WHEN WORLD TURNED BLUE

As i thought life was finally growing... unfortunately i also started forgetting you,as I thought you were just my imagination or a coincidencal dream

Until you again came to meet me after last meeting, surely 2/3 months after...

But this time why everything was blue!?

You always used to come with warm light like golden hours, right? Then why this time... world seems to turned blue

I opened my eyes again in that unreal world, to see myself in cold dark but blue ocean shore

The sparkling lights from bioluminescence of ocean blue water & bright milky moon brightens my view...and in those calm but intense sounds of waves folding in ocean

I saw you.

And as i saw you, you came running towards me this time like kid, you wanted to tell something so am I

But i should have realised the reason that day world turned blue because of me , my answer, my decision.

you seem to be little upset about something this time. Just a moment ago you were smiling seeing me now as you reached near me you are restless

He hugged me tightly before i could said anything and just as he broke the hug he looked deeply into my eyes, and spoke,"i am back! my love.."

hearing this words from him was indeed comforting,I should have known what our connection is i was happy to see him, meet him again. Wish i could go back again and in those gentle feather like ocean waves music with touch of sparkling sands beneath our feet was...idk how to describe it's always indescribable, unexplainable experience i had i still feel but....never in real but i can still feel those sensation in my nerves deeply

I vividly remember we talked for some moments... sitting beside each other (i wish i could remember the conversation atleast)

I gently played with thise sparkling sands and talking to him like a 5 yrs old talkative child.

It's very beautiful feeling yk when you excitedly want to talk about something you love and someone there sitting beside you and all they just do is listen and admire you like you are their world.

it' didn't matter if i talked logically or most stupidest thing but the look in his eyes they never changed!!

(But the unfortunate thing is you never realise because in that moment you are in your stupid topic where you babble like baby and you don't seem to realise that someone beside you admiring like it's most important moment, view for them)

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And then he asked something maybe that's day i shouldn't... answer

He asked suddenly ," you really love him, don't you?”

i couldn't helped myself from blink for second in confusion then realisation hits me..that he asked about my real life partner that time (ex)

he stood up..

Turned his face to me with bitter smile..i can see his sadness behind smile (but i sin is i realised late everything) he asked me again,"you love him very much, don't you?"

I gently lowered my head in acceptance, i didn't know why did i felt hesitation then but now i knew.. before i could answer one thought came into my mind that day,

if i tell him, he won't be sad, right ? He won't leave me, right? He is like...my freind , right?

Gathering up courage i finally spoke my answer ," yeah,i do love him alot.. please understand me i loved him for 4 years one sided and finally we are in relationship happily after last argument when you came in my dream it's been 6 months of relationship i am happy he treats me well, he cares for me and we are trusting this relationship especially me"

He was facing his back at me & ig this is the only time he ever showed me his back

he turned and gave me again those same gentle smile and said last words before disappearing," it's okay my love go to him but remember whenever you will need me, call me i will be here for you as always my... SUNSHINE just don't get hurt!"

His words somehow broke me deep inside it's like he is letting me go because he can't stop me from making mistake or warn me this time.

there was cruel sadness in his voice

And...he started going towards the ocean

I wanted to..stop him but i was selfish i was wrong

Maybe it's fate that, that day i chose someone else and he let me go for my happiness and world turned blue from golden hour

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