Phil

Why thank you, Jen!. Maybe I am and I love it!....That was the start of my journey as a kid who was found to be crazy and called many names like psycho, strange, weird, addict, drunk, skeezo…prenik…whatever  and many more. The weird name some kids at our block used to make me angry was Laura Whora, well I’m not a whore really, but I did cut lawn for a bar girl near our house, when she needed help for her front yard. Maybe because I looked harmless, so she paid me to cut her grass and well I didn’t just cut them but trimmed them as well. I was 12 years old then. I looked like a tomboy but had big headlights and it’s okay with me. Britanny was the name of the girl working at Philly’s Bar. Phil is our horny neighbor who loves to peep at women in their private rooms using his telescope which found out when he asked me to take out his garbage bags one afternoon. How I knew the weird stuff he does, well! I secretly checked his bedroom to see things I haven’t seen in our house especially my mom’s room. So, yup, there was the huge telescope that you use when you want to check on the stars at night. But with Phil, he is better of alone fantasizing on Britanny on her bedroom where the telescope could see through the girl’s glass window when she is changing from her work clothes to undressing or really none at all. So this is what you’re busy every time, and at this time. Phil is a horny bastard, big time! Then I heard his Ford pick-up drive in to park it on is front yard, so I immediately ran downstairs to hide in his bathroom. When I felt that he is already upstairs to check on Britanny at his fancy telescope. I quietly tiptoed out of his house and smiled at how things are great when you’re an adult, I can’t wait to become a woman.

My neighbors are good people, it’s just that maybe they are bored or sad when they’re at home that they do what they do to have fun or find happiness. I am okay but I get sad when I am alone too. So, watching videos cut, do surgeries on people are awesome. I think I want to be a doctor when I grow up but we don’t have enough money to be one. So, when mom’s out working as a nurse in a hospital near our village, I would ran errands and do household jobs for our neighbors to get some money out of it. I now have $30.00 and would put some on my piggy bank and use some to buy ice cream or candies. Then, a thing struck me. I can save up for metal tools like what doctors use in surgery. So I did that and bought my first surgical knife. I tried using it to cut a frog I caught one time from our school pond. But it’s not the same as when I am cutting human skin. It’s more enchanting, thrilling and listening to a person scream out of pain and blood oozing from the cut or peeled off skin, is very satisfying. So much was the arousal I get from the pain,

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