Episode 2

Whenever I was deeply hurt by this reality, Vivaan was always able to divert my mind by talking about random things since he knew about the intensity of my love for Aditya. He is one of the most precious persons in my life and I can trust him with anything.

But now I'm going to meet Aditya and at least my dream of meeting him will be fulfilled. Oh but I hope I don't end up miserably fighting the fate, because I know deep down, I still love him very much.

Yes I love Aditya but never knew when this love grew to such an extent that I was unable to see the truth. In the beginning, I liked him only as my role model, but gradually, as I saw more of those beautiful, sad yet attractive eyes, I was obsessed with him and thought about him all day and night. I read about him, stalked his photos and my love grew to an extent that I did not mind whether he loved me back or not.

I felt jealous even if someone took his name. I felt possessive for him. I was so carried away with my obsession that I started fantasizing about him and me being together in a different world.

I never knew this obsession would make me blind and I won't be able to see the truth. The truth, that has shattered me to pieces.

But the scary part ia is that reality has taken its own turn and what I thought will never happen is now going to happen. Oh God! I can not take a chance of losing control now. I hope I'm able to forget my love for him and move on. I know this is impossible since I've tried so hard to remove him from my head but all in vain. Maybe when I see how he really behaves and lives which wouldn't match with my fantasy for him, maybe then I'll be able to get over him. But no matter what happens, I have to keep up the mask of the strong girl, I think, trying to convince myself.

"Madam we've reached" the cab drives says. And my heart has starts beating faster.

"Yes bhaiya" I say. While paying the taxi fare, the only thing on my mind was whether the decision to join here is correct or not.

When H.R. executives from the A.M fashion company had come to our college at the time of placement sessions, I was very clear that I shouldn't take this job because of my fear of facing the reality that Aditya can never be mine. I didn't want to suffer for my entire life just because my imagination did not match the reality. I had fear about what I would do if I saw him!

But being a topper at the designing institute made my rejection too difficult to implement. My professors made it clear that I deserved this job more than anyone in the class. They also reminded me of the money my father had invested in my studies. And now when I had an opportunity to do internship in the best company, I shouldn't refuse due to my personal reason.

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