Episode 5

This girl really knows how to impress me!

I watch her with desire while she takes her clothes off. And soon she's naked in front of me. Without any delay, I too take off my clothes and move closer to her. We satisfy each others' libido. After about half an hour my alarm rang signifying it was time for me to leave. I wake Natasha up and tell her "I have to go babe. We'll meet again. It was so nice fucking you."

"Please come soon" she says.... I give her one last kiss. I get up, put on my clothes, exchange goodbyes with Natasha and head towards the airport.

"It was quite a night man!" I think while I'm sitting in my flight to Mumbai. I feel happy to think that I won the show. Then I remember Natasha and how I enjoyed fucking her. And when I was about to leave she had told me that if I like sleeping with her so much, then I shouldn't leave her.

And now this one of hers sentence that I should not leave her makes me mad! I had to remind her the rules of our relation that we both had agreed upon, that this is just another fling and nothing more can ever happen between us. But her one sentence that I should not leave her is bringing back all the pain from my past. I cannot tolerate it! My past comes back to me with a flash and the wounds on my heart seem unbearable. This is all her fault, that girl who broke my heart, Shweta! The love of my life, the one I loved more than I ever love anyone. But now I don't want to remember her, I want to remove every memory of her from my mind! I'm so furious I might break something. I hate her, I hate her name, I hate everything about her. The girl who should never have left me, but still, ahe left me. I loved her with all my heart, gave her everything I could but it wasn't enough for her. So now I'm fucking every girl who agrees to sleep with me, just to prove that I'm good enough or rather just to remove her from my memories. What the hell! She has made me a devil. Thinking about Shweta, I take out a ring from inside my wallet, its her ring. I remember gifting it to her when we completed the first year of our relationship. I tried so hard to throw this ring away but I don't have the strength to do it. Oh God! What should I do? Tears roll down my cheeks as I try hard to gather the broken pieces of my heart, however hard I try to forget her , but I just can't! Shweta is that dark phase of my life that I never want to remember. I genuinely hate her! I gently wipe my tears and lean back in my seat. I miss my grandmother she is the one I feel happy with. Otherwise, now I don't even remember what true happiness feels like.

The ring reminds me of Shweta and so I put it back in my wallet. I hate her, I try to convince myself.

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