Kookie and his Mental state (2)

Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
*sat alone in his room, staring blankly at the ceiling. His heart felt heavy, burdened by the secrets he had kept and the pain he had hidden so well. He had always been good at putting on a brave face, at smiling through the storm, but deep down, he knew that all the pretending was taking its toll. He could feel the weight of his own silence pressing down on him, suffocating him*
He didn't knew when but he slowly started tearing and started crying
He was feeling guilty for hiding everything from everyone
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Why didn’t I just tell him?
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
My Hyungie would trust me 🥺🥺
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Why couldn’t I just say it? That I’m struggling, that I feel lost, that I’m not okay.
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Oh I remember Dr Osborne told that I don't deserve Hyungie and if I tell him it will only burden him more
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
But every time I had tried to open my mouth, to tell hyungie about the darkness that was creeping in, the words would get stuck. It wasn’t that I didn’t trust hyungie —I do, more than anyone in the world. But there the part of me that didn’t want to be seen as weak, as someone who needed saving stops me everytime
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
I also want to stand strong with My Hyungie😭😭😭
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Hyungie’s got enough on his plate. He’s already dealing with so much—I don’t want to add to his worries😭😭😭😭
Jungkook’s chest tightened as he thought of Taehyung, of how hard he worked, how much he gave of himself every day. Taehyung was a hero in Jungkook’s eyes, someone who always knew what to do, always knew how to fix things. And Jungkook didn’t want to be another problem for him to solve. He wanted to be the strong one, the one who could stand by Taehyung’s side without needing to lean on him.
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
But maybe I should have
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
*whispered to himself, his voice breaking*
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Maybe I should have just told him… even if I didn’t have the right word 😭😭😭
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
*He rubbed his eyes, trying to push back the tears that threatened to spill*
It wasn’t supposed to be this hard. He wasn’t supposed to feel so alone when he had someone like Taehyung by his side. But the truth was, sometimes even the people closest to us can’t see the battles we’re fighting. And sometimes, it’s the hardest thing in the world to let them in.
Jungkook took a deep breath, trying to steady himself. He wished he could go back, rewind time to when things were simpler, when all he had to worry about was keeping up with Taehyung on one of their adventures. But life had gotten complicated, and somewhere along the way, he had lost the courage to be vulnerable. To admit that he wasn’t always okay.
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
I thought I could handle it on my own
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
I thought I could just… get through it. For him. For us
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Maybe Dr Osborne is right 😭😭I'm. nothing but useless piece of shït all have to keep as
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
*He let out a shaky sigh, the reality of his own stubbornness crashing down on him*
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
I need my Hyungie I need to talk to him
Jungkook didn't wait even for a second he called his hyugie his soul
Kim Taehyung (ML)
Kim Taehyung (ML)
📱 Chubs what happened are u okay want me to come.??
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
☁️Yes yes Hyungie hide me in ur arms☁️
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
📱No Hyungie u didn't tell me good night I am angry on u 😡😡
Kim Taehyung (ML)
Kim Taehyung (ML)
📱I'm so sorry Chubs Gudnit my pretty butterfly Sleep Tight I will pick u up tomorrow
Kim Taehyung (ML)
Kim Taehyung (ML)
📱Don't worry u have ur hyungie
Suddenly the call gets cut and Tae Thinks his love might have slept soundly only if he knows
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Ahhh😭😭😭😭😭😭Hyungie Hyungie is so good to me
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Why am so useless to him😭😭😭😭
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
I'm burden like Dr Osborne told me😭😭😭
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
Jeon Jungkook (MC)
I'm burden to. Mama Jeon I'm burden to Papa Jeon I'm burden to Wendy also to my Hyungie😭😭😭😭😭😭
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Author
Author
This is gonna be emotional and roller coaster 🤧🤧🤧
Author
Author
Don't hate me
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Comments

Ms. Rookie

Ms. Rookie

it's okay to take a break and lean on for support sometimes that doesn't makes you weak instead it gives you the will to come up better and stronger, I hope everyone knows that...🤍

