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aakhirkar kya hota hai pyar mujhe kuchh bhi nahin pata main gudiya mam Bharat mein rahti Hun main Apne pita aur apni man ke sath yahan per rahte hain mujhe nahin pata ki Aisa kyon hai Lekin mere mere pitaji aur meri man tujhe hamesha kahate Hain ki tu ek ladki hai tu Ghar se bahar mat jao darasal angrejon mein Puri tarike se ham per kabu kar rakha tha Prasad din mere mere pitaji ko mara karte the kitchen ki jagah jagah per meri man Ko bhi mara karte the unki jagah jagah per gaon the main nahin janti kyon karte the mujhe bahut nafrat thi main bhi 9 sal ki thi aaj main 10 sal ki ho gai mere mere pitaji mujhe maar rahi thi mujhe nahin pata ki mujhe kyon maar rahe ho lekin meri man ne gaon walon Ko Bulaya aur unhen kaha ki dekho dekho mere Pati mere bete ko maar rahe hain vah sab Dante hue Hain mere unhone mere pitaji ko mujhe Marne se loka aur kaha ki tumse kyon maar rahe ho kya galti hai iski Jo mere pitaji ne kaha agar yah Jinda rahegi to vah angreji se lekar chale jaenge aur iske sath vyakti karenge yah bhi bahut chhoti hai iski umra hi kya hai mujhe pata tha ki Aisa kyon kah rahe Hain ki angrej ladkiyon ke sath bahut jyada kimat ke aati thi mere map dar gayi thi gaon walon ne kaha ki yah nahin rahe vahi achcha lekin kuchh gaon walon ne kaha ismein Kiya galti hai ki ladki hai धीरे-धीरे waqt bita Gaya main ab 11 sal se 13 sal Tak Ho gai thi aur धीरे-धीरे 15 sal tak ki bhi ho gai use nahin pata ki kab sare Bakri Eid ka bade hone Lage the ab meri man aur Baba aur jyada chinta mein Rahane Lage the main ek ladki Hun to mujhe lekar chale jaenge kapdon mein nahin balki ladke ke kapdon mein rakhte the kisi Ko nahin pata Na chale ki main ek ladki hun mujhe bahut dar lagta tha main kabhi bhi andhero ke samne nahin jaate lekin kahate Hain tabhi vahan per Sainik ka itni acchi Mulayam ko pakda meri man aur mere Papa aur kam kar rahe ho are aapke sath kya hoga aur usne mere balon mein Bani Hui use pati ko bhi khol diya aur use bhej diya main aapki shayari per nakab Laga ke rakhte the ishare UN log Kaun Mera chehra nahin dekha aur mujhe Apne sath le Gaye main Dari hui thi vah log mujhe khinchte hue Apne sath lekar main Jeet rahi thi chilla rahi thi tab mujhe bachane ke liye mere piche dalen lekin aadhe raste mein ruk Gaye Tum sabko pata tha agar vah mere piche aaenge to vah maar denge aur sabko apni Jaan ki fikra Diya aata meri Aankhen khuli to main ek bahut bade se ghar mein thi Maine dekha ki mere samne bahut sare Insan the pahle to main dar gai tabhi unmen se ek aadami samne Mera chehra Maine tumhare dekhte rahte tujhe bahut hi jyada samjhata uske piche piche bahut sari ladkiyan bhi nahin chalti vah tab mujhe dekh kar ek khatarnak Sundar hai lekin fir bhi itni jyada mat court nahin hai aur mujhe niche fenk Diya

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