Chapter 1

After leaving the high school class reunion party, a group of friends arrived from the bar.

Kim, a handsom young man. Even if he tries to put his previous relationship behind him, the truth is that he continues to hope, I couldn't help but feel pain at the sight of the person I had once embraced, hugging another young man on the opposite side of where he is sitting.

Even though I knew that Day had never loved him at all, I kept hoping that someday Day might love him in some way, but no, not at all.

He loves Day, even though Day seemed to have a brick instead of a heart.

Day, who was the first and only love.

Kim secretly looked at the two of them in pain, even Day's gaze didn't reach Kim at all, because Day's eyes were on one person.

"Are you okay?" another friend, Jim, whispered worriedly. Kim smiled softly.

"I'm fine, don't worry;" Kim replied, smiling at his friend before continuing to drink.

until they saw that it was already too late, the group of friends left the bar; The noise of chatter still wouldn't stop.

"Kim can you drive back, should I call a cab?" another friend asked.

"It's okay, I drank less than you guys," Kim said smiling, before turning to look at Day with her new guy.

"Come back safe, P'Kim;" said Brick, Day's new boy. Kim smiled a little.

"I'll go first," Kim said looking at Day's face.

"Umh," Day replied lightly. Kim knew Day had responded to him due to Brick urging him to respond to Kim's words.

Kim smiled before driving off. He got into the car and drove back to his condo. As Kim pulled into the parking lot he hit his head against the steering wheel.

"Huh.... Huh...," Kim was patient at the bar and all the way back to the condo, but now in the solitude of his car he let out his frustration and cursed non-stop.

He waited for a long time and when he returned for him at the reunion, the other party already had someone else.

"Arggg!... I cried for you last time, Day.... damn stupid...I'll be your friend again," Kim said to himself, sobbing. He sat crying for a moment before getting out of the car and going up to his own room with tears in his eyes as he lay down to sleep exhausted. His slender frame shaking from the moaning before falling asleep after a while.

"Kom, come to my room," said the deep voice of a person who is in his late 30's, filling his phone with his voice. Before placing it on the table in front of the mirror as he stands with a towel wrapped around him and looks in the mirror to explore himself.

Knock, knock...

There was the sound of a knock on the door of a luxurious hotel room before it was opened and a tall dark young man walked in giving a glance at the wide bed, where a young man curled up and shivered, his state was as If he had been through a war the night before.

"Yes, sir," Kom replied when he arrived to his boss.

"Pay the boy and have someone take him back. Oh, order breakfast for me!"; the other party replied, Kom bowed his head before walking over to the young man lying on the bed.

"Put on your clothes, I will have someone carry you" said Kom speaking to the other party using soft voice, The young man quickly got up and dressed with a trembling body. The traces on his body speak well of the heat and intensity of what happened the night before in that bed. Then he took the young man out and finished everything as ordered. He returned to the room again to meet his boss.

"It's done sir"; said Kom

"Hmm, thank you Did you order me breakfast?", he asked Kom.

"Yes, it will be delivered shortly"; said Kom.

"Did you brief everyone?"; asked the boss.

"Yes," replied Kom again before the boss nodded and left the dormitory.

The subordinates bowed their heads toward Kamol, who had a dark aura about him. Many say he's the most ruthless mafia boss and has the most skilled workers.

Kamol waved his hand, making everyone feel comfortable, because he did not believe that his subordinates were useful only as thugs. Kamol treated them as his own kin. He sat down at a glass-paneled table and with a cup of hot coffee in his hand, went on his way and brought the newspaper.

"Thank you," Kamol replied to the clerk before unfolding the newspaper to read and kill time while waiting for breakfast.

"Sir, what did you think of the boy last night, was he to your liking?" asked Kom as usual.

"I really didn't like it. He even accepts how violent I can be, but when it comes down to it, it doesn't satisfy me the way I want it to." replied Kamol with a calm expression. His eyes fixed on the newspaper.

"Sorry, next time I'll find a better one for you," Kom replied. Kamol smiled slightly.

"Don't think too much, I'm not serious about these things, understand? Really, do you think there is anyone who can follow the mood of someone like me?" said Kamol with a smile.

All the subordinates know that Kamol doesn't like women.

He liked boys and no subordinate felt displeased or doubted anything, everyone still accepted and respected him as usual. Kamol never thought of hiding his preference if it was a circle of people working nearby, and most importantly, he has quite sadistic and violent tastes. Therefore, no partner can put up with him for long. Some people offer to try it because they know the money is good. But when they really do, they don't dare to come a second time, so Kamol didn't want to associate with anyone. Maybe it is because of the work duties he is doing that makes him unable to have a private life as his heart desires.

