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...“I'm sorry for existing...”...

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... TW!! ⚠️ - Self-harm, Death ...

...“Lee Minho of Stray kids was found dead in the dorms on the 14th of September 2024. Some suspect it was suicide due to the amounts of hate he has been receiving over the past year. Our condolences to his family and Members...”...

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14th September, 2024,

Saturday, 11:40am

...It's really today, isn't it?......

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...“I'm sorry Hannie for never being a good person to you and being the reason you had to leave early... Please just rest easy knowing your murder won't be roaming around. Atleast for long”...

...Minho looked at his messy room, not even caring to arrange it, I mean, it's not like anyone would even want to step in there. ...

...He got out of his bed, feeling all his energy leaving him as he collapsed to the floor, a bottle of pills next to him. He smiled atleast tried to, before grabbing the bottle with a shaky hand, struggling to bring it closer to himself. He popped it open and with the last strength he had, took two pills, swallowing both of them before closing his eyes...

...11:41am........

...11:50am.......

...Minho smiled to himself before opening his eyes and sitting up, ignoring the pain he felt in his whole body, still keeping the sickening smile on his face as he got up, stumbling to his bathroom....

...He did not hesitate, opening a drawer and pulling out a razor that had dried blood on it. He held it tightly, ignoring that it was cutting his palm, before turning to the bathtub and turning on the water, not caring of the temperature....

...He got in after stripping, razor still in hand, not waiting for the water to fill. Silence enveloped the whole room, apart from the sound of the water. The smile Minho had was still there but this time, it was accompanied by tears. Were they tears of pain? Sadness? Anger? Or Happiness?...

...Minho certainly didn't know. He didn't even know who he had become at that point, let alone how he felt. But one thing that was a fact—...

...The truth— it was that Minho knew that whatever his body was doing, he deserved it. If anything, he deserved worse, but why not do that?...

...Simple. He was fucking scared. But that didn't stop him from what he was planning on doing. The razor that had opened up a serious wound on his palm, was now opening one on his arm. And another, followed by another, followed by many more, as the tears increased, his smile getting bigger and bigger. His arms were fully bloody by the time he finished— His thighs looking no different, together with his waist, but was he done?......

...Minho felt his eyes get blurry before his head started pounding. The razor that was once in his hand, was somewhere near the bloody, now overflowing water as Minho smiled once more—Probably the most genuine smile he had in months. His tears, now drying as he felt life seeping out of him...

...“I'm sorry for not keeping my promise Hannie...”...

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...“Hey Min— Fuck! Minho can you hear me?!”...

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...“P-please take care of t-the members and let t-them know t-that I lo...”...

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