The Delulu Love Of 2 Nations
In the golden plains of Punjab, India, life unfolded predictably for Arjun Malhotra. The village where he had spent all 21 years of his life was nestled in the heart of the fertile land that stretched far and wide. His home, a modest house with an open courtyard, was always filled with the sound of family—his father, Mahender, managing their small textile business, his mother, Sarita, endlessly busy with household chores, and his younger sister, Priya, immersed in her schoolwork. Though the life of an eldest son was often laden with expectations, Arjun felt the weight more keenly than most.
Arjun had always been the dutiful son. He helped his father at the shop, studied hard at college, and fulfilled his familial responsibilities without complaint. But inside, there was a restlessness, a longing that he couldn’t share with anyone. He had always known what was expected of him: to finish his studies, take over the family business, marry a girl from the village, and live the life his parents had planned for him. But that life wasn’t enough for him. His heart craved something more—something beyond the village, beyond the borders of Punjab.
Arjun had found his solace in poetry. It was a secret passion he had nurtured since his teenage years. His room was filled with notebooks, pages upon pages of verses scrawled in both Hindi and Urdu. Poetry was his escape, a way to articulate the emotions he could never speak aloud. He had always been drawn to the works of Rumi and Ghalib, whose words spoke to the depth of his longing, and he found himself constantly scribbling verses that expressed the emotions he could never otherwise share. But it wasn’t enough. The poetry that filled his notebooks felt like a one-sided conversation, his words echoing only in his mind.
It was on an online poetry forum, where poets from around the world gathered to share their work, that Arjun found a small respite from his daily life. There, under the username "Sahil," he could shed the burdens of his reality and exist purely in the world of words. The forum was his sanctuary—a place where he could connect with like-minded souls without the constraints of identity, caste, or nationality.
Across the border in Lahore, Pakistan, Zoya Qureshi lived a life that, on the surface, mirrored Arjun’s. She was a 19-year-old university student, the eldest daughter in a conservative middle-class family. But beneath the surface, her world was far different. Where Arjun’s future was being molded by his parents’ expectations, Zoya’s life was shaped by the strict cultural norms that governed her every move.
Zoya’s father, Faizan, was a stern, religious man who believed in maintaining the family’s honor at all costs. Her mother, Amina, adhered to these beliefs just as devoutly, and Zoya’s role in the household was clearly defined. She was to be modest, obedient, and, above all, prepare herself for marriage. Her parents had already begun discussing potential suitors, and though Zoya knew what was expected of her, the thought of marrying a man chosen by her parents filled her with quiet dread.
But Zoya, like Arjun, had her own private rebellion. Her rebellion was in the form of words, specifically the verses of Urdu poets who spoke of love, freedom, and defiance. Ghalib, Faiz Ahmed Faiz, and Parveen Shakir were her idols, their words weaving dreams of a life far removed from the one she was being groomed for. Zoya had always been a lover of literature, spending hours in her room reading and writing poetry. For her, poetry was not just an escape; it was an act of defiance, a way to carve out a small space of freedom in a life otherwise controlled by tradition and family duty.
It was on the same online poetry forum where Zoya, using the username “Noor,” found a community of people who understood her. Here, she could share her poetry and connect with others who also found solace in words. The forum became her escape, her sanctuary, where she could express her thoughts without fear of judgment.
One evening, after a particularly heated argument with his father about the future of their family business, Arjun logged into the forum, seeking comfort in the words of strangers. It was there that he first noticed a response to one of his poems—a short, evocative reply that resonated deeply with him. The user’s name was “Noor,” and her words seemed to mirror his own thoughts. Intrigued, Arjun replied, and so began a conversation that would change both of their lives.
Their exchanges were tentative at first, focused solely on poetry. They discussed their favorite poets, shared verses they had written, and slowly began to open up to one another. Their conversations were filled with the kind of vulnerability that only anonymity could offer, and they found in each other a kindred spirit.
Zoya, sitting in her room in Lahore, had responded to Arjun’s poem out of instinct. His words had struck a chord with her, expressing a longing she recognized all too well. When he responded, she felt a strange excitement—an eagerness to engage with someone who seemed to understand her, even from across the anonymity of the internet.
As weeks passed, their conversations deepened. They began sharing more personal details—still vague, but enough to give each other glimpses of their lives. Arjun told Zoya about his village in Punjab, about the fields of wheat that stretched out beyond his home, the way the sun dipped below the horizon each evening, painting the sky in shades of orange and pink. He spoke of the pressure he felt from his family, of the expectations that weighed heavily on him. Zoya, in turn, shared her life in Lahore. She described the narrow, bustling streets of the old city, the call to prayer that echoed through the air five times a day, and the family gatherings that always seemed to center around her future marriage. She confided in Arjun her fears about losing herself in a life dictated by others.
Through their conversations, they found a sense of connection that neither had ever experienced before. Their words were honest, unfiltered, and filled with the kind of emotion they couldn’t express in their real lives. They began to rely on each other, not just as fellow poets, but as confidants—two souls who understood the complexities of living in a world that expected them to conform, while their hearts yearned for freedom.
Yet, as much as they had shared with one another, there was one topic they avoided: their nationalities. It wasn’t that they didn’t know the potential complications that could arise from living on opposite sides of one of the most contentious borders in the world. Rather, they were both too afraid to confront it. Their connection felt too fragile, too precious to be burdened by the weight of history and politics.
But as their feelings for one another grew, the unspoken question of who they truly were and where they came from began to loom over their conversations.
One evening, as they exchanged messages, Zoya felt the need to take the conversation to a more personal level. She had been thinking about Arjun a lot lately—wondering what his voice sounded like, what his face looked like, what it would be like to meet him in person. And so, with a tentative heart, she sent him a message that would push their relationship to the next level.
“Do you ever wonder if we might meet one day?” she asked, her fingers trembling as she typed.
Arjun, sitting in his room in Punjab, stared at the message for a long time. He had thought about meeting Zoya countless times. In his mind, he had imagined walking through the streets of Lahore, holding her hand, talking about poetry and life. But the reality of their situation always brought him back to earth. They lived in different countries, countries that had been at odds for as long as either of them could remember. The idea of meeting seemed like a dream—beautiful, but impossible.
Still, he couldn’t deny the pull he felt toward her. He wanted to meet her, to know if the connection they shared through words could exist in the real world.
“I think about it all the time,” he finally replied. “But how could it ever happen?”
Zoya stared at the message, her heart sinking. She had no answer. The border between their countries felt like an insurmountable barrier—one that neither of them had the power to cross. And yet, the thought of giving up on the possibility of meeting Arjun felt like giving up on a part of herself.
“I don’t know,” she replied honestly. “But I can’t stop thinking about it.”
Neither could Arjun. In the days that followed, their conversations became more introspective, more filled with longing. They continued to talk about poetry and life, but there was now an underlying tension—a desire that neither of them could fully express. They both knew that their connection was growing deeper, that what had begun as an exchange of verses was turning into something far more profound. But they also knew that the reality of their situation made it almost impossible to act on those feelings.
And so, they continued to talk, to share their lives and their dreams, all while carefully avoiding the question that hovered over their relationship: What would happen if they ever revealed their true identities?
But as much as they tried to avoid it, the question of nationality eventually made its way into their conversation. One evening, Zoya asked Arjun a question she had been afraid to ask for weeks.
“Where are you from?” she typed, her heart pounding in her chest as she waited for his reply.
Arjun stared at the message, his mind racing. He had known this moment would come eventually, but he hadn’t been prepared
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