𝟎𝟓. Jealousy for HER

𝐋𝐢𝐚𝐦'𝐬 𝐏𝐨𝐯:

I want to move but my body is paralyzed. I cannot move after seeing such a union and romance between them. I want to burn him up. I don't know what happened but Alex kissed Rose on her cheek. I just can't bear this anymore. Wai Is? No no no I will not be. I Liam Anderson can never be jealous of that attitude girl. I just can't be. Huh Liam it would help if you visited a psychiatrist very instantly. What I saw was that Sam, Mark, Ella, Sophie, Rose, and Alex were sitting in a circle. They are sitting like Sam then Mark then beside him Alex and after that Rose and then Sophie and Ella. They all are sitting in a circle playing truth and dare with a bottle. They won't even need me or miss me.

                                   They are playing truth and dare. There is a bottle in the center and they all are sitting around the bottle in a circle. I think or say that it might be my observation that Alex got the dare to kiss his crush. That's why he is blushing and then he kisses Rose who is now sitting shocked. It seemed that she had now gone into trauma or some paralyzed state and all others around them Ella, Sam, Mark, and Sophie were hooting at his act.

                                    Now that Rose had started blushing Alex saw her like he owned her whether it was just a kiss. Ugh, hate it like how it made me feel around her. How much I deny the feeling that I get when I am near her is undeniable. That feeling takes over me and I am not in my self-control. So I tagged my feelings as hatred and always denied her presence. I know I have hurt her much that's why she is ignoring me. Otherwise, she is a charming person she won't ignore anyone. Ignoring, hatred, and bullying these things are just not in her personality. She won't even have jealousy she is a charming woman that every true man needs just like me.

                                    I don't know why but I felt a pang of pain in my heart when she said in the morning,"𝙄𝙛 𝙞𝙩 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙩𝙨 𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙣 𝙞𝙩 𝙝𝙪𝙧𝙩𝙨 𝙣𝙤 𝙚𝙭𝙥𝙡𝙖𝙣𝙖𝙩𝙞𝙤𝙣 𝙞𝙨 𝙧𝙚𝙦𝙪𝙞𝙧𝙚𝙙!" Here, leave everything and come back to the present. The scene that I had seen now in front of my eyes now raging a war inside of me. I took big steps deeply breathing and striding to them. When I got near to them, they made space for me and I sat in between Sam and Mark. While I want to sit between Alex and Rose to separate them. I won't do that because I always hated her in front of my other friends but now I just can't deny it anymore. I have neglected it enough now.

When I sit I present myself calm and I ask them what is happening. They told me that they were playing truth and dare on Rose's idea and Alex had gotten the same dare that I had thought he had gotten.𝙐𝙜𝙝, 𝙩𝙝𝙞𝙨 𝘼𝙡𝙚𝙭-𝙣𝙖𝙢𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙣𝙞𝙢𝙖𝙡 𝙞𝙨 𝙙𝙞𝙨𝙜𝙪𝙨𝙩𝙞𝙣𝙜!

When they all are talking to me Rose is casting her gaze everywhere except me. I had now seen her completely in dim light inside the farmhouse. Outside was pretty dark when I stood there and saw her first time after the morning. 𝙎𝙝𝙚 𝙡𝙤𝙤𝙠𝙨 𝙨𝙤 𝙢𝙪𝙘𝙝 𝙗𝙚𝙖𝙪𝙩𝙞𝙛𝙪𝙡 𝙡𝙞𝙠𝙚 𝙖 𝙗𝙡𝙖𝙘𝙠 𝙘𝙤𝙡𝙤𝙧𝙚𝙙 𝙧𝙤𝙨𝙚 𝙛𝙡𝙤𝙬𝙚𝙧 𝙞𝙩𝙨𝙚𝙡𝙛. Damn it, I had become a poet just by looking at her.

Now they spin the bottle and it goes on Ellan and I am suggested by everyone obviously except Rose to give her the truth or dare whatever he chooses. So she chose to dare and I gave her the dare to splash water on someone. Before anyone could understand what she was about to do she instantly grabbed the bottle from Sam who was sitting beside her and before he could understand she threw the half bottle of water at Rose.

                                      She sat there at first in shock processing what had happened to her. Then a worry ran across her face. She said,"𝙉𝙤, 𝙣𝙤 𝙄 𝙬𝙤𝙣'𝙩 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙚𝙭𝙩𝙧𝙖 𝙘𝙡𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙨 𝙤𝙧 𝙖𝙣𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙧 𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙮 𝙨𝙤 𝙬𝙝𝙖𝙩 𝙨𝙝𝙤𝙪𝙡𝙙 𝙄 𝙬𝙚𝙖𝙧?" She said that but I am lost in her melodious voice. Every time she speaks I start to lose my self-control. Her voice is so much melodious like a sweet song. How can someone be so perfect? I was jolted awake by everyone laughing and she seemed worried. I just don't like how everyone is laughing at her. I was about to say anything when Alex said,"𝙎𝙝𝙚 𝙞𝙨 𝙬𝙤𝙧𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙙 𝙖𝙗𝙤𝙪𝙩 𝙝𝙤𝙬 𝙨𝙝𝙚 𝙨𝙩𝙖𝙮 𝙖𝙣𝙙 𝙮𝙤𝙪 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙡𝙖𝙪𝙜𝙝𝙞𝙣𝙜 𝙖𝙩 𝙝𝙚𝙧. 𝙒𝙝𝙞𝙘𝙝 𝙩𝙮𝙥𝙚 𝙤𝙛 𝙛𝙧𝙞𝙚𝙣𝙙𝙨 𝙖𝙧𝙚 𝙖𝙡𝙡 𝙤𝙛 𝙮𝙤𝙪?" I just want to smash this bastard's head why he always jumps into the situation where I want to help her? I have a pair of extra trousers and a shirt in case of an emergency I wanted to give it to her.  But I am surprised by her action I thought she would got angry on Ella but she oppositely became worried about clothes.  She is still worried about her clothes when everyone is laughing at her and I am lost in my thoughts. That's why Alex noticed this and took a step for her It's great of him.

But I wanted to be the one who wanted to take the step for her. But she seemed to be in a good mood. Nah I would like to correct she was in a good mood now she is worried or says she is panicking. So she asked others except me,"𝘿𝙤𝙚𝙨 𝙖𝙣𝙮𝙤𝙣𝙚 𝙝𝙖𝙫𝙚 𝙚𝙭𝙩𝙧𝙖 𝙘𝙡𝙤𝙩𝙝𝙚𝙨 𝙤𝙧 𝙣𝙞𝙜𝙝𝙩𝙮?" and everyone shook their head in no. I wanted to say to her that yes I had clothes but I hated her in front of all of my friends. Before I could gather the courage and say something what Alex did rages me up completely.

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