The doorbell in front of the room rang, one of Kamol's subordinates went over to open the door before helping to gradually push the breakfast cart into the room. When Kamol was going to sleep with someone, he opted to stay on the top floor of the hotel, which he owned. He never thought of bringing anyone to his place.

"You guys can eat together, you don't have to wait until I'm done," Kamol told the five subordinates, except for one, they all dispersed to sit together on the other side of the room.

Kom had to sit and eat with his boss as usual.

"Is there anything you have to report, you can talk and eat, I don't mind," Kamol said gruffly.

"Last night there wasn't much, the managers of the eight bars said there were unsettling people, but our people can handle it all, as for tonight's merchandise, it will be delivered to the ship disembarking at 5pm, waiting for your order. Will we be the ones to check the merchandise Or will you go alone?" asked Kom, Kamol nodded slightly.

"Well, you'd better go and see for yourself. But don't forget to handle the cargo too" said Kamol again.

"It's done," replied Kom, who had already managed to hand over the money to the high-ranking people who had already inspected the cargo on board, so there's no chance of getting caught carrying anything.

When they sit and eat together, talking about politics or some business is important. Kamol ordered his subordinates to get the car ready and leave the luxurious room to go to his own office.

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Kim's phone rang as he slept in bed, his eyes were bloodshot from intense crying the night before, a slender hand glanced at his own phone before answering the call.

"Hello," Kim's sleepy voice rang out.

[Kim Are you going to the office today?], a female voice was heard along the line, it was the partner from the joint accounting office. Hearing the question Kim nods his head to look at the clock, it is then that he realizes that it's now ten o'clock.

"I'll go in the afternoon, May, I went to a reunion party last night, I drank too much," Kim said directly to the other party, the woman just laughed softly along the line.

"[No problem, today I just have to send a mail with the job details to the client, go to the office when you're better]" the woman replied.

"Uhm, thanks," Kim said before ending the call. He lay on his back staring at the ceiling of the room, the image of Day and Brick from last night still vivid in his memory.

"Oh, take it easy, Kim" he said to himself, even though his heart ached, he got up to take a shower and got dressed. Kim makes his own breakfast, something light, before getting things ready to leave for the office.

He opened the office door, there is a staff to take care of the documents and greet clients at the front. A young woman named May came out immediately upon seeing Kim.

"P'Kim, that boy is here again, P," May hurriedly said to Kim.

When a nice customer who likes to flirt with Kim came to visit, Kim exhaled a sigh of relief.

"Where is he?" asked Kim.

"I asked him to please wait in the guest room. I don't want him to wait in Kim's office," said the woman.

"Thank you, go tell Khun Kara too, I'll talk to you in a moment. I'll drop my things off first," Kim said, the girl nodded before going to fulfill Kim's request.

He walked to his office, then opened the door and put his things away, after a while he headed to the guest room. As soon as Kim opened the door the other party immediately opened his mouth and smiled widely.

"Hello Khun Kim," Kim waved his hand towards the other party to show respect since he was older than him.

"You don't have to pay homage to me, Nong Kim, I thought I would meet Nong Kim today" the person replied, looking at Kim with glaring eyes.

"Khun Kara has something to give to our office to serve, you can leave it in May's hands, so you won't have to waste your time sitting and waiting after all there is no difference between May and me, we make the decisions together" said Kim taking the folder.

"It is not a waste of time, I wanted to see Kim's face, maybe it is because Kim has a nice figure and a very beautiful face, many people may not be afraid of Nong Kim, but it is because they don't know that there is also a dark side to Kim".

"Khun Karan came today, what's going on?", when the other person was not interested in Kim's tone, Kim was also not interested in the other person's voice.

"Don't stress too much about work, I'm just going to invite Kim to have lunch together," the other party replied, Kim let out a slight sigh.

"I've already eaten, I'm sorry, if there's nothing else, I'll take my leave. You will have to wait because there are a lot of other clients' work waiting, I don't have time to receive assignments, sorry" he said and walked out leaving the other party to sit down and grit his teeth, not that he had never heard such cold words before, but when he didn't come for work, he always reacted like that.

"Jin, show the next customer in," Kim said to the secretary in front of the room before she entered the office not caring how Karan felt. At first Kim spoke kindly, but after a while, the other party took too much confidence, then Kim no longer had any patience or kindness for the other.

Knock Knock

There was a knock on Kim's office door, he answers before the door opened.

"What's wrong May?" asked Kim to the girl.

"I saw your face as grumpy as a monkey's ass again" The woman came in informs jokingly.

"Well," Kim replied.

"That Takaranta is strange, Kim, every time he comes you reject him, but he keeps coming, I suspect he is a psychopath" said the woman.

