Chapter 5: Worries and Wishes

Chapter 5: Worries and Wishes

November 15th, 1944

Dear Alistor,

Your letter arrived just as the days are growing colder here, and the first hints of winter are beginning to show. I can’t help but think of how cozy it must be where you are, wrapped up in your own little corner of the world. It makes me long for the day when we can all be together again, sharing these moments as a family.

I’m so grateful for your words of comfort and encouragement. They mean the world to me, especially on days when the weight of everything feels a bit too heavy. Knowing that you’re thinking of us and that you’re doing everything you can to return home gives me strength. But, I won’t lie—I’m also worried. The war is a constant shadow over my thoughts, and every day without you feels like a challenge.

I’m trying my best to stay positive, but there are moments when fear creeps in. I worry about you and the dangers you’re facing. The news is always filled with reports of battles and casualties, and it’s hard not to imagine the worst. I find myself clutching Atlas’s tiny clothes and blankets, trying to find comfort in the thought that soon, he’ll be here with me. But then, I think of you and the uncertainty of your situation, and it makes everything feel so fragile.

The nights are the hardest. I lie awake, my hand resting on my belly, feeling Atlas move, and I wish you were here to experience it with me. I imagine you by my side, whispering to our baby, telling him how much you love him and how excited you are to meet him. I hope that he can feel your presence, even though you’re so far away.

Sometimes, when the worry gets overwhelming, I find solace in the small things—like the warmth of a cup of tea or the sound of Mom humming a lullaby. They remind me that life goes on, even in the midst of uncertainty. I try to keep busy with preparations for the baby, organizing his room and planning for his arrival. It helps me feel like I’m doing something constructive, something that brings us closer to the day when we can be together again.

I’ve been thinking a lot about the future, about what it will be like when you come home. I dream of a world where the war is behind us, where we can create new memories as a family, and where Atlas can grow up surrounded by love and security. I know it’s a dream that will come true eventually, and holding onto that hope keeps me going.

I want you to be safe, Alistor. Please take every precaution and do everything you can to stay out of harm’s way. I can’t bear the thought of losing you, and I need you to come back to us, to be the father and husband that I know you want to be. Atlas and I are waiting for you, counting the days until we can be together as a family.

Please know that you are always in my thoughts, and every letter from you is a beacon of light in the darkness. I love you more than words can say, and I’m holding onto the promise of our future together. Stay strong, stay safe, and remember that you have a family who loves you more than anything.

With all my love and endless hope,

Brianne Adonis

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