Destined For You! [Taekook] ~ CHAPTER 5 ~

Jungkook's Pov :

He promised that he'll come to meet me,, but he never did... after that day he stopped picking up my calls... the last time he came to meet me, he kissed me forcefully and even tried to force me to be physical... but I clearly denied him and after that day he stopped coming to meet me... he live in another city but it's not much far from here... still he couldn't come now... but in past he always used to come whenever I'll call him...

Whenever I'll call him, he always tells me about the new girl in his neighborhood, and praises her that she's beautiful and good at things... he also told me that she asked for his number... but when I get mad at him that why's he praising her and telling me about it... he always said that he's just teasing me and he denied her for his number... But why do I feel like he lied to me... I'm really feeling uneasy these days... I understand he couldn't pick my call but at least reply my texts... at least reply a one word answer to me so that I'll be at ease...

He changed so much, I think he don't love me anymore... he don't want me anymore...

Today I'll surely ask for answers from him... I can't tolerate his this behavior anymore, it's suffocating me... I want answers... why's he ignoring me...

I picked up my phone and dialed his number..., but he didn't pick up my call for the first time but he did pick up for the second time...

Jeon Jungkook [Past]

📱 What's wrong with you Kang???

Song Kang [Jungkook's Ex]

📱Why are you calling me again and again Jungkook??

Jeon Jungkook [Past]

📱Of course because I want to talk to you!!

Song Kang [Jungkook's Ex]

📱But I'm busy! I'm in office Jungkook!!

Jeon Jungkook [Past]

📱Okay then I won't disturb you anymore, just listen to my one thing...

Song Kang [Jungkook's Ex]

📱What is it?

Jeon Jungkook [Past]

📱 I'm giving you the time till the night, you come back from office at 8pm... then you'll have dinner till 9pm... I'll text you at 9:30... remember to answer me... and if you didn't come... I'll take it as a sign that you don't want me anymore... I'll break up with you!

Song Kang [Jungkook's Ex]

📱Okay I'll come!

Jeon Jungkook [Past]

📱Hmm okay, bye... take care!

Song Kang [Jungkook's Ex]

📱Yeah bye...

I waited for him at the night... soon it was 10pm... but he didn't came... my anger raised in me... I clearly told him that I'll break up if he didn't came was j not audible to him? But he did said that he'll come... but I'm aaiyo for him from last 30 minutes... where's he...

I took my phone and started spamming his inbox... I said all the things I wanted to say to him that how much I hate him for what he did to me... how much he hurted me... if he came today even for five minutes I won't bother him again but he didn't... even for a minute...

Tears started to fall from my eyes... it hurted like hell... I felt like my heart was bleeding and someone was stabbing it...

Atlast I typed that I'm breaking up with him, but my hands were trembling... my heart couldn't bare to send that text... I closed my eyes taking deep breath as my eyes poured rivers silently because if I make any sound my parents will get to know... And they're not a type to support me with this...

I send that text and throw away the phone as my phone's screen cracked... I hide my face in the pillow and cried and cried for hours... my eyes became puffy... he did replied but he was every late... and all he said was "sorry"

What did he meant by sorry? Is it that sorry he couldn't stay with me anymore? then go to hell! I don't care I was the one who broke up with him not him!!

These were the things I told myself to comfort... but I knew that wasn't true... my heart was hurting...

And like that six months passed...

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After that I felt so hurt... but still my heart was still the same... my smile became bright but only I knew the grievance I hid behind that smile... I became distant from people and kept myself locked in my room... I stopped going to school because students used to bully me... I hate going to school... students there aren't good at all, they all are so mean... I hate them all... and because of that my grades became worse... slowly I lost interest in everything and got addicted to my phone and social media... because that was the only thing which helped me in distracting myself from my instructive thoughts...

And then a girl came in my life... she was innocent, beautiful and very extrovert... she loved talking and meeting everyone but there was me... who just sits in a corner trying to avoid people... she started talking to me... I started liking her and she liked me back... after sometimes being friends I proposed to her and she accepted too... I was very happy that time... I forgot all the bad things that happened to me in the past... but...

There was again a minus point... she had a cousin, who liked and she has been in a relationship with him but as he left the country so they broke up... but now he came back... She became distant from me... and I hated that...

Why the same thing repeating to me??? don't I deserve to be loved even once?? am I only an option for people???

And One day...

Jeon Jungkook [Past]

*hold her hand* Sana! I want to talk to you!!

Jeon Jungkook [Past]

What's wrong with you huh?? You always stick to your cousin? Am I not important for you anymore?

Jeon Jungkook [Past]

From the day your cousin came back, you started ignoring me!!

Sana [Jungkook's Ex]

Oh please Jungkook!!

Sana [Jungkook's Ex]

Stop with your act okay!

Sana [Jungkook's Ex]

You're the one who acts odd with me!

Sana [Jungkook's Ex]

My sister always says to me that your boyfriend acts so cold to you and rude!

Sana [Jungkook's Ex]

And when I ask you to stop acting cold, you start acting childish and embarrassed me in front of everyone!!!

Sana [Jungkook's Ex]

Can't you act like a normal person?!

Jeon Jungkook [Past]

I don't act like a normal person?!

Sana [Jungkook's Ex]

No you don't!! You just embarrass me all the time!

Sana [Jungkook's Ex]

You know what?? I want to break up!

Jeon Jungkook [Past]

*smile lightly*

Jeon Jungkook [Past]

So you want to break up with me? because I act childish and cold and embarrass you in front of everyone right??

Sana [Jungkook's Ex]

Yes! So just leave me alone and don't try to talk to me again!!

Jeon Jungkook [Past]

We can't even be friends?

Sana [Jungkook's Ex]

No!!!!!

Sana [Jungkook's Ex]

Goodbye!!

And saying that she went away from there, and I stood there like a broken doll... I once again wiped my tears which were about to fall and I again told my heart that I don't deserve to be loved...

so yeah...that was my past..

I hate the past me, how I trusted people so blindly and give them chances to break my heart like it's nothing...

I hate that even after getting my heart broken so many times, I still trusted people and searched for love...

But now I accepted the fact that I don't deserve to be loved by anyone... I'm just a burden on this earth... no one loves me... no one cares for me... I hate myself for existing in this cruel world... where I don't have any existence in people's eyes... I'm nothing more than an unwanted thing in their life... which they throw away when their work is done with it...

End of Jungkook's POV

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Jinie's Pink FlipFlops

what to say it was just like how yiu describe pathetic self searching for true love. isn't it, very funny author that we are the clowns of our own life

2024-10-23

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aren't we y'all the same in this case guys. very naive and trust everyone blindly and give our heart to get broken

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nickki

whenever i read your work i never feel like I am reading chat story i feel like I am reading some high class movie script

2024-10-19

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