" Summertime Sadness "

...I was getting ready for the prom...

...As I got my red dress on tonight....

...His favorite!...

...Will he be proposing me tonight?...

Oh, please! I looked in the mirror one last time before I heard the car horn sound coming from outside.

Hoping for it to be my day as I got in the car!

Saw the love of my life looking as handsome as ever.

How badly I want to just take him to my room and do things, yet I said "Let's go"

We reached as we met all our friends as they all greet us happily.

...Everything was just so perfect!...

"Time to dance, Hold your partners and dance to the rhythm everyone"

Said one of our friend holding the mic.

Was looking at him to ask for my hand,

Only to see him bend and offer his hand out like a prince

...In front of her!...

Why of all people?

Why it has to be her and not me?

So, she was the one? Who get to stand next to you holding your hand?

Oh, tears? They be just falling down my cheeks as I saw the love of my life who was looking at his love.

...His eyes! Those love filled eyes....

And that smile he had when she accept his hand as they start to dance to the music that started playing.

I felt like a fool.

I felt like a little girl whose favorite Ken doll was snatched away from her.

I wanted to yell and scream and shout!

Yet I could do nothing but watch them dance so happily.

How badly I wished it was me holding you and dancing with you.

There you are

..."Dancin' in the dark, in the pale moonlight"...

That's when I felt that the moon isn't the only one to feel alone that day but also me as I saw everyone dance with there partners.

Only if I knew this all! I would've not worn his favorite color even when I don't like it!

...Uncomfortable! That's all I felt....

Should've wished for something else instead of wishing that he would be mine.

Got home just to remove that dress and throw it away. After that I removed my

..."High heels off, I'm feelin' alive"...

I stare at my phone to see his post saying

"That baby, you the best"

...Under her picture!...

What can I do? Except for missing him.

The only think that has been running in my mind,

..."Think I'll miss you forever...

...Like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky"...

Tomorrow is going to be the start of summer vacation.

Everyone's summertime is going to be filled with happiness except for mine.

...How can I stop thinking about him?...

I dream of holding your hand,

I dream of hugging you,

I dream of kissing you,

I dream of loving you in every way possible!

Oh, parts of me wish him to have the best life with his lover. Hoping him to have the happiest summer of his life.

While mine is just gonna be filled with sadness. Yes, that's what you call it,

..."Summertime Sadness"...

Kiss me hard before you go

Summertime sadness

I just wanted you to know

That baby, you the best

I got my red dress on tonight

Dancin' in the dark, in the pale moonlight

Done my hair up real big, beauty queen style

High heels off, I'm feelin' alive

Oh, my God, I feel it in the air

Telephone wires above are sizzlin' like a snare

Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere

Nothin' scares me anymore

(One, two, three, four)

Kiss me hard before you go

Summertime sadness

I just wanted you to know

That baby, you the best

I got that summertime, summertime sadness

Su-su-summertime, summertime sadness

Got that summertime, summertime sadness

Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

I'm feelin' electric tonight

Cruisin' down the coast, goin' about 99

Got my bad baby by my heavenly side

I know if I go, I'll die happy tonight

Oh, my God, I feel it in the air

Telephone wires above are sizzlin' like a snare

Honey, I'm on fire, I feel it everywhere

Nothin' scares me anymore

(One, two, three, four)

Kiss me hard before you go

Summertime sadness

I just wanted you to know

That baby, you the best

I got that summertime, summertime sadness

Su-su-summertime, summertime sadness

Got that summertime, summertime sadness

Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

Think I'll miss you forever

Like the stars miss the sun in the morning sky

Later's better than never

Even if you're gone, I'm gonna drive (drive), drive

I got that summertime, summertime sadness

Su-su-summertime, summertime sadness

Got that summertime, summertime sadness

Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

Kiss me hard before you go

Summertime sadness

I just wanted you to know

That baby, you the best

I got that summertime, summertime sadness

Su-su-summertime, summertime sadness

Got that summertime, summertime sadness

Oh, oh-oh, oh-oh

...Song : Summertime Sadness by Lana Del Rey....

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