chapter 4

Ugnh....

I open my eye's slowly.

"*Gasp* W-where am I?"

Where the hell am I?

I woke up in a Greenery Land, I slowly get up while I touched my forehead because of headache, i look around.

"Why does it look familiar?"

I was astonished, I don't know why it looks familiar, it feels like i've been here before.

My heart is racing so fast, I'm shaking, I swallowed my own saliva as I look and look more to my surroundings.

"W-where am I?"

I started to get sweat, I don't know why, i'm happy seeing this yet it's painful to see it. I can't even speak normally. Is this a dream?

"If this was a dream, what the hell is this...!?"

I don't know, i don't know, i don't know, I. DON'T. KNOW!

I look around more and more desperately looking everywhere as i move my head and body. There's nothing, nothing at all.

Then suddenly i see a big object. It's far but i know its a mansion,

"A..aahh..!.."

I don't know but I run towards it, I rushed towards the mansion. I hurriedly open the gate. I don't know why i'm doing this, It's just that my body started to move on its own and my heart is beating so fast that it's hurt.

I open the big door and go inside.

"There's nothing here... What am i doing?" I said as i felt being familiar of the place yet confused and scared of something..." What the hell am i doing?"

I panted after that, i just realized it after i go here and it's weird that i get easily exhousted in that run. But I notice that my body is somewhat small.

I realize and somehow know the outline of the mansion and started to look on a mirror.

I just don't know why.

"W-what!?"

I was shocked to what I'd see. A small frail boy, wearing a dark blue short, cute white short sleeve, and a black vest, with a red ribbon in my upper body.

Yeah i was shocked at my appearance, but what i shocked the most is that my face..

"I-its blurry...."

I can't see my face I touched it but i can't see what my face look like. Then suddenly.

" Fufufu, what are you doing ****??"

I look at my back.

A blonde twin tail hair with a red ribbon pin, white with frilly design gown, she looks like at the same age as me(in kid body)

"Hey, what?" She tilted her head, her twin

tail hair followed the force that was use when she tilted her head" hmm? What are you thinking, I'm cute? Huh ****? Heehee."

She hit her head with her small hand" I'm already know that i'm cute. In the first place anyway"

She pumped her chest like she is proud that she is cute.

This person is familiar, my heart started to race more and more . I.. i can't this figure even if her face is blurry. I know it. She's important to me, she is irreplacable.. no one can replace her.. i just KNOW it! It hurts.. no it hurts...!..

"I... A....ahh..."

"?"

I don't know, i'm so confused. It looks like she know me, like we are so closed to each other and i know she is smiling at me.

I didn't realized that while shaking and that my knees started to get weak, i did not notice that tears started to flow in my eye's.

"He-hey! Why are you crying!?"" She said while in panic "i-im sorry! A-ah i- iknow!"

She's making a nonsense talk just to stop me crying, but i don't know why i can't stop crying, my heart is so painful that to the point i touched my chest, then my body forcibly move towards her and i raise my left hand.

I manage to touch her left small shoulder.

"H-hey.." the girl seems worried at me as she touch my left hand " are you okay?"

Her face is blurry i don't know what expression she's expressing at me but i know she's worried.

"C- come on" she lowered my left hand and held it with both of her small arms "everyone is waiting so lets go!"

She suddenly let go my hand, I came back to my senses and then look at her quickly. She's getting far.. so far that it feels like it's getting hard to reach her.

I run and run trying to reach her.

"W- wait! Stop! " My tears in my eyes is not stopping i clumsily running at her, to reach her. I want to hug her tightly and never let her go. I don't know why but this is what i feel, and i feel like if i let her go i won't be able to see her, Anymore." STOP PLEASE! DON'T LET GO OF ME PLEASE!"

The girl stop at the moment and look at me, this time even if it's blurry i can see her bright smile looking at me and slightly raise her hand like she wants me to hold her hand.

I will hold her hand, held it, embrace it, hug her, and never let her go.

I don't know her yet i know, we know each other.

She knows my name, the me. But i dont know her, i don't remember her.

But still, if this is a dream.

Even if this is a dream, i will do it. I will hug her and never let her go. Even if this is a dream, i don't care. As long as i can be with her. I don't care.

So please

"DON'T LET GO OF ME!"

I DID IT!

I was hugging her, I am not looking at her but i know i am hugging her.. embracing her tightly while crying. I don't want her to disappeared.

"Please... Don't disappear.....hic..."

Then a warm hand patting my head. It's gentle that it made me calm.

"There, there." "Everything is alright, im right here beside you, following you, watching you."

I want to open my eyes but i can't open my eye's, a while later i stop crying. That's when i can now open my eye's and saw a figure who i was hugging.

Her face, she's the one who gave me another life the First Goddess I've met, gold dust hair, beautiful blue eyes like the pure ocean, her beautiful figure.

Even though her hair change i know and i can tell that she is the Goddess i've met when i am into some kind of trial.

"Goddess...." I look at her with a slightly red eyes, I am still confused why is she here where is the girl before. And also I'm hugging her and even though i already know it. Im still hugging her, I.... Don't care... "Why are you here?" I stopped for a while and continue to talk "where is the girl before...where is she.. " i lay down my head and continue to hug the Goddess "she disappeared... I want to be together with her..."

"I know..." Said by the goddess "you will be together with her... Soon..."

She said i will be together with the girl soon i thought she is done but she whispered something and i didn't catch it because i am hugging her and not looking at her then i slowly close my eyes again

"...so please...wait for me noel...no, leon" Said by the Goddess whilr dmiling and keep patting leon's head " wait for me.... We will be together again.... "

The Goddess then kissed leon in the forehead and hug him tightly.

" You exhousted your mana you know?" The Goddess gave a kind smile "here, a little bit will help" she put her index finger into leon's forehead and her index started to glow and disappeared after a few second.

*****

Gasp!

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"I don't think that was just a dream..."

It's a dream but not just ordinary dreams..

Also why did Goddess lucielle was there and letting me hug her?

It's like she knows me before... No that's just my thoughts, don't overthink about it.

It seems that i lost my consciousness after i use my teleportation.

I look at my status and see that teleportation cost a lot of mana

" 100 huh .. " i look at the teleportation of how much mana it can consume, then suddenly i notice a surprising growth at my mana

When i started to arrive here just yesterday

My mana is 350 but now..

"....1,000...?.."

I am so astonished... What the hell?

It surprised me to the point that my mouth open with surprised. Anyway.. i don't know what happen but my teleportation is still lvl 0 but my mana is now 1,000, so i can used teleportation ..... 10 times... But i can't just using it i have other abilities too, so i should maintain it. I go upstair and continue to make a table bed in the room. While doing it so, a sudden came to my mind.

"...should i make a little monument for Goddess?"

I shook my head off and continue what i'm doing. But i will make a monument of her.

Then i heared a loud bang of the door that forcefuly open.

"I....h...help...me...."

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