towards the dining area.
I just went and sat at my place after giving a small smile to my mother which she replied as well. We as usual eat in silence...
After finishing my dinner I was about to go to my room when my mother called me,
"Sara did you think about it??" She asked slowly.
"Umm no ammi , i will give my answer tomorrow" i replied lowly.. looking down at my feet as i didn't think about that and went to sleep just to avoid these thoughts but now it looks like I need to think hard about it.
"It's okay baby...don't stress yourself " she replied with a soft smile, ruffling my hair softly and pecking my forehead wishing me good night.
I came to my room and a sigh left my lips as I threw myself on my bed.. stuffing my face on the pillow.. trying to think if I am ready for it or not.
These are the times when I wish I have some friend..so that I can share it with them, someone who can help me with what's right or wrong, someone who can make me understand my feelings..but i don't have one, i have gone to school and college but never got a friend..yeh friend all I got is classmates who are with me..for study purposes, i know i am not a friendly person but i always wanted someone to understand my silence but it never happened,i always got misunderstood as the arrogant princess..well that's what they calls me.. not like i care..I know how i am..and i don't have to prove it to anyone else..but still deep down in my heart i really wish someone would try to understand me .
Well i don't speak much, it's not because I have some kind of past that made me like that or i am an arrogant rich girl..it's just i love silence, i don't like going around much i like to stay at home and spend time with my family or in my studies..I never got the interest of doing anything out of my comfort zone maybe because I don't wanted to..or maybe because no one has ever told me tried to help me to get out of my comfort zone or feel how it feels to talk much..share things and travel around.
I glanced at the wall and saw the time..it's midnight already..abbu will be back soon, and ammi is waiting for him.
A smile left my lips thinking about the love my parents have between them..the kind of i always wanted to have..
From my young age i have noticed it.. whenever abbu comes late at night ammi never eats she always waits for him.. even though Abbu told her to not wait for him still she always does. Because she loves him..she doesn't like to eat by knowing her husband is working on an empty stomach..and my father always told her to eat in time because he doesn't want his wife to stay on an empty stomach till late.
But they both don't listen to each other..my ammi still waits till now and my abbu still tells her not to..she waits because she loves him...and he tells because he loves her as well..that's how true love looks like for me.. keeping your partner over anything...not caring about your own self because you know the other one is there to care about you..not minding to eat because you know the other one gonna make you eat at correct time.. because you are his soul Just like he is yours.
Even after many years..after my ammi started to get health issues..my father took a promise from her to not compromise with her health..as her life is precious to him, and precious to me.
That's the reason why she had dinner with me when abbu wasn't there..but that doesn't mean she will just go to sleep..she will wait and will make sure if abbu is well fed or not.
These all things make me think about it hard if i ever find this type of love for myself..it may be small things for others but not for me .. for me these are things that matters the most .
I don't know what my future holds for me..but I trust my parents and Allah..i know whatever is going to happen...I will be alright because I have my parents and Allah with me.
With that i made dua (pray) to Allah and decided that i am gonna meet him and give it a chance. Even if he is not what I want from my partner I am still going to give it a chance. Maybe it's the best for me .
I took a last glance at the clock and dozed off to Dreamland .
...(*˘︶˘*).。*♡(*˘︶˘*).。*♡(*˘︶˘*).。*♡...
From Afu ,
I know this chapter is boring but it's needed..I needed to clear Sara's POV and her character. The other part will be about omar's pov i promise.
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Lalula09
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2024-10-19
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