prologue

Yuri's POV

"No one can understand my father not even me or my mother. In one moment he is the best husband and father and in another moment he is the worst father and husband ever."

In my country the female especially the daughters are considered as the goddess but the words my father uses for me and my mother and her maternal family is too much to bear by my mother.

I am all grown up, a 14 year old girl. Who didn't have a sweet joyful childhood like other children but a horrible childhood a child could ever deserve or wish for." hic...hic "I was unlucky in everything friendship, siblings, parents but I am lucky in one thing that is having my soulmate. She is my cousin she is my mother's sister's daughter." Chuckle with tears

" I am my parents only daughter. I have mothers my mother's facial tone/colour but my attitude is just like my father. My anger is different from others well it's said that children get their parents'features but in this anger feature I have worse anger than my father but I somehow control it." Clench her fist

"The place where I live is like a cage. it feels suffocating to live here. If not for my mother I would have got my freedom way before .this freedom means freedom from life." Smile bitterly

"No one knows how it feels to see your mother being mentally tortured. while you being torture just because you favour your mother and speak for her right." Hit the vase near her which hit her hand hardly making it bleed "ahhhhhhh..." Shouts in pain this isn't the pain caused by the wound but the years of frustration and pain kept sealed in the heart of the teen girl

Seeing your mother getting torture mentally by your father is a different thing but being a teenage hearing your parents bickering and argument everyday. this is the reason I want commit suicide." Mummer slowly"mumma it hurts.. I don't know why I should get used to it but it still hurts just like before I don't know how to stop this pain. It is not physical but mental.....I hate papa aahhh..hahaaaahh." screaming her heart out with eyes closed

"Once I also thought my father is my superhero. My father loves me just like others I am also my father's princess but I am just a burden

"Would anyone believe at the age of 10 a child would think or try to commit suicide. A girl being harassed by a girl that was also by her aunt from the age when she was just 7 or 8 years old."

"You are so useless you have such a poor memory." "how careless you are how will you memorize your lessons when you forget so small things." these are the words I hear daily and I lost my confidence in everything

"You have such a dark skin tone. How will you get married. How will you find a groom for yourself. We will have to spend so much money in your marriage. So much money in your studies yet you are not so good and studies."

Is being born as a girl my fault?"

"Is being born with brown dark skin tone my fault?"

"Is it my mother's wife that her child is the same colour as her dark skin toned?"

"Is it my Mother's fault that I have brown skin tone like her?"

"Is it my fault my academic grades are so poor even though I try hard?"

Yuri was saying all these while someone was hearing it.

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Author: hope you like this part of 'Pretty for me

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