Time to go to dreams

Oh are we friends now?? Britney asked...

No! I said. Why is it so?? I have been looking for a friend from many days i think you matched with my playful vibes..

Do u make only beautiful friends?? No sorry I m into friends...

I walked sadly to front desk..

I lost another friend who seems nice but I don't want any friends I want to be alone..

{ Note- Whenever someone talk to her or do something to her in real life she believes as her hallucinations as she gone to her old days when she gets her hallucinations and she never paid attention to it that much and in present she become bed ridden due to it }

I turned around to see her again and when I turned she was smiling to me I suddenly turned and looked into my notebook...the smile of hers making my heart so painful i closed my eyes with full of sadness and suddenly my dad face appeared who was staring at me and crying..I panickly opened my eyes...and thought as my another hallucinations...

That's the reason I don't want any friends I don't know when will this hallucinations effect increase and maybe I make  friends feel awkward just because of me

I had very much friends at my first year but when my hallucinations started at the end of first semester i broke every friendship I had ...

I don't want to fall in love too...

Maybe I die soon...??

My class ended ...it's time for exams of my second year...

Hey bliss a smiling face come towards running from me behind...

Listen ...if u don't want be my friend it's ok let's become classmates??

I came new so I don't have proper notes and exams also coming and I m weak in studies too can u help me with my studies??

I want to say yes to her face i desperately wanted to help her as she seems kind towards me but I said no again ...I don't want her involvement in my boring and stressful world..it's just my name is bliss but there is no happiness in my life...

No dear I have to study for my exams...

I don't like group study...

She again lowered eyes and this time i seen disappointment in her face and a drop of test fall from eyes and she walk smiling with her red teary eyes ...and that point my heart tear in different pieces ...

I reached to my room ran towards my room ...decided to have a bath for a good releif from hectic day...

I gone to take a shower 🚿

While I was bathing suddenly the water gone....I got so scared that I started shouting...I call mom dad three to four times ...then suddenly a sound approached my ear ...( Shhh Darlo (darling) don't shout)

My legs and hands and my whole body suddenly went numb ....I turned around and tried to open my eyes to see who there was.. I saw a boy with black shirt and opened buttons I can't see his face because the shampoo is blocking my eyes to see what it was but I can only notice him his wierd marked on his hand which was covered with a bracelet type something and I saw his hand slowly moving to my face and suddenly water came ...I fastly washed my eyes to see him but after I opened my eyes there was noone .. i accepted it as just my hallucinations but it's felt so realistic...

I went to sleep after a quick bath...I really got so good sleep that day

Which I was expecting from long ago ...

Then I woke up little late today cause that is the day of happiness, relaxation and sleepiness ... Sunday .. I  woke and did my all work ...then went to bed..

I took a book ' a dark romance books' I like to read it a lot...I was reading it.. .. suddenly a bold voice again came to ear (hey darlo wanna try it in real now??)....then I realised it's just from my beside.. .. I got so scared but then ignored as my hallucinations ....then again that person spoke ( hey darlo are you ignoring me??)....

I said to myself...shut up bliss focus on the book..

( Oh darlo stop cursing yourself atleast not infront of someone who is here to praise you)

I turned my eyes to him ... We did a eyes contact....I losted in him and he in mine ❤️

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