UNFAITHFUL (TAEGI/TAEKOOK)
Begining
Kid 1
Can we do that one now? The one you showed us last week?
Yoongi looks at the little kid making the request. That song isn’t a part of his teaching routine.
Infact it is the one Yoongi was teaching himself to play for his husband someday. Maybe today. Knows that the kids won’t be able to play this song till another few years. Still starts playing it because he can’t bring himself to deny request of little ones.
He has been teaching piano at the community Rec centre for five years now but still can’t say no to the pleading eyes of these kids.
Maybe that is why the most time of his teaching lessons is actually spent playing these song requests from kids rather than any actual learning. He has always had a soft spot for kids. Or for anyone who is polite to him really.
Didn’t have a lot of those in his life before. Polite and kind people. Was used to pretentious smiles and backstabbing lies before.
Has been slowly learning and unlearning the old patterns and expectations. His husband has taught him to. Has actually taught him a lot of good things. Things which he thought people like him didn’t deserve. Slowly has been learning that he does.
Taehyung came into his life like a breath of fresh air. Not only because he effortlessly and genuinely loved Yoongi, but because for the first time ever Yoongi wasn’t treated as a trophy.
Taehyung treated him gently. He treated everyone around him in a kind manner- but for Yoongi it was something none of his previous partners had ever done.
Today he was teaching kids in the outdoor area. The Autumn breeze flowing through the trees made for a soothing environment to play for the kids.
The song kids want him to play is the one he had been practising to play for his husband today. It’s their song. Taehyung chose it for their first dance at their wedding last year and though they aren’t really going to be able to celebrate their anniversary today, Yoongi still wants to add a special touch to their evening by playing the song.
Today is the one year anniversary to their wedding. Also it’s been exactly two years to their first date today. People would probably call theirs a whirlwind romance- moved in within 6 months of knowing each other and marrying in the next six.
But it’s been the most organic and meant to be thing Yoongi has done. Knows that they are meant to last. Wasn’t always sure about things like these but Taehyung has made sure that Yoongi isn’t anxious about anything in their relationship.
It wasn’t an easy thing to do. As long as Yoongi remembers he has always been nervous. Anxious about anything and everything in his life. Insecurity and doubts used to be routine. Has always felt undeserving and especially after he met Taehyung.
Taehyung who could be with anyone else. Anyone who probably doesn’t have a million mental health issues like Yoongi.
Someone prettier. More confident like himself. But he chose Yoongi. Still chooses him everyday.
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