2025-02-22

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Zizi

Zizi

Bro if a doctor say such words that he is a..... Okay

2025-02-27

1

Anonymous

Anonymous

if Taehyung is late again this time I'll not leave you 🗡️

2025-02-18

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Episodes
1 Introduction
2 Life Without his Chubs
3 Reborn???
4 Re Union
5 What actually happened
6 Introductions
7 A cute Bunny
8 Papa Jeon and Tae
9 Kookie and his mental state
10 Kookie and his Mental state (2)
11 Self harm a days keeps bad thoughts at bay
12 A well crafted Lie
13 So Jungkook is already down
14 Jungkook and his thoughts
15 Jungkook being emotionally manipulated
16 Someone Guided Tae
17 Taehyung and Jungkoook
18 Acting Jungkoook
19 Taehyung and his next step
20 Mysterious Murder case
21 On the other side
22 Papa Jeon Green Flag
23 A hug from Taehyung
24 Taehyung without Jungkook
25 Taehyung and his cases
26 Solving Case
27 Back to his love
28 Moment of Nightmare
29 Nightmare so what I love him
30 I love you my chubs
31 Taehyung Realization
32 Dr Cha Eun woo
33 It must be unknown to him
34 Childhood wrap. up
35 THE SINS
36 Innocent Kookie
37 Kookie and Cafe
38 Kookie Pov
39 Guilty Taehyung
40 Taeyong
41 A lucid dream of past
42 Home is my chubs
43 Deep rooted fear
44 Report
45 Dead ends for Dr Osborne
46 Untraceable Call between Dr. Osborne and Taehyung
47 The first kiss to calm down
48 Eunwoo and Jungkook
49 Tranquil Evening
50 Osborne and Kookie
51 Tae in pile of work
52 A happy future
53 Russia???!!!
54 INTERPOL
55 A great improvement
56 Perfect plan to trap Tae
57 Trapped Tae
58 The Villan just appeared
59 Jungkook was informed
60 Jungkook is manipulated
61 Tae mom
62 Waiting for Tae love
63 Osborne call Kookie
64 Osborne and Kookie
65 Tae gut feeling
66 Jungkook- Eunwoo
67 A quite therapy session
68 His strong chubs
69 Tae happiness
70 Past - 1
71 Past - 2
72 Truth is out
73 A mom toxic love
74 Tae and Mama Jeon
75 Tae decisiveness
76 Luring out Dr Osborne
77 Jungkook relapse
78 Wendy and Jin
79 Tae confrontation of Wendy
80 Trap for Dr Osborne
81 Tae trapping Dr Osborne
82 Final Trap
83 Setting the Final Trap for Dr. Osborne
84 After two years - Happy ending
Episodes

Updated 84 Episodes

1
Introduction
2
Life Without his Chubs
3
Reborn???
4
Re Union
5
What actually happened
6
Introductions
7
A cute Bunny
8
Papa Jeon and Tae
9
Kookie and his mental state
10
Kookie and his Mental state (2)
11
Self harm a days keeps bad thoughts at bay
12
A well crafted Lie
13
So Jungkook is already down
14
Jungkook and his thoughts
15
Jungkook being emotionally manipulated
16
Someone Guided Tae
17
Taehyung and Jungkoook
18
Acting Jungkoook
19
Taehyung and his next step
20
Mysterious Murder case
21
On the other side
22
Papa Jeon Green Flag
23
A hug from Taehyung
24
Taehyung without Jungkook
25
Taehyung and his cases
26
Solving Case
27
Back to his love
28
Moment of Nightmare
29
Nightmare so what I love him
30
I love you my chubs
31
Taehyung Realization
32
Dr Cha Eun woo
33
It must be unknown to him
34
Childhood wrap. up
35
THE SINS
36
Innocent Kookie
37
Kookie and Cafe
38
Kookie Pov
39
Guilty Taehyung
40
Taeyong
41
A lucid dream of past
42
Home is my chubs
43
Deep rooted fear
44
Report
45
Dead ends for Dr Osborne
46
Untraceable Call between Dr. Osborne and Taehyung
47
The first kiss to calm down
48
Eunwoo and Jungkook
49
Tranquil Evening
50
Osborne and Kookie
51
Tae in pile of work
52
A happy future
53
Russia???!!!
54
INTERPOL
55
A great improvement
56
Perfect plan to trap Tae
57
Trapped Tae
58
The Villan just appeared
59
Jungkook was informed
60
Jungkook is manipulated
61
Tae mom
62
Waiting for Tae love
63
Osborne call Kookie
64
Osborne and Kookie
65
Tae gut feeling
66
Jungkook- Eunwoo
67
A quite therapy session
68
His strong chubs
69
Tae happiness
70
Past - 1
71
Past - 2
72
Truth is out
73
A mom toxic love
74
Tae and Mama Jeon
75
Tae decisiveness
76
Luring out Dr Osborne
77
Jungkook relapse
78
Wendy and Jin
79
Tae confrontation of Wendy
80
Trap for Dr Osborne
81
Tae trapping Dr Osborne
82
Final Trap
83
Setting the Final Trap for Dr. Osborne
84
After two years - Happy ending

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