it's just a dream

i was about making plans when I realised that my mother and I don't really have enough money to make it come true, and if my father had not made that cruel mandate, that she must be up to 23 to control his property's, haw wealthy does he think he is that she at her age could not control the little he had,

wait now that she mentioned, remembering that her dad whenever he took her out,they were found of calling him vams, but felt it was only a title,

now that she thought of it what does vams mean?

snow are you still awake, that was mum down stares drawn by the reflection of the light in Lucy's room

Lucy hearing her mother's voice kept her plan book, turned the lamp off and went to bed.

............

Lucy Andy woke up with a sad look on her face, but she managed to hide it, because of mummy,

Good morning snow, hope your sleep was fine,she was taken aback by her mums exertercy,

what's making you happy, she managed to ask with faint interest,

i know your worried about your schooling, and I was thinking,

what is this crazy woman upto, i was scared that she was going to do something stupid, won't be the first time,

the order day i was sick the doctor said i to my mother that i was elegiac to pineapple, she only nuded at the doctor,for affirmation,

when we got home i ended up eating pineapple through out the week, when I asked why, she told me it will help get ride of my elegies,

up until now I still have indigestion when I eat it but won't dear say a word.

finally asked again what are you planning,

Well.... i sold my gold necklace and realised £2.5million

with my mouth wide open for some time, before I finally spoke,

but mummy that necklace was your anniversary gift from my father,

i know but his dead know, and i really have no use for it,

remember what you're grandma always say, you losse important things to gain more important things.

what she did and said made me speechless, i didn't know what to do, i just stood there crying,

my mother understood why I was crying, and told me it's alright snow, go upstairs and prepare your going tomorrow, i was so happy and then realised I'm going to miss this crazy woman, i turned to my mum,

ran and hug her very tight, afraid to let go

i felt if I do I'll lose her and I don't want to, with water in my eyes, i love you very much, I didn't know when I said it, right from Time i felt letting my feelings out for others to see, will make people think I'm weak,

and use it as an opportunity to take advantage of me.

that was the main reason why i didn't cry at my dad burial ceremony, not because I don't love him,

but because i don't trust anyone sympathy.

but I don't care, i don't really care i loved my mother and I'm not afraid to let it show.

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