The next day, I woke up early, feeling both excited and nervous. I had spent the night tossing and turning, imagining all the ways my conversation with Rachel could go.
As I got ready for school, my mind was filled with thoughts of her. I couldn’t believe I was actually going to do this. I was going to ask Rachel to the dance.
I took extra care with my appearance, making sure I looked my best. I brushed my hair, put on a nice shirt, and even applied a bit of cologne.
I wanted to present myself in the best light possible, to show Rachel that I was worthy of her attention.
As I walked to school, I couldn’t help but feel a little bit like I was preparing for a date. I kept going over what I was going to say in my head, trying to map out the conversation in advance.
I felt like a fool for caring so much, for letting another person have so much power over my emotions. But I couldn’t help it.
By the time I arrived at school, my heart was already racing. I was early, which meant I had a little bit of time to prepare myself before class started.
I took a few deep breaths, trying to steady my nerves. I could do this. I just had to stay calm and confident.
As I walked down the hallway to my locker, I saw Rachel's locker a few feet away. She wasn't there yet, thankfully.
I needed a few more minutes to gather my thoughts before I approached her.
I paused in front of my locker, pretending to look for something inside. I knew that I was stalling, but I couldn’t help it.
My heart was pounding in my chest, and my palms were sweating. I felt like a mess, but I had to pull myself together.
I took a deep breath and closed my locker, steeling myself for the conversation that was coming. As I turned, I saw Rachel coming down the hall towards me.
She had a scowl on her face, her eyes looking around with weary distrust. She was the most beautiful person I had ever seen.
I froze for a moment, watching her approach. My heart was pounding harder than ever, threatening to jump out of my chest.
I was suddenly struck by how stupid this whole thing was. What was I thinking, asking Rachel to the dance? She was so far out of my league, it was laughable.
But it was too late to back out now. She had seen me staring at her, and she was walking right towards me. I tried to act casual, leaning against my locker with as much nonchalance as I could muster.
"Hey," she said, her voice cool and detached. Her eyes met mine, and I felt myself melting inside.
But I forced myself to remain nonchalant, not wanting to reveal how affected I was by her presence.
"Hey," I said back, trying to keep my voice steady. "You look nice today."
Rachel raised an eyebrow, looking at me skeptically. "Is that supposed to be a line or something?" she asked, her tone still cool.
I felt my cheeks heat up a little at her response, but I tried to play it off. "No, I just... I think you look cute today," I said, feeling like an idiot.
"Yeah, right," Rachel said, rolling her eyes. "You don't have to lay it on thick, you know. I'm not some delicate flower that needs constant affirmations."
I cursed myself internally. I had been hoping that Rachel would soften up a little bit when I gave her a compliment, but it seemed to have the opposite effect. Now she was even more guarded and skeptical than before.
I took a deep breath, feeling my heart thumping in my chest. I had practiced this conversation a hundred times in my head, but now that the moment was here, I felt like I was going to throw up.
"Hey," I said, my voice a little shaky. "Can I ask you something?"
A few curious students had noticed our conversation and had discreetly started gathering around us, trying to listen in on what was happening. Before I knew it, a small crowd had formed, watching Rachel and I intently.
I could see a few of my classmates giving me sympathetic looks, while others seemed to find the whole spectacle entertaining. I felt my cheeks heat up at all the attention, and I could see Rachel looking annoyed at the sudden audience.
But I couldn’t back out now. I had to ask her. I took a deep breath and tried to ignore the crowd, focusing solely on Rachel.
My heart was racing as I tried to ignore the crowd that had gathered around us. I forced myself to focus on Rachel, who was looking at me with a mixture of annoyance and curiosity.
"Rachel," I said, my voice a little louder to be heard over the murmuring of the crowd. "I was wondering... would you do me the honor of going to the dance with me?"
There was a moment of silence as the crowd reacted to my question. I heard a few whispers and giggles, a few shocked gasps and even a few excited "awws". I kept my eyes fixed on Rachel, trying to gauge her reaction.
Rachel’s eyes widened in surprise at my question, but her expression quickly turned to disbelief. She looked at me like I was an idiot, her mouth twisting in disdain.
"Are you serious right now?" she said, her voice dripping with mockery. "You think I would go to the dance with you?"
The crowd gasped at her harshness, but I could see a few chuckles and nods of agreement from some of the people around us. It was clear that I was the laughing stock of the school, and Rachel was driving the point home.
"I mean," Rachel continued, her voice dripping with mockery. "You’re cute and all, but I’m not interested in slumming it with you."
The crowd snickered and whispered, clearly enjoying the spectacle. I felt my face flush with humiliation and anger.
Rachel wasn’t just rejecting me, she was publicly humiliating me in front of the entire school. It was a total power play, and I had walked right into it.
The crowd’s amusement was growing, their whispers and giggles getting louder. I could see the looks of pity and scorn on some of their faces, and I felt like I wanted the ground to swallow me whole.
Rachel’s lips curled into a cruel smile as she looked at me, clearly enjoying the power she had over me in this moment.
"Come on, really?" she said, her voice dripping with scorn. "You thought you could actually land me? Do you really think you’re even in my league?"
The crowd around us burst into laughter and jeering. A few people were even recording the interaction on their phones, no doubt to upload it online and further humiliate me.
Rachel’s face was a picture of smug satisfaction as she looked at me, clearly relishing in my humiliation. "You really thought you had a shot with me?" she said, her voice mocking and condescending. "That’s almost adorable."
As Rachel continued her mockery, I felt a wave of shame and humiliation wash over me. My face fell, my eyes going cold as I realized the full extent of my foolishness.
I had let myself be humiliated in front of the entire school, and Rachel was clearly relishing in it.
The crowd around us had grown even bigger now, their whispering and giggling reaching a fever pitch. It was like they were all there to witness my downfall, to see me crash and burn in the most public and embarrassing way possible.
I clenched my jaw, trying to keep my anger and humiliation in check. My voice was cold and sharp as I spoke.
"Yeah, yeah, I get it," I said, my eyes meeting Rachel’s. "I guess I was pretty stupid to think you’d say yes, huh?"
Rachel looked taken aback for a moment, clearly not expecting my sharp tone. But her expression quickly returned to its previous smugness.
"Yeah, you really were," she said, her voice dripping with mockery. "I mean, what did you think was going to happen, that I’d take one look at you and fall madly in love or something?"
The crowd around us laughed and jeered, clearly enjoying the spectacle. I could feel their eyes on me, judging and mocking me. My humiliation was complete.
I could feel my anger building inside me, but I forced myself to keep it in check. I didn’t want to give Rachel the satisfaction of seeing me lose control.
I turned on my heel and walked away from Rachel, ignoring the snickering and jeering of the crowd. I held my head up high, trying to maintain some shred of dignity.
As I walked away, I could hear Rachel’s voice ringing out behind me, her mocking laughter echoing through the halls.
"Don’t even think about it, loser. You’re not even worth my time."
Feeling humiliated, hurt, and embarrassed beyond measure, I stalked down the hallway, the sound of Rachel’s mocking laughter following me like a ghost as the crowd’s whispers and giggles echoed through the halls.
I had just been publicly rejected by the girl of my dreams in the most brutal and humiliating way possible. And the whole school had witnessed it.
There was no coming back from this.
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