LOVE I THOUGHT I WANTED

LOVE I THOUGHT I WANTED

Authors Note

...Protecting Your self-worth, is better than destroying yourself for someone else's pure entertainment...

...My mom told me that when she was younger she would read books to escape reality. She said: those books would open her imagination to multiple opinions and questions, she could create her false reality and make the world she lived in a bliss… This is my story and it opened me into a world of love. ...

...Love can be many things like harmony and attraction, it can also be manipulated and destructive if used by the wrong person. I say “used” as in, projected to someone with no real affection. It is better said as fake love. I like to say I hate love, but I dont. I hate the people that say they love then either leave you abandoned, or torture you to the point you beg God not to wake you up the next morning so you dont have to feel the way they made you feel again....

...Love is a feeling, not an action. You can say you love someone in hundreds of tones and hundreds of languages, but yet its just a four letter word. You could cheat on someone and chase after them trying to convince them you still love them and that it was all because you were bored, you can tell them it meant nothing and theyre still the only one in your heart. Everyone knows thats not true....

...Loyalty is different. you could hate someone, call them a bitch even. But the second you get hurt or are in danger they are the first one you call. The first one to be there. And the last one to leave....

...You want both. You want someone to say they love you so much that you are shown loyalty. that is more rare that Halley’s Comet. Now in days everyone is busy either finding someone to entertain them or someone to use till they are no longer useful. ...

...“The course of true love never did run smoothly,” said Shakespeare in his famous play, The Midsummer Night's Dream. I never did read the whole script when assigned the task too in 7th-grade literature class. I do remember that quote, that one quote would describe the whole book in nine words. ...

...I’m not gonna spoil much, but i will warn you. If you ever get in a relationship and feel like you’ve been through hell and back with a person and are still happy together. Don’t get your hopes up, the second that person realizes that you have healed them, they will leave you and forget all off it....

...Teenage love is a myth. all it is is a bunch off minors filling your head with false promises. for example, i’ll never leave you. they will leave you and they will blame it all on you and make it seem like it’s all your fault because they are too proud to admit they are the ones that walked away. or maybe it was all your fault and you pushed away someone you loved the most....

...You will understand in the sequel....

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