Mercy ?
AUTHOR
I've got a question for you guys
do you know about mbtis if yes then
can you guess the mbti of our FL and Ryan
AUTHOR
Tell me your guesses in the comments
Two months have passed since I had attempted suicide for some reason I couldn't try it again I don't know why......
Maybe I do know it's because I am scared to DIE and I just don't want to die why should I die what was my fault
was it my fault that I was born I never even asked or begged to be born
And why is it my fault that my parents are so selfish and irresponsible I've done nothing wrong to die so soon
So I gave up on the plan of dying
Some people say Life is complicated and some people say Life is complicated
Well I know it's about individual perspective, but I'm really curious about the people's live who say it is SIMPLE because for so many years never have I ever seen my life any simpler it just complicated with increasing problems
Also Courage is what you need to live life is what they say
And it feels like my Courage is being test at an extreme tough level
Plus the experience were.......
In the past 4 months I've worked in almost every kind of part-time that I could find at my age
Yep age was a big a*s thing that got in my way
But all those part-time jobs just gave me a negative direction I earned a very little sum of money from all those jobs and senior year tutoring wasn't something I could afford with this money
And the part-time jobs experience were just......
Aurelia's Job : A bar waitress
Employer 1
HEY YOU LITTLE PIECE OF SH*T
is this how you work
instead of being thankful that I gave you a job your are disobeying me!!!!!
AURELIA (Fl)
(controlling her tears)
But you groped me just now!!!!
Aurelia's Job : supermarket staff
Karen (not a name but real Karen)
Why should I compensate (yells)
AURELIA (Fl)
But ma'am you just broke this vase and you are supposed pay for the loss
Karen (not a name but real Karen)
huhh how dare you accuse me do you have proof
AURELIA (Fl)
we can check the CCTV
Karen (not a name but real Karen)
How dare you talk back
didn't your parents teach to respect elders
(slaps her)
Aurelia's Job : a babysitter
Child's mom
How dare you hurt my kid.
I won't pay you!!
AURELIA (Fl)
But I never hurt your chIld he is lying and why would i hurt him
Child's father
So you are telling our child is lying
Child
yes mom she hurted me it hurts so badddd!!
(fake cry)
(hugs his mother's leg)
Child's mom
Get out of here !!!!
(Yells)
Child
(looks at Aurelia and smirks)
in mind *you should had let me play video game*
so this were my experience and I was sure I can't continue them anymore
But then universe finally showed mercy on me
The day after getting fired as the babysitter
AURELIA (Fl)
(tired and sad )
AURELIA (Fl)
what should i doooooooooo!!!!!!!
AURELIA (Fl)
Why won't things just work for me
AURELIA (Fl)
(grabs her phone and randomly scrolls through ytube)
A drama review video's Thumbnail catches her attention
AURELIA (Fl)
(Clicks the video and plays it)
(as she continued ti watch the video a smile grew on her face)
(after 15 min)
this drama can change my life
Searches for the drama and starts watching it was of 10 episodes
Story of the drama potrays the life
a teen boy in similar situations as of Aurelia has a side hustle of providing security to s*x workers
the way he operates it everything was shown in the drama
She completes the drama the same day she started
she pulled and all nighter to watch it
AURELIA (Fl)
I'm not sure if this'll work it's pretty risky but........what if i succeed and...... get my freedom
Also I've got nothing to lose
(sad smile)
AURELIA (Fl)
Let's see if this can get me out of this hell hole
(starts laughing in happiness)
Aurelia : I'm gambling my everything even my life on this.......
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