ETERNAL LOVE

I remember correctly you didn't came but...

But finally you decided to show up in early until the summer of 2024 just one month before April

APRIL the month which was most harsh month for me in all this 17 yrs of my whole life .

Thinking about that "April" still haunts me sometimes to my core!

So Anyway, you came finally...

I opened my eyelids gently and instantly felt unexplainable rush into my nerves as i turned myself i found myself infront of you...those gentle eyes of yours and warm smile are still there....i wish you had hugged me tightly like before warm me up again in those embrace of yours but you didn't

Why do you seem to be in rush or hurry this time? WHY?

Before this question would arise in my mouth you held my hand to lead me to unknown forest..

We ran & ran through trees and breezes coming in our way, the branches , thorns & stones beneath our feet doesn't seem to painful to us and disturb our beautiful moment where i was lost!

 you took me like a wave of wind took light feather like leaf to its destination

We Came into most beautiful cave i ever saw...

Thanks to you my love that day you showed me the most beautiful view in that dream before a wave of storms came into my real life....

My eyes admired the beautiful sky like cave above me painted with those natural glowing stones and crystals *sighhh*...the everything felt like i was in different world itself, like yeah i knew i am dreaming but this dream of you where you come to meet me man!!! They always feel real like i am living it. it was like lucid dreams.

we passed the cave and all this time i knew your eyes were on me but you didn't said a single word, why???

Soon...

We came across shining sea shore again where a big whale was waiting for us????

i looked at him confused and scared,"don't tell me we are going to-?"

"yes, trust me sunshine", he gently said.

In that unreal world..the most unreal unexpected thing we did haha...we ride the whale until it took us to our destination.

It was indeed scary but most fun thing i did thanks to my man

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So our destination was not any other islands, shore etc..NO!!!

It Was my home.

We were in my house when i opened my eyes ,and those eyes which were finding him for months , hungry for his presence saw him infront me in gentle but silent and bitter sweet smile (it broke my heart everytime i think about it)

Yk eyes are just eyes until you fall in love with pair that makes you smile everytime you look into theirs..that day those eyes were not just made me smile but told something i could never forget!

those gentle honey eyes which were sweetest to taste from my view told me bitter TRUTH.

Before truth could travel from his eyes to mouth i hugged him so tightly so he could never escape , i wanted to hold him ,kiss him , collide into his body, want to be in his soul, cry in his embrace like baby as always..i wanted to told him I WANT HIM.

and in those warm like sunlight in winter moments i held him tightly in my arms and as expected he did held me too in his embrace gently as like if he will hold me a little too rough i could break like into pieces of ancient Chinese clay pot.. and my thirsty soul for his presence refused to let go him

.......in next moment, i felt a rush in my veins like my heartbeat got fast, breathing felt heavy on my lungs, his warm breath beside my ear started tingling me so badly...m-my whole body was like in fire but still i couldn't help myself to ...get more closer to him

those golden hour light appear again making this beautiful moment warm again..and in those tingling sensation in my body I made myself brave enough to..raise myself a little with the help of tip toe to his height and... kissed him gently

ahhh!!! Those tingling sensation and hear in body i can't forget but too embarassed (in good way) to remember.

To my surprise he picked me a little in his strong arms and kissed me back to be honest first i felt like i was maybe getting too much ahem ahem....but i was wrong when i felt him making me gasp in air , making me struggle in breathing heavily...it was like i kissed him but he ate me.

He gave me those wet warm tingling kisses on my neck, collarbone, ears and cheeks…& I couldn't help to m-moan ... I placed a gentle kiss on his cheeks and forehead I didn't know i was crying until a tear dropped from my eyelids…then,

He looked into my eyes without blinking and those gentle eyes were had tear of helplessness i saw very cruel bitter tear in his eyes & soon he again hugged me tightly and before he could said the thing broke me, shook me ..i felt pang of pain of separation already in every veins of my body ..

" My love SUNSHINE i am sorry... sorry but i won't come now especially when you will need me most"..he said while i can feel his hands trembling around me and his voice stammered.

"w-what are you saying-"

"look my love please listen to me seriously in few days i know it will be hard for you i can't be there for you because...this time you need to face this alone and it will be very hard for you, you will be alone but please don't break yourself in process i can't be there for you that time i am ...sorry sunshine ", he said his goodbye while i stood there trying to understand.

And before i could even seprate him from my arms he vanished like fine sand of gold...

And voice came from back .."wale up" my father called me i sat gasping in air in my bed while a tear ran down my eyes...i woke I WOKE UP IN REAL WORLD.

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