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Realizing what would Su Chengzhao say, I opened my eyes and roared, ”Come on! Kill me! Then you can be with Mo Yulin for a lifetime and nobody would disturb you!”

Su Chengzhao hit the door with his fist, and then his voice full of sadness arose, ”Yufei, why do you torment yourself like this?”

Torment?

I never thought so. Even if Qin Mochen knew the facts, the one he loved was not me after all.

I thought Qin Mochen would kill me, but out of my expectation, he threw me to the bed violently and then pressed against me with his cold eyes fixed on me.

“Killing you will dirty my hands.”

My heart twitched suddenly, but it had already been numb with pain.

Thinking of my father’s death, I stared at him resentfully, ”Qin Mochen, the moment you killed my father, my love for you was gone. You hated him too much. Now, he is dead and your wish has been achieved. From now on, we should treat each other as a stranger even if we meet again!”

After finished speaking, I was surprised to see a sense of shock in his eyes.

I sneered in my heart. Maybe he realized that it was Mo Yulin told me about the truth, otherwise I would be still kept in the dark now.

“Strangers?” Qin Mochen pinched my jaw suddenly, ”Do you want to be together with Su Chengzhao with my baby? Don’t even think about it! If you want to leave, have an abortion and then you can disappear.”

“Qin Mochen, you are such a bastard!” I hit him resentfully, but the next moment, he tore my clothes directly, and entered my body without any foreplay as usual.

I screamed in honor. My baby! I tried my best to save it. How could he be so cruel!

Qin Mochen forced me to have sex again and again, as a cold voice came into my ears,” You don’t deserve to have my baby!”

I closed my eyes and let him vent his anger and desire, lying like a corpse.

Yes, I didn’t deserve it. In his eyes, only Mo Yulin deserved it.

If I didn’t faint that year and I was more active in the past, would everything be different now?

Not knowing how long it took, Qin Mochen finally left my body, and then said ruthlessly, ”I will arrange the operation tomorrow. After aborting, you can disappear in front of me forever.”

He picked up the quilt and threw it on me to cover my ruined and humiliated body.

The cold words stuck into my heart like a sword, ”I won’t even care that you show your body to a beggar after you leave, but before I allow you to leave, don’t disgrace me.”

The door was closed, and he left.

Curling myself up and enduring the colic, I sobbed until my eyes were red and swollen, until there were no more tears.

As steady footsteps came, Su Chengzhao walked toward me and held me covered in the quilt tightly, ”Yufei, why do you torment yourself? Why don’t you tell him the truth in the past?”

I struggled to free myself from his arms, and then turned to him, just finding some bruises in the corner of his mouth. Thinking of the muffled groan, I realized that Qin Mochen hit him.

I felt a little guilty to him and shook my head bitterly, ”I don’t want him to trample on my last pride.“

I wanted to keep my baby, and never let Qin Mochen kill it.

Thinking of this, I grasped Su Chengzhao’s arm with both two hands and looked at him imploringly, ”Chengzhao, take me away, to a place where no one can find me.”

Su Chengzhao stiffened apparently. He caressed my face and asked in a low voice, ”Do you really want to leave? Are you willing to leave?”

Tightening my fists, I swallowed all the pain and resentment, and then I sneered, ”There is nothing worth lingering. He killed my father, and now he wanted to kill my baby. I hate him.”

Although I said like that, I knew clearly that I still couldn’t terminate my love for Qin Mochen completely.

Su Chengzhao smiled gently,” Okay, since you want to leave, I will take you away at all costs.”

When he said this, a bad feeling which made me panic welled up in my heart, but I didn’t know why.

Su Chengzhao left. He said that he needed to deal with the matters at hand, and then he would take me away tonight.

However, I could not stay in this ward any longer. The thought that Qin Mochen might send someone to take me away frightened me. I changed my clothes and secretly escaped from the hospital. All the way there was a dull ache in my lower abdomen, but I didn’t pay more attention to it.

When I arrived at the railway station of Liang City, it was already dark. I had sent a text message to Su Chengzhao on the way. I told him that I was waiting for him at the railway station. I thought that there were so many people here, Qin Mochen would not find me that easily.

My cell phone rang at this moment. It was Su. He asked me where I was. As I was just about to talk, suddenly I felt a pain in my shoulder. I was turned over by a brute force. I didn’t expect the one in front of me was Qin Mochen. I didn’t know when my phone in my hand fell to the ground. All I could think about was why he could find me here. Did he follow me all the way?

“Mo Yufei, you really have the guts, don’t you? you dare to escape!” Qin Mochen looked at me gloomily, and his tone was frightening.

I started to tremble and looked at him in horror.

He saw my reaction and started laughing. He pinched my chin and said in a cold voice, “You are afraid of me, right?” I confessed that I was afraid of him at this point. I was not afraid for me, but for the baby in my womb.

Perhaps because it was in public, he didn’t embarrass me, but took me away form here with a sullen face. The chill on his body eroded my heart, and seemed to become colder and colder in this cold winter.

He was silent until he pushed me into the car and then pulled me up by the collar. With his eyes full of fierceness, he said, “Mo Yufei, since you want to escape so much, you don’t have to wait for tomorrow, and I will arrange the abortion for you now.” Then he called the hospital.

I was in total despair. In the end, I still failed to protect my baby?

I didn’t want to compromise. I got out of the car in a hurry while he was on the phone, but he was faster than me and grabbed my wrist. He seized me by the throat and said angrily, “You want to run away again? Mo Yufei, you really want to elope with Su Chengzhao, uh-huh? Didn’t you say you loved me? Your love is so cheap!”

My broken heart had been indifferent to his words. I looked at him with a sneer, and said, “You are right. I am a cheap girl. The worst thing I did is falling in love with you. How can I be in love with you for five years?”

He looked at me coldly, and squeezed my chin violently. The words he said hurt my heart like a knife, “Loved by you, I only feel sick!”

Ah? Feel sick?

I was laughing at myself in my heart. How pathetic I was. What kind of a man I was in love with in the five years?

“Don’t escape anymore. As long as I don’t let you go, you will be mine even if you die!” he said it and began to drive.

I clenched my hands, and my lower abdomen started to pain again. I closed my eyes and swallowed all my pain and hatred.

My lower abdomen was getting more and more painful, and I felt like urinating. I wanted to bear it, but it was unbearable. I begged him in a low voice, “Qin Mochen, pull over. I want to go to the toilet.”

“What kind of tricks do you want to play again?” Qin said in disgust and didn’t care about my words.

I grabbed his arm and gnashed the teeth, “I really want to go to the toilet. Pull over, otherwise I will pee in your car!” At this moment, my face was pale and the pain was unbearable. My words seemed to disgust him. He shook my hand off and pulled over. He said in anger, “Hurry up!”

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