"What a psycho, he'll get bored all by himself" said Kim before leaning against the back of the work chair.

"Was the night heavy Kim, why are your eyes so puffy?" asked the girl. Kim paused.

"Well, after dinner, some friends invited us to meet again," Kim replied. "What jobs did you give me? Let me take a look at it," Kim invited the woman to talk about the job to change the subject.

She spent the afternoon working in her own office.

It's been a month.

Since the day of the party Kim has never seen Day and Brick again. Even though there was a phone number, Kim didn't dare call, every day.Kim works hard not to think about Day. After work he went out drinking alone without his office employees.

"Kim, are you going to drink tonight?" May had found a very nice store to hang out but it is quite glamorous, because it is a hotel restaurant, May did not dare to go alone.

"Kim please go with May" said the young woman.

Kim smiles a little because the woman is an avid drinker, she likes to find good atmosphere stores to sit and drink, then comment them on the internet.

"That's fine" Kim replied, which made the girl smile broadly.

"You can invite Jin and her boyfriend to come with us, Kim" the woman said again. Kim nodded, before sitting down and working until the time elapsed.

They hit 1 o'clock and May came in to call him, so Kim gathered his things and closed the office.

"Can I ride in your car?" asked Kim.

"Maybe you'd better go in your car, so Kim won't have to go back to send May back to the office again," Replied the woman before waiting for Jin's boyfriend, the secretary, who was in front of Kim's office.

They then drove to the location May wanted to go to. When they arrived, the 4 people gathered at the entrance of the place.

In that place not many tourists come to sit and drink so at that time most of them were foreign businessmen and few were Thai so everyone was well dressed.

"Oh, Aunt May didn't say to come to the store like this, I will need a suit" said Jin's boyfriend.

"Don't complain, Koko, you can wear work clothes like this, just don't wear t-shirt, pants and sandals" May replied, which caused Jin and Ko to laugh. Kim just stood there and smiled softly.

"P, let's go inside" suggested Kim. The girl nodded her head and they entered the place, The atmosphere in the restaurant is quite luxurious as May said. There are tables for groups and a single bar, the staff greets them before escorting them to a table that is next to the water fountain that flows from the top of the fountain to the outside, this adds a romantic and luxurious atmosphere, along with the dim lights, not too dark.

As Kim looked around, it was clear that some of them were bringing their business associates here for a drink and to talk shop.

Ordering a drink, they got served instantly, so the four people continued to drink and talk.

May took pictures of the drink and took down all the information (he talks about writing down the details of where she went to post it on her social media) until she was satisfied. They continued to sit and chat. Kim sat quietly and continued to drink looking at the still water no longer flowing from the fountain.

"P Kim, P Kim" called May to Kim, which made Kim startle a little and turn to look again.

"What's wrong May?" asked Kim.

"What's wrong Kim, don't you like this restaurant?" asked the woman cautiously because she was the one who invited Kim.

"No, I like it, when you sit down and think about it it's fun" said Kim with a smile.

"Khun Kim, he has something bothering him, can you tell us, oppa" said ko because he often drank with Kim and May and they became close.

"Yes, for weeks now, Jin feels that Kim oppa is not very cheerful" Kim's secretary said lightly.

Kim looked at the trio in thought for a bit before sighing softly.

"Can I ask you guys something?" kim approached them, the three anxiously waiting people moved closer.

"What do we do when we want to forget someone but we don't forget them completely? How do we forget the special feelings we have for that person, to go back to being like a normal acquaintance?" kim asked.

"Is Kim heartbroken?" asked May bluntly. (she means a relationship breakup) Kim smiled a little.

"You can say yes, but it's better to call it One-sided Love" Kim corrected, giving the 3 of them a slight glance at each other. They didn't think Kim would suffer for that.

"If you ask Jin, Jin would like to tell you her own experience and tell you, in the past, Jin used to secretly love someone who cherished her very much, but when I later learned that he didn't think of us in that way, so I felt heartbroken for a while, but after Jin meets Ko, it made Jin forget about that person, Jin knows that there are actually many people who love us" said the woman turning to look at her partner, He nodded and squeezed Jin's hand and smiled. Kim looked at his secretary a little surprised because he didn't know that.

"So, Jin tells Kim that, do you want P Kim to find someone to replace that person?" asked May.

"Exactly, that's right, but it doesn't mean that you have to hurry or find someone to replace the person, the right person for you will come on their own, but Jin said this because he doesn't want Kim to be attached to someone who only makes him sad, I want Kim to know that there is definitely someone right for Kim who is waiting" said the woman and Kim smiled a little,

"Thanks for the advice" Kim said with a smile before sitting down and talking again until it was past 4pm.

