Chapter 4.8
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Day 12: Sensory Deprivation
He introduced sensory deprivation.
He blindfolded her and plugged her ears. leaving her in total silence and darkness for what felt like an eternity.
Adelia
"an...any...anyone...here?...."
Adelia
"please...someone..."
Time lost all meaning as she was trapped in her own mind. unable to see. hear. or feel anything
But the ache of her body and the sharp. piercing hunger in her belly.
I had nothing in the past
For all I had was parents arguing everyday...
for me being the only...black sheep
I wanted to be something but my dreams were just...
when we were kids...we dreamed about everything...
Are just humans...just like me...
They make mistakes too...they are not saints but...
And they expect many things from you...
They never would have loved...
If I weren't from their blood...
If I wasn't their child...
I am tied in this relationship which is hanging like a string...
It is absurd for me to ask for love...without any conditions...
How people preach about love...
As if it is such a complex thing...
Though in reality they don't think about it that...deeply...
It would burst their bubble if they started thinking about it...
It is better to call it something so very simple...
That even toddlers can comprehend it...as if like it's water
For all it has to give you...
it's better to just have some peace...
unknown
"Wow I really do think a lot before doing the deed huh?..."
unknown
"I wonder if my parents will cry for me..."
unknown
"for the very reason that I am their blood..."
unknown
"or for the reason that I am their daughter..."
unknown
"For all,that love is just a mere responsibility that comes from parenthood or a chemical reaction or...an unbroken law..."
The girl was standing in the train track
Patiently and diligently waiting...
as for her death is the only ending
She wanted to be hugged warmly by death and wanted to feel the freedom...she waited for so long...
she could see the lights blinding her eyes
Scared but still very excited for it to come
As she was about to rush to jump in the track again
before she can even speak
Some unknown guy hugged her...
before she could even react she started crying...
releasing all the emotions she thought she surpassed
They understood each other
They started seeing each other
I slowly started dating him
We talked and talked for hours about something dumb...
He kissed me and told me about how much he loved
It felt like everything was perfect
And that's it happy ending right?
It isn't some type of fairy tale
The reality is just purely bitter for all of us
Problems are everywhere and there is no time to be a saint in this cruel world where I am also a part of
I never really wanted me to have a child...
Saying he will never "leave" me
everything was going away
We started to give each other silent treatment
None of us cheated or fell out of love...
But no we were slowly falling out of love...
We knew our pros too well...
Making us disgusted with each other
And it started biting both of us
Leading us to one argument to another
And then finally that day...
You started crying and begged me to forget you and move on
Saying you love someone else and not me...anymore...
Of course that day when I had to go through labour
You just left me running like a coward impatient for their new lover
My life is nothing but misery
All of Adelia's memories were now scattered
And she only wanted to see her husband one last time but...
When he finally removed the blindfold and earplugs.
she looked at him before-
the sudden onslaught of light and sound was overwhelming, disorienting her to the point of nausea
She vomited bile. her body was too weak to expel anything more.
He watched her with a cold. satisfied expression. as if she were nothing more than a broken toy.
He patted her back as he said that
she flinched but she couldn't do anything
Then he suddenly pulled her hair and made her look up to him
Her eyes covered in no fear...but terror
Then he opened his mouth while caressing her face
Arus
"Now then, you have been so quiet"
Arus
"so much peaceful ain't it? :)"
Arus
"And for that I will reward you^-^"
He said as he brought the food next to him
But it didn't look edible at least in front of Adelia
She was just scared and didn't want to deny anything he says
Nothing was there that Adelia could so she ate
She finished the first spoon
And Arus waited patiently for her
Arus
"where is my thank you :(?"
She stuttered but still managed to say it out
Adelia
"t..t..t..t...tha...tha..than...thank...you..."
Adelia waited for nothing bad to happen
But her luck was dog shit
Arus
"but you aren't smiling"
Arus said without a smile
He grabbed her hair more tightly and then
Arus
"you have to be obedient:)"
before she pleads all he gave her was continuously slaps
All she could do was scream
Which made her condition even worse
Adelia without wasting any moment
Adelia
"thank you so much for the food"
Arus
"you are so close to freedom"
author
I am gonna be busy so pls bear with me but gonna update a bunch of tmr
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•~𝓞𝓬𝓮𝓪𝓷°𝓑𝓻𝓮𝓮𝔃𝓮~•
authy come on now!!!?😫😒
It's like you're dead!!!🥲🥲🥲🥲🥲
Atleast tell me if you are gonna drop it 😑
2025-02-20
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•~𝓞𝓬𝓮𝓪𝓷°𝓑𝓻𝓮𝓮𝔃𝓮~•
It's been so long 🥲🥲
2024-12-27
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•~𝓞𝓬𝓮𝓪𝓷°𝓑𝓻𝓮𝓮𝔃𝓮~•
pls update authy 😗🙃🥴🥲
2024-12-27
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