Kai's throat tightened, the weight of panic pressing down on him like a vice. His chest rose and fell in rapid, uneven breaths as fear gripped him, squeezing the air from his lungs. The countless hours he'd spent scouring the internet, desperately searching for advice, now seemed like a cruel joke. All the knowledge he'd thought he'd mastered vanished in the face of the terrifying reality before him, leaving his mind blank and his body paralyzed with fear.
His hands trembled violently as they moved toward the waistband of his underwear, the fabric feeling heavy in his grasp. Slowly, as if the world had slowed to a crawl, he peeled the cloth away, revealing the last remnants of his modesty. Now completely exposed under Lucian’s unforgiving gaze, Kai’s heart pounded in his chest, each beat a deafening echo in the silent room. He hesitated, his fingers hovering uncertainly as he tried to obey the command that had shattered his composure. Standing awkwardly, he attempted to follow Lucian's order, his cold, shaking fingers moving clumsily. His back arched slightly as he tried to make the task easier, but his movements were uncoordinated, hesitant, and filled with an overwhelming sense of dread.
Lucian’s gaze remained fixed on him, his expression inscrutable, yet carrying an intensity that made Kai’s skin prickle with fear. His breath caught in his throat as he struggled to comply with the humiliating order, but his body wouldn’t cooperate. His muscles were too tense, his entrance too tight, and despite his attempts to prepare himself, he found himself utterly unprepared for this moment. He barely managed to slip the tip of one finger inside before the pain and fear became too much to bear.
“Move to the bed,” Lucian’s voice cut through the oppressive silence, cold and commanding. Another wave of dread crashed over Kai, threatening to drag him under. Slowly, he withdrew his hand, his fingers slick with the little lubrication he had managed to apply. With legs that felt like lead, he walked toward the bed behind the sofa, each step a struggle against the weight of his fear. Climbing onto the mattress, he lay down, his heart hammering in his chest as he tried to steady his breath, bracing himself for whatever Lucian had planned next.
Lucian followed him, his pace unhurried, his expression a mask of calm detachment. But his eyes—dark, intense, and hungry—seemed to drink in the sight of Kai’s trembling, vulnerable form. The sight of Kai’s fear, the way his body quivered in anticipation, only fueled Lucian’s desire to strip away every last vestige of his resistance. He wanted to see Kai broken, his defenses shattered, until all that remained was raw, unfiltered sensation.
Without a word, Lucian reached for two bottles of lubricant from the nightstand, his movements precise and controlled. He positioned himself between Kai’s legs, his hands steady as he uncapped one of the bottles. The sweet, artificial scent of strawberries filled the air, a bizarre contrast to the tension that crackled between them like a live wire. Lucian’s fingers, cool and slick, brushed against Kai’s thigh, sending a jolt of electricity through his already frayed nerves.
“Breathe,” Lucian commanded, his voice low and firm, an anchor in the turbulent sea of Kai’s panic. He began to slowly, methodically work a lubricated finger into Kai’s entrance, the slick digit meeting resistance as Kai’s body instinctively tightened against the intrusion. But Lucian was patient, his touch firm yet careful as he coaxed Kai’s tense muscles to relax.
Kai’s breath came in short, shallow gasps, his chest heaving with each desperate inhale. His mind was a whirl of fear and uncertainty, each thought fragmented and incomplete. But then, as if sensing his distress, Lucian’s lips found the sensitive skin of his neck, pressing soft, lingering kisses there. The unexpected tenderness sent a shiver down Kai’s spine, momentarily distracting him from the discomfort and fear that gripped him.
Lucian’s free hand moved to Kai’s half-erect member, stroking it with a practiced ease that sent a confusing mix of sensations flooding through Kai’s body. The dual sensations—Lucian’s finger inside him, the steady rhythm of his hand—overwhelmed Kai, his mind struggling to reconcile the pleasure with the fear. Lucian’s lips trailed up to his earlobe, nibbling gently, and Kai’s breath hitched once more, his body betraying him as a reluctant gasp of pleasure escaped his lips.
In that moment, Kai was torn between the fear that had taken root deep within him and the unfamiliar pleasure that Lucian’s touch ignited. Every part of him wanted to resist, to fight back, but his body seemed to have a mind of its own, responding to Lucian’s expert ministrations despite the dread that still churned in his gut. And as he lay there, trembling and exposed, Kai realized that Lucian’s control over him was not just physical, but something far deeper, something that terrified him even more.
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