"May, we'd better get back" she said to the woman.

"Come back first, I'd like to sit here and have a drink, in case I find the right person" Kim said with a smile not letting the Nong worry.

"Can you be alone, Kim?" asked May.

"Yes, I'm not a kid" Kim said before the three answered, as he paid for the drinks at the table, when the three left, Kim sat at the bar and ordered a drink.

"Thank you all, I'm tired today, let's go for a drink" Kamol said to his subordinates, after checking the last batch at the port and returning

"Where are you going" asked Kom

"I'm going to have a drink at the hotel bar, tell our people that I only need five people, the rest can go back to rest" said Kamol, so Kom ordered his subordinates and they took him to the hotel bar, as soon as Kamol passed by the bar and saw a sweet young man drinking alone.

He just looked at him out of the corner of his eye because he was not familiar with that face, before entering the VIP area, Kamol ordered a drink for his subordinates and him, they sat down and drank.

"Sir, would you like me to bring you a kid tonight?" asked Kom to his boss. Kamol thought about it for a moment.

"Order one, OK?" replied Kamol to him as he had not ventilated for 3 days, because he was busy with the goods to be delivered but when he said the order, the sweet face of the person who was drinking alone at the bar entered his mind, because he was a young man with such a sweet and beautiful face that meets all Kamol's specifications, but in bed.... Kamol thought that the other party could not accept him for sure, being from the mafia, but Kamol had never thought of seducing anyone.

Sitting and drinking alone for a while, Kim felt dizzy because he just sits, drinks while thinking about Day.

"How can I forget your hug?" he muttered in Kim quietly, his eyes delicious, "Or should I find someone to replace his hug? Let's forget your hug!" he muttered again, he continued to sit and drink for a long time, I feel like going to the bathroom, then Kim walk to the bathroom of the bar.

As soon as the young man entered the restroom, the eyes of a hungry tiger looked at him as if he had found his delicious prey. He had to stop when someone entered the restroom, which made almost everyone run out of the restroom when they saw him, the one who entered was Kamol and Kom.

Kim who was just finishing up, went over to wash his hands, a pair of beautiful eyes met Kamol's sharp gaze, who was looking at Kim from head to toe, Kamol didn't even think he would meet that sweet young man in the bathroom.

"Are you looking at me?" asked Kim in a shy tone, That made the subordinates frown. Kamol held up his hand to stop them from saying anything.

"Yes, I am looking at you" replied Kamol now in the bathroom there were only Kamol, Kom and Kamol's subordinates, Kim turned to look directly at Kamol again while leaning on the sink, so as not to fall,

"Are you interested in me?" asked Kim again, raising an eyebrow softly and with a smile at the corner of his mouth.

"Yes, I am interested in you and you ask me that What do you mean?" asked Kamol biting his lip slightly, Kmaol looked and feel very seduced by his look.

His face reddened again from the alcohol? Kim moved a little.

Kom also did it because he was willing to take care of his boss because he didn't know who Kim was.

"You look great, looking this good Would you be kind enough to hug me?" Kim said with a pleading look, the sanity to reason no longer existed at this moment, Kim wants to find someone to hug to erase and replace the hug Kim would never get back.

Kim put a hand around Kamol's neck, Kim's eyes trembled as if someone was looking for a health for his heart.

"Help me forget, help me forget his embrace, please do whatever you want, but help me" Kim said softly, his legs started to be unable to stand straight.

Kamol had to raise his arms to wrap around his slender waist, the soft aroma mixed with the sweet scent of liquor, made Kamol feel excited as if he had found something he had been searching for a long time.

"Sir, I think..." Kom was worried about his boss's safety because he didn't know the other person's exact purpose.

"It's okay, I can handle it" replied Kamol, so Kom stood there and watched.

"Bebe Are you sure you want me to help you?" replied Kamol, realizing that the people in his arms were longing for something.

"Sure" replied Kim, with a smile on his lips.

"If something happens, won't you regret it later?" asked Kamol again and Kim shook his head, now he needed someone's warmth to satiate the coldness in his heart.

"Kom, call to cancel, the boy you called, then prepare a room for me" said Kamol.

"But sir, you never brought a person other than a salesman to your room" (a prostitute) warned Kom.

"I told you it's okay" Kamol turned to look at his subordinates with unmoving eyes, causing the sharp to tilt his head.

"Yes," Kim replied, before Kamol will take Kim's body and carry him in princess position, Kim immediately put a hand around Kamol's neck and put his face into the strong chest even feeling slightly dizzy.

"Get ready kid I will definitely make you forget to hug that person" Kamol said before hugging Kim and walking away without allowing his own subordinates to help him.

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