Chapter 0.1; Introduction , authors prologue

Hello Everyone I really hope you have red the WARNINGS in the description before reading this and pls remember that the whole story is FICTIONAL.so anyway this is the introduction of the main character.

NAME: Azazel

AGE: 14y/o, in the start of the book

BIRTHDAY: November 2, XXXX

GENDER: Male

NATIONALITY: Unknown

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CHAPTER 1.0

07/18/xx, Today's just a simple day to start my life.I'm currently starting my freshman years in this new school, though I've only been here for a few days, I've already made a couple of friends.I must admit I'm pretty good at socializing and get new friends in minutes but aside that I never really found any true friends, they only befriend me for rather money,fame or to get high grades.I don't really mind though it's not like I won't do the same in their place.Humans are pretty greedy don't you think? Since as a child I was a genius, I'm not really sure what to think about it. I kinda regret showing my brains as a kid since before I have known my parents quickly treated me differently once they found out about it,they became more stricter ,they never gave me any free time and just told me to "keep burning the midnight oil" im not really sure what that's supposed to mean, since what am I supposed to do "reach my dreams without really having one?"to be honest I really think they do want me to that.Since they were never really content with me and my achievements especially when I get a single mistake done they would "punish me"I guess that's normal human behavior I guess...I mean I know they want me to pass everything with flying colors but, don't you think this is too much? I've already been the "perfect child" you wanted but what about me?my feelings,my freedom... I'm not just a puppet I have feelings to...but do I really? I'm not sure anymore, since the first time I opened my eyes and consciousness, behind all this praise I never really felt love nor hate, sadness and many more. The only thing I feel is numbness...the feeling where you like there's something missing..the feeling of having an endless void deep inside of my heart, though I..until now I still don't know what it is ... because I mean I have everything brains, money, friends and a family.So I guess I'll find out what it really is... since I'm so used to using a facade that I really forgot what my real purpose to live is, is it for my parents? I'm not sure, maybe that's just a topic for future me to solve. If I would have been alive before that or if I really deserve a future anyway...

LOVE; AZAZEL XXXX

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