My youth

I've grown up in the down town of Shibuya. I really like the train ways and all its infrastructure. As l go every day to school l go through some challenges like not eating when going to school and this is really not good because my rents can not afford to make me go to school and feed me also. So l meet this other friend of mine and l asked her how do you earn money, and she said l do hit the clubs and l started hitting the clubs.by this time my mom did not know, and my brother was at my grandma's house for a holiday he wrote his JCE exams and school fees is the only problem. And l do go to the clubs and every morning when coming back l do come with 200$ which made me to stop going to school and only focusing on money and sleeping with men in different rooms and my mom did not know.l did this because l wanted a luxury life and my father he left us six years ago he never come back, but its sky . The only thing in my mind it's money now.l hope that one day my mother does not find out okay my mother there's no find out it has been months, and I'm just a loser who never achieved anything in life I pity myself so much because we are just poor people and have nothing, so people tend to use us for their benefit. Last time l went to the bar l slept with a man, and he did not give me any penny, but I'm still a teenager I wonder why I'm in this type of working with bad people every day l struggle reaching out for help but no one ever helped me but no one never did l suffer in pain maybe that's why I'm a bit heartless and l don't consider people feelings but mine only huh. It's early in the morning what a great day let me get some fresh air walking down the streets l saw a lady, and then she said hie, and said you need to stop what your doing you're damaging you're Seif and health l said let go old lady l don't do, nothing dummy.l rushed back home in rush and my mom said what's that speed about please slow down l rushed and went to the bathroom took a quick bath and then go to my friend's house for charting by then she was staying alone so she could do whatever she wants since she didn't have her parents .so we could go at her place do whatever we want and have fun drink alcohol and she taught me all the bad stuff including everything and she was really pretty but poisonous l wonder why she came from a good family but had a bad character.my mother did not know that she was my best friend because everyone in the city know about her bad behavior and deeds she is doing .last Time l heard she killed somebody so telling my mom about her sucks you know l want me or my mom to have a good life with my brother only have one time and